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Larasati Kanaya

"So you've been betraying me all this time?" Kanaya with teary eyes saw the bitter reality before her as if it collapsed instantly all the happiness and love she had for her husband Alvin was blown away without a trace.

"You should have realized Naya! 7 Years you married Alvin but have no children. Alvin has a son from Bella! You better know yourself!" Kanaya's mother-in-law, Alvin's mother, Kanaya's husband.

Kanaya's heart is so bitter that her own mother-in-law justifies the betrayal that Alvin committed behind her back until a woman named Bella comes to their house to bring a man who of course has long been desired by her mother-in-law.

Kanaya's eyes stared at the nanar. It was like a dream in the middle like a soap opera story that he sometimes saw on television.

His chest was tight, as if oxygen was reluctant to melt in his heart that was crumbled dimly by the arrangement of the husband he had always loved.

Kanaya's hope is wiped out. Kanaya's dreams and hopes are withered with nothing left in line with the bitter reality before her eyes.

Replacing pain and hate to hit the heart like a slash, shaking the defense of the devotion of a wife to a husband who has been a priest in his household all this time.

"Please divorce me right now!" with heavy weight Kanaya made up her mind.

"It's good that you know yourself Naya! After all you should be grateful all this time We took you to a big house and Alvin made you his wife even though you couldn't get pregnant and have kids! Alvin just divorce Naya!" the mother-in-law's dislike face was clearly visible to Kanaya.

Like being struck by lightning! It was as if a sledgehammer hit hard on Kanaya's head instantly.

Kanaya's body seemed weak without bones even though she had to stand still maintaining her pride which was currently torn apart by the attitude and betrayal of her In-laws and Husbands.

"Naya, please accept Bella and my Son. Can't we live together without divorce." Alvin who is not willing to let go of Kanaya because in the bottom of his heart there is still love for Naya.

"You think I'd be combined! Live with a traitor and snatch a man's husband! Divorce me Alvin!" Shouted Naya staring intently at the three humans heartlessly before her.

Bella's face shone a sharp glare as Kanaya called herself the snatch of people's husbands.

"Alvin was. Good he asked for a divorce! We'll be easy if you've parted with him. We'll get married and live happily with our son." Bella's spoiled voice attempts to influence Alvin.

"Basar you cheap woman! I'm not divorcing you, Naya!" Alvin snapped at Bella and still defended Kanaya.

"I'm going to keep you in court with the infidelity issue." Naya already hated seeing the reality before her eyes.

"Hey Naya, you are ungrateful. Orphans like you 7 years can be a wife and daughter-in-law in this family should be grateful. Just grant Alvin his request. Mama doesn't want to bother dealing with the court! Make shame! Come on baby we're going inside, pity my grandson seems to be taking a break."

Without pity the mother-in-law instead treated bella and her granddaughter like a queen and king while Kanaya who for 7 years served as his wife and daughter-in-law like milk was returned with tubal water only because Kanaya did not get pregnant and gave offspring to Alvin.

Kanaya remembered the event that was so painful for her. Old wounds that are still gaping in the recesses of the heart that have not recovered.

It's all passed. It became a sad story for a Kanaya Larasati.

That tightness still hurts Kanaya until now, making Kanaya seem to not believe in true love.

Kanaya Larasati. 30 years. Beautiful woman. White-skinned. Round-eyed with long lashes. The nose is full and sensual. His eyebrows were like ants lined up in a row. Kanaya has a proportional body. Not skinny but very know where to be solid and contained.

Kanaya does not come from a family like Alvin the ex-husband.

Kanaya grew up in an orphanage, with no idea who her parents were.

Since childhood Kanaya used to live a simple and independent life.

Despite living in an orphanage Kanaya remained in school until graduating Bachelor.

His meeting with Alvin at that time as if the oasis in the middle of the desert provides a glimmer of hope presenting a love romance that longs for happiness.

Alvin with all his love and faith was able to melt Kanaya's heart until they got married.

Indeed, Alvin's mother disagreed with Alvin's desire to marry Kanaya because of Kanaya's background from the orphanage.

But Alvin assures that he loves Kanaya and does not mind Kanaya's status and background.

They get married making the end of romance as beautiful as a telenovela drama.

The beginning of marriage is like a newlywed couple who are drunk with love as if the world only belongs to two.

The trial came as their marriage entered its third year.

Kanaya who never became pregnant made the mother-in-law began to be babbled and often insinuate Kanaya with the title barren unable to give Alvin offspring.

The real sadness of Kanaya's feelings.

Kanaya is not silent, she is of course trying and making every effort. One of them went to the obstetrician and thankfully all the conditions of the uterus and eggs are in good health and normal.

Up to a year ago before the heartbreaking incident occurred a change in the nature of Alvin who often went home at night even not infrequently he did not go home.

Several times he came home drunk with the smell of alcohol.

Alvin's attitude also began to change. Alvin is no longer full of warmth, changing cuckoo and rough.

Kanaya was patient and rebuked Alvin.

But the mother-in-law always defends her beloved son and continues to corner that all because of the mistakes and incompetence of Kanaya who can not get pregnant and have children.

"If you were pregnant and had children, Alvin wouldn't get drunk. Your husband is stressed thinking about you not getting pregnant!" The words were always spoken from the lips of his mother-in-law when Alvin came home late, drunk or home early in the morning.

Before deciding to move to Jakarta Kanaya pamit first with the mother of the orphanage where he grew up.

"Take care of yourself, Nay. I always pray that God will protect you and give you a good mate. Mother's prayer is always with you Naya." The mother of the parlour patiently though her heart was also saddened by the fate that befell Kanaya.

"Thank you Ma'am. Naya will always remember my mother's advice. Pray that Naya will be able to get to work and start a new life."

"Aamiinu. Remember Naya, God will not give us trials beyond the limits of his servant's ability. And Allah will always be with those who are patient and willing to try."

"Aamiin's."

In a rented plot Kanaya begins her new life.

With the potluck money he had not even a penny Naya demanded the gono gini treasure to Alvin during their divorce.

Naya believes she will be able to live on her own feet because Naya believes God is always with her.

Kanaya sees a job vacancy that matches her educational qualifications.

Before marrying Alvin Kanaya had worked but when married, Alvin did forbid her to work and Kanaya obeyed her husband's request at that time however the wife was a mother for the husband.

"It's easy to have mine here. Bismillah!"

Kanaya prepares a CV for him to send to a place that opens a job vacancy.

Living as a widow is not easy. Kanaya should be able to support herself.

The sneers and bad views had become what Kanaya had received during her widowhood.

Kanaya survives by insults and scorn on the status of the widow she holds.

All Kanaya to the Creator.

For Canaya believed that God was the best place to complain and ask for help.

"Assalamualaikumwarrahmatullah."

"Assalamualaikumwarrahmatullah."

Kanaya said greetings to the right and to the left completing 4 prayers this time.

Kanya raised both hands, insist on asking for forgiveness for all the sins and khilaf that he had been doing so far poured out all the heart, turmoil and pain of life that he experienced on a prayer mat that always faithfully accompanied.

Tears flowed unceasingly, soaking in Kanaya's cheeks, all the restless and troubled of her heart she spoke before the ruler of heaven and earth.

Every night he did not stop the prayer mat and the white face that bore witness to drops by drops of tears that soaked a beautiful face and glow despite storing sorrow and deep wounds.

"Allhumma rabbana lakal hamdu. Anta qayyimus samati wal ardhi wa man fi hinna. Lakal hamdu anta malikus samawati wal ardhi wa man finna. Wa lakal hamdu anta nurus samawati wal ardhi wa man finna. The lakal hamdu antal haq. Wa haq. Wa liq'’uka haq. Wa qauluka. Wal jannatu haq's. Wan nairu haq. Wan nabiyyyuna. Wa Muhammadun shallalhu alaihi wasallama haq. Was a haq."

"Allhumma laka ashlamtu. Wa bika. Wa alaika tawakkaltu's. Ilaika anabtu. Wa bika khashamtu. Wa ilaika hakamtu. Fagfirli m' qaddamtu, wa m'akhkartu, wa m'asrartu, wa m'a lantu, wa m'anta aka aka bamu bihi minn. Antal muqaddimu wa antal mu’akhkhiru. Lalha illa anta. Wa la haula, wa la quwwata illa bill."

That is, “Yes Allah, our Lord, praise be to You, You are the enforcer of the heavens, the earth, and the creatures within. Praise be to You, You are the ruler of the heavens, the earth, and the creatures within. Praise be to You, You are the light of the heavens, the earth, and the creatures within. Praise be to You, You are All Right. Your promise is true. The meeting with you will be true. Your word is true. Heaven is real. Hell is like that too. The prophets are right. Similarly, Prophet Muhammad SAW is right. The Day of Resurrection is true.

O my Lord, I surrender to You. To You I also believe. To You I resigned. Only to You I return. For Thy sake I am willing to fight. Only to You is the basis of my judgment. Therefore forgive my past and future sins, the sins I hide and speak, and other sins that You know more than I do. You Are the Most Past and You Are the Most Expected. There is no God but You. No effort and strength other than the help of Allah.”

Kanaya prostrated after reciting the prayer permeating all the feelings that were mixed into an indescribable one only stored in the heart.

In prostration Kanaya unleashes all resentment, anger, resentment and resentment on her painful past.