When My Wish Is In Line With My Destiny

43. Anxiousness

At the end of his greeting, Zain closed his prayer with his hands, resting under His power.

With a sense of contempt, he vented all his heart and his feelings. Complaints of complaints and grievances and longing for his family in the country.

There was nothing he could do but beg and ask the Almighty.

After finishing with all his wishes Zain then moved to take the Quranic mushaf on his study table.

The mushaf was a little dusty, Zain cleaned it slowly then kissed it. Some days Zain is too busy with college assignments, plus the interlude work he lived in an Islamic bookstore.

A little draining his free time so that there is absolutely no time that really makes him able to rest in peace.

But for this time Zain will spend more time in the room along with the Koran and books he had learned while attending boarding school a few years ago.

The young man began to open his mushaf and repeat his recitation of the Quran.

"I'm sorry if all this time has made our relationship become tenuous" Zain said in his heart.

An hour has passed, two Quranic juzs have been completed in the middle. The next step is to repeat the books.

When he was about to open his book, there was a knock on the door from the outside.

the design recognized the voice of the person knocking on the door of his room and called out his name so hastily that, it was Rayhan's voice. What was? Why is it so late at night that Rayhan knocks on his room, instead of this being everyone's time to rest. Zain got up from his seat and opened the door.

"Zain you have to come with me now."

Rayhan said with a face filled with anxiety.

Zain looked at him with a look of wonder.

"What's Ray?"

"Where should I go?"

"Maheira is sick, she is very critical and now needs you so much."

Zain momentarily fell silent while thinking.

"Why should I be Ray?"

"Because only your name is called."

Zain fell silent again with his heart rippling.

3 Then he got word that Maheira was sick. The heart attack he suffered relapsed so it must be dissolved to the hospital. At that time Zain had no time to spare to come there and visit him.

The plan is tomorrow afternoon new will come to see him, but tonight he got news that so shakes his heart and feelings.

Maheira's situation was critical and the woman continued to speak her name. Is so much love Maheira towards him that when he was unconscious was only the name of the young man who continues to be called his.

"Help Zain, come there, you're the only one who keeps calling his name."

"But Ray."

"Zainal, if tonight is to be his last night of living in the world you are the one who can be expected to fulfill his last request to come there. But if you don't want to fulfill his last wish, how sad would he and I be that person who loves him so much as well as his family." Rayhan said with a sense of haru, to make his heart rippled again.

His heart began to open, he came there to visit him and fulfill the request of Maheira who was lying critically.

"Well, I'll go with you there."

"Thank God, thank you Zain."

Zain replied with a smile.

Zain rushed to change his prayer clothes with ordinary clothes that he brought out of the apartment.

They left in a taxi that Rayhan had been riding in when he picked Zain up at their apartment.

Their journey was about half an hour and when Zain said nothing to Rayhan in the car, silence struck both of them that night. Raihan's words were still in his mind.

"Zainal, if tonight is to be his last night living in the world you are the one who can be expected to fulfill his last request to come there. But if you don't want to fulfill his last wish, how sad would he be and I'm the one who loves him so much."

All this he did for Rayhan, because he knew how much he loved Maheira so Rayhan was willing to lose his rest to keep Mei and accompany her before her family came.

Zain himself never thought that their togetherness as a college friend and one major had grown the seeds of love in the heart of the woman.

With his always open attitude also makes the woman become comfortable when together with him.

But because he was always remembered by his friend Rayhan, Zain always brushed aside and threw away his feelings, he also did not want to hurt his own friend who was so good with him.

On the other hand, he was also reminded of the girl who had managed to make him fall in love again. But the question that always arises in his heart is whether the girl also has the same feelings as him.

"You must fight your feelings Zain. I'm sure he likes you too. The woman was indeed good at hiding her feelings but they could not resist her jealousy even for a second.

You should be able to fight him, lest you'll regret it for a lifetime."

Rayhan said this one as well as encouraging Zain to fight for his feelings for the girl and he always prayed that God would unite them, and that God would unite them, if indeed he is the destiny that has been written for him.

Half an hour had passed, they finally arrived at the hospital. Zain and Rayhan get out of the taxi they are riding in.

The cold night wind followed their every step until they arrived at the hospital.

"Assalamualaik."

the second step had reached Maheira's room in the care.

They all waited for his arrival.

"Your arrival has been awaited by my son from earlier, help him, only your name continues to be called from earlier." a middle-aged woman came to him and so begged him.

Zain simply nodded and continued his steps until he was beside Maheira.

The beautiful and graceful woman now looks so pale with the help of oxygen that helps her to survive her critical period.

Both of his eyes were still tightly closed but his lips continued to tremble. Zayn brought his ear closer to Mei's face so that he could hear what was said from her lips.

And right, his heart rippled at that moment, he heard it himself, the woman kept saying his name.

The young man immediately stood in his heart. He directed his gaze at Rayhan who was also at his side.

"Assalamualaikum Mei, it's me, Zainal."

"Zain always stopped his words because he saw both of Mei's lips that had stopped shaking when he came to say hello to her.

"His heart is so weak that Zain can't do anything" Rayhan said.

Zain was still speechless, who did not know what to do let alone.

"At least he already knows that you are here to accompany him, so that his lips will no longer tremble in your name." - Shaufina, Maheira's mother.

The young man looked back at Maheira who had yet to give any response to them.

Both of his eyes were still closed his heartbeat was also still weakening, too,

it was just that his two lips had stopped shaking because he could feel the presence of his loved ones nearby.

"I want to go to the mosque for a while, when I travel here I have not prayed isya, after prayers isya I will return here again."

Zain said to Mei's mother who was taken in by him.

The young man came out of the hospital and searched for a nearby mosque.

After the young man came out, with both of Mei's eyes slowly starting to open, her fingers also moved slowly to the sound of soft sounds coming from both of her lips.

"Mother.." she said.

The voice was heard by Syaufina and she immediately approached her daughter.

His heart trembled a smile broke from the look on his face, the father proudly immediately called the doctor to check the state of his heartbeat.

After the doctor checked, a smile broke from the look on the doctor's face and the result was enough to calm their hearts.

But even so, you still have to be careful and keep Maheira so that he is not too much minded who can interfere with his health again.

Zain returned again after he finished performing his prayers in the mosque, all their gazes were on him.

"Zainal." the woman's lyrics when she saw Zain's face next to her.

"Thank God you're better, May."

The woman smiled as she nodded slowly.

"He's been around since you left, his heart is still pretty weak. So be careful if you talk to him lest you offend him, if you can what he tells you don't say no." whispered Rayhan in his ear.