When My Wish Is In Line With My Destiny

26. The Painful Decision

Trial day....

Icha is getting ready to face today. Facing the trial of himself who had been in a corner as the cause of Naura's accident, to make him hospitalized.

"Perhaps if you think, this is also Ica's fault, try if Ica is not here, it will not be like this incident."

Ica was still standing in front of the door with her eyes fixed out.

"Eh.. can not talk like that ca, this all happens has become a provision of God. All movement on this earth is by the permission of God." Dina came to him.

"You must be patient, this is a trial from God, the higher the degree of a person in the eyes of his Lord the more severe the test will be. You must sincerely face all this, it is a sign that God still loves you ca."

"Inna ma'al 'usri Yusro, fainna ma'al 'usri Yusro. actually with difficulty there is ease, then with difficulty there is ease". Anna adds with her Qur'an verse.

Ica can smile widely at this time, because her two best friends have provided the motivation to restore her spirit, although somehow the state of her heart is now.

"Thank you, you're still here when Ica is like this".

"Yes ca, this has become our duty as friends".

"Not crying anymore, let's go".

Ica replied with a nod of her head.

But it seems like where the lack of members.

"Oh yeah, where are you?"

Ica suddenly stopped her steps.

"Astagfirullah, I forgot the same thing."

"People...Ika...".

"Yes. just a minute."

Ika ran out to meet the three of them who were waiting outside.

"You're gonna want to leave me, aren't you?"

cetus Rifka is coming.

"Yes, I'm sorry, I almost forgot about you."

Ika showed her face.

They continued their steps back to the courtroom.

"Bismillah ca, God willing".

Ica breathed her long breath.

those who wait for Icha outside the three can only wait for Icha outside, because other than the concerned are forbidden to go inside.

Icha has taken his position you sit face to face with Ustadzah Yumna as the judge who gave the decision.

"Ananda Annisa."

"Labbaik ustadzah's".

"Are you ready?"

"God willing to go".

Icha again blocked her breathing to calm her heart.

ustadzah Yumna along with others opened the conference in pronouncing basmalah.

"Ananda Anisa, here it is proven that Ananda has violated the rules of pesantren. By meeting a man who had nothing to do with pesantren and had been the cause of Naura's accident, Bunga as a witness is it really Ananda?"

ustadzah Yumna began to ask him a question.

"And who is that guy?"

Icha momentarily closed both eyes and then re-arranged her breathing.

"I did meet the man, the man was indeed not blood related to me. She is my ex-boyfriend. Sorry ustadzah, I do not intend to violate the rules of this pesantren. Just want to make sure she's right or not the one who has harmed Naura."

"Then, is it really the man who has harmed Naura? and what's the reason?"

"The man wanted to lure me out of the Ustadzah, he wanted to meet me, but in his own way he hurt others."

"Before he had also come to see me, but Naura immediately prevented it, because Naura knew it was forbidden by the pesantren".

"Other than Naura, is there anyone else with her?"

"There".

the Icha setting leads to the Flower that was next to it.

hyuna's two eyes also followed Icha's gaze.

"Is that so Ananda Flower?"

"real ustadzah".

"Have Ananda Anisa ever met the perpetrator before?"

the question was again given to Icha.

"No Ustadzah, by Allah I have never met him."

"Alright, it means the incident experienced by Naura, clean without any interference Anisa. It's all because of irresponsible behavior."

Said Ustadzah Yumna, after talking to his other colleagues".

Ica breathed a sigh of relief.

"But the sanctions we've given Ananda Annisa. Because this was already a fatal mistake for the second time Ananda had violated the rules of the pesantren."

"For the first mistake, Ananda was not sanctioned because he had escaped from pesantren, but for this time, the sanctions were directly given to Ananda".

ustadzah Yumna made his speech clear.

"What sanctions should I accept?" Ask Ica who looks so resigned.

"The student, named Annisa Assyadzi, we're pulling back".

said Ustadzah Yumna who immediately gave the decision.

Hearing the decision, Ica's heart seemed to be so broken. The desire that he had dreamed and he placed great hopes on him was the time he buried it deep.

He let out his tears, the sadness as if he could no longer stand.

He stepped out of the room with a feeling so broken that his steps were weak that he could no longer walk.

"City...".

They all came to him who was sitting on the outside chair.

"His students were dropped by Din".

answer with a soft voice.

They all embrace Ica at the same time.

"This boarding school has such strict rules, that even for such a mistake the punishment is quite heavy."

"Patience ca, God wants you to be a stronger woman ca".

Ica could only nod in resignation, when her best friend gave her encouragement.

"Congratulations ca, you are not going to leave at last" said the flower that arrived to come to them.

Dina immediately got up from her seat.

"This must be all the work of you, the flower, surely you who have made Ica fail to leave."

"If it's fate, accept it, don't blame anyone else anymore, it's purely because Ica's fault is not because of me".

"But it's not appropriate that you speak to Ica like that".

The flower did not respond to anything, it just passed away.

Dina will act to chase after him, but Ica's hands are holding her back to do it all.

"Don't go after Din, let it go."

Dina just sighed.

"Astagfirullah haladzim." Dina spoke while stroking her chest.

"I'm sure it must have been the Flower". Anna also looks upset with Flowers.

"Already, do not discuss it again, Flowers are right, this has become a destiny for Ica, and Ica must accept with a roomy heart" said Ica who raised her voice.

"Why did you tumben diem ka?" anna asked, leading to Ika.

"I'm confused to say what, Ika sad because Ica saw brother sad."

"Udah ka, don't follow sad too."

said Ica who tried to smile.

Ika tightened her embrace.

Yesterday was a memory...

Today is a challenge....

Tomorrow is the hope.....

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Leaving his three best friends who are still in the pesantren, Zizi is now at the home of his future father-in-law. The luxurious house, which is only inhabited by Kafa and his mother, has now arrived a new person, who will also be part of their family members.

Kafa lives more often in his apartment than at home, because he also has to keep his limits on Zizi who has not been his legal partner.

Today Dita invites Kafa and Zizi to fit their wedding clothes.

"Today is your wedding dress fitting schedule, let's go now, Tanzi."

the ambassador invited Kafa who was relaxing in the family room.

"Yes ma."

"Where's zizi?"

Kafa just shook his head.

Dita also sighed.

at that time Zizi was in his room on the top floor.he was still busy with his books, Zizi was still repeating the lessons that had gone before.

"Dwilling..."

dita's voice called out to her.

"Yes ma..".

"Are you not ready yet?"

"Ready ready? where are you going, ma?" ask Zizi who does not understand the question of her future mother-in-law.

"Didn't Tanzi tell you today was a dress fittings schedule?"

Zizi.

"No ma, mas Kafa no say anything with Zizi pesky schedule fittings shirt."

the ambassador sighed, sometimes his son was indeed a little forgetful.

"Yaudah, now that you're ready, mama wait downstairs ya."

"Yes ma."

Dita goes back downstairs and waits for Zizi to get ready to go with her.

"Why didn't you tell Zizi that today was a fitting schedule, Tanzi?"

ask Dita who looks upset with her son.

"Astagfirullah, sorry ma, Tanzi forgot."

It was his guess if this child must have forgotten to tell his future wife.

not long after that, the side came toward those who were on the lower floor. Zizi already looked so neat with her blue Thursday.

not looking at her prospective daughter-in-law who looked so graceful back then.

"Oh, let's go."

Zizi elaborated a smile on her sweet face and got a direct look from Kafa.

They left in the car that Kafa had prepared first.

When you get there, Dita goes out first and goes into the boutique to meet the boutique owner who turns out to be his best friend and co-worker.

The two brides-to-be went hand in hand, with a considerable distance.

"Why don't you say that today there is a schedule for fitting clothes?"

"Yes, sorry zi, I forgot to talk to you" he replied with a fleeting smile.

They then continued their steps back into the boutique.

"O Allah, why is it that the heart is still so heavy to receive Zizi again,. Please, O Allah, eliminate this pain in the past. If indeed he is the soul mate of the servant, give the servant a sincere heart to be able to love him again".