When My Wish Is In Line With My Destiny

15.Please Understand the Feelings of Ica Ma, Pa

Mama looks so happy when Icha wants to follow her invitation.

"pah.."mama's call leads to papa who was talking to kyai at the time.

papa looked back, and stopped his conversation politely to kyai and came to mama and Icha.

"Icha son of papa" greet papa while kissing Icha's forehead.

"Icha just shut up.

"Icha want to go for a while with mom and dad" papa's question leads to him.

"you want to" answered my mother.

"your mother answered, you asked Icha."

yes, Mama as a representative, besides Icha also want to, right dear."

Icha replied with a nod of the head.

"yes, if that is the case, papa wants to ask permission the same way first yes, you just wait in the car" said papa.

" yes, come on baby, let's get in the car "take mama.

Icha also followed his mother's invitation.

"ummah, we'll excuse you for a minute."

"yes, please, be careful ma'am, Icha."

"yes ummah."

"assalamualaikum."

"waalaikumsalam."

Icha, mama and papa got into the car together after they say goodbye to the ummah and Abuya.

the car slowly began to drive, then walked out of the pesantren yard.

"we went to the restaurant as usual sir" Mama told papa.

papa admonished him by nodding his head.

"how did you learn in the pesantren dear."

"well ma."

"you're comfortable living there."

"already.

"oh yes, mama heard from the ummah he said your achievements are increasing, baby, until you want to get a scholarship abroad.

"Alhamdulillah, yes mah."

"Alhamdulillah, my mother was very happy to hear it, but, Mama's words stopped.

"but what mah."

"later, baby, we talk at the restaurant, it's not good if we talk on the street" said Mama.

Icha fell silent while thinking about her mother's words earlier.

"what do you mean by talking like that, yes, there must be something they hide from Icha" Icha told him.

get there...

their car stopped at one of the luxury restaurants in the solo city.

"table number 19 VIP ya Bu who is there "said one of the waiters of the restaurant.

"oh yes, thank you, Mother."

"same-sama, Mom."

"lucky darling."

Icha followed her parents' steps towards the VIP number 19 table they had ordered first.

"please sir, ma'am, what message you want."

one of the waiters who came to them brought the menu in the restaurant.

"what do you want to order, baby."

"what a ma, it's up to mama."

"it's up to mom, who wants to eat, you're not mom."

" yeah Icha just order fried rice. "

"that's it, dear."

"What message father?"

"just like Icha."

"special fried rice 3 yes Ma'am" Mama told the waiter.

"special fried rice 3 drinks ma'am."

"as always, ma'am."

the waiter nodded his head.

"okay ma'am, we'll deliver the order soon" said the waiter, who left.

silence ...

Icha just looked around her who was full of people there with her less happy face.The two parents were both busy with their cell phones, until a waiter came and brought orders for them.

"excuse me."

"sorry sir, ma'am here's the order."

the waiter said as he placed his order on their table.

"oh yes, thank you, Mother."

"sama Ma'am" said the waiter who left.

"Well, what did you say to Icha?" ask Icha on the sidelines to eat them.

Mama stopped her feeding mouthful and momentarily looked at the face of the papa who was on her right.

"later, baby, we'll talk after we finish eating."

"now Icha, Icha is done eating."

"Mama fell silent and began to catch her breath.

"yes, my mom is definitely the same as you are."

"actually, my mother's plan is equally papa is we want to develop the business in Germany" then what about Annisa finance"the two are silent and staring at each other.

obviously Mama at length.

"you want to go with your mom and move to Germany."

"no" Icha replied directly.

"why darling?"

"Icha don't want to mah, pa."

"but this is for your good and future."

Icha fell silent and sighed.

"mama and papa always say this for the future of Icha, the future of Icha, the future of Icha which ma? Mama's equally willing to see the future of Icha who was destroyed because of your own actions."

"what do you mean, dear."

"your parents always attach importance to your work, Mama is equally papa but never can understand the feeling of Icha in the slightest.A ma, you always destroy the dream of Icha from the past mah, mah, the reward of Icha is still in school you always want your request to be fulfilled Icha, mom is equally papa always manage Icha life without you think of Icha feelings, you just follow your own ego."

"Icha" speech with a serious view.

"quite pa ma Icha is not a child anymore, Icha is already big, Icha already has its own Icha principles that Icha never get from you Icha parents. Icha has a dream that Ica must realize.for this time Icha can not follow your will again. Icha will stay here."

just this time Icha spoke up in front of her parents according to how she felt, with her tears slowly starting to flow and wet her smooth cheeks.

"Icha, where are you going."

prevent Mama who will pursue her.

"Icha don't go, Icha where are you going?"

"Icha wants to go back to the pesantren mah."

"Icha you don't go alone, let mama deliver ya dear."

"don't ma, Mama don't care anymore about Icha, Mama take care of the company Mama who wants to collapse it.

that's more important to you than Icha. "

"Icha, you can't talk like that, Mama won't let you go alone. Mama who will take you "prevent Mama while holding tightly Icha's hand.

"pa, you pa."

Icha could not release his hand from the handle of the mother. eventually he wanted to go home together with his parents even though his heart was slightly injured because of them.

"That mama is a pity for you Icha, sorry mama is equally papa if all this time we were too busy with work without caring about you. you are the most precious treasure in our lives.

it turns out that all this time the affection of the same mother is misunderstood, we about living with the material is also wrong. sorry mama is equally dear ya. "said Mama while gently rubbing the head of Icha.

the tears were still flowing, Icha was not so strong to block it. His gaze pointed at the car window without even looking at his mother who was beside him.

the silence was so pronounced when they were both unwilling to open the conversation.

arriving at the pesantren.Icha parents' car has arrived right in front of the pesantren gate. Icha got out of the car and was followed by Mama from behind.

"if mom and dad still want to go, please ma but, never take Icha. let Icha here focus on learning Icha as well as Icha dreams and ideals that must be achieved and Ica realized.

speechless with the face of her mother who looked at Icha. her hands gently rubbed the head of Icha covered with her hijab.

"sorry Icha because Icha's talk was too against mama equally papa."

mama said with her mother's face.

"but papa will still go" said papa suddenly out of the car.

"pa"prevent mom.

Icha raised her gaze and looked at her papa face.

"it's up to papa" he said with a slightly smiling face.

"Icha come in first, ma'am."

"assalamualaikum."

"waalaikumsalam."

Icha immediately passed away from her parents without touching her papa's hand.

"this papa why the hell sir, why papa is too stubborn.

papa was silent and immediately got into the car without giving a response to your mother's speech at all, mama could only exhale.

"Icha.."Call someone next to him.

it turns out that there was someone who had accidentally noticed Icha from the outside to enter the pesantren area.

Icha slowly wiped her tears and held them back so as not to fall down her cheeks.

"Sister Zain."

"why ca?"

"Icha no point" he replied with a face that tried to smile.

"you're crying ca."

Icha was silent while turning her face away.

"No kak, Icha is not crying."

"sorry Brother, Icha first."

"assalamualaikum" said he who passed away.

"waalaikumsalam" Zain replied with a curious face.

"Icha why cry, not if a child is visited by his parents he feels happy but why Icha crying?"

"why am I so worried about Icha." said Zain who was confused by him.

"Zain" said Fahma who approached him while patting Zain on the shoulder.

because Zain's view is still fixed on someone Fahma also follow the direction of the view.

" you see who Zain is ."

"i don't see anybody."

"ah time anyway, it's what you don't see your views seriously really lead there."

"look at someone again."

"no Fahma, ah let's go to the house of Abuya from earlier I wait for you "say Zain who went first from Fahma.

"there is something strange about this one child, I became increasingly suspicious" said Fahma who glanced at Zain from behind.

"Fahma.."call Zain who went first.

"yes yes for a moment" Fahma replied as he walked up to Zain...

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