When Kalbu Tells a Story
11. New humiliation
On this second day at home I decided to go to school, even though the school had not accepted my existence, but at least I could let go of her longing even from a distance of one meter.
"Mom, I'm going to school this morning,"
My mom was so surprised, "Went to school? Wh-wh-what for? Aren't you still on the score?"
"Yes, I'm still on the score, Mom! But I want to take off my longing even if I'm looking at it."
"Alright, but you have to be careful. "
"Yes, mom! I'll be careful."
I kissed my mother's hand and I said hello, "Assalamualaikum"
"Wa'alaikumsalam"
I started picking up my bike, I went to school not wearing a uniform but a plain shirt that someone else might find ugly. Ordinary clothes that are almost not the color, ordinary clothes are very simple, but I like to wear them. Whatever form your dress may take, do not be ashamed to wear it while it covers your whole body, and is able to protect you from the cold of the night, from the heat of the day, and from the evil of the human eye. Even though I have not yet worn the hijab, my mother has always forbidden me from wearing clothes that are capable of inviting human beings, because clothes can be your protector, can also be your enemy. Therefore we must be able to choose clothes that will be able to be our protectors, not those that will be our enemies.
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Upon my arrival in front of the closed school gate, I did not feel like I was shedding tears of my longing. My brain misses the materials given by the teacher, I miss so much.
Huf!!
Helaan breath continues I do hold back the tightness because of the heartache of Resa's actions to me.
"AstgafiraAllah, I must not be too hurt, I fear that my heart will become hard like Resa. Oh my God, forgive me, "
Instead of my thoughts being slack, I decided to go around the school, even though I had to pass a shortcut so I could see a little of the beauty of my school, which is a shortcut behind the school that is almost close to the canteen. I'm like a thief looking for something in this school, I'm looking for evidence from this school.
"Anyway, I should be able to prove my innocence, it also seems that I should devise a plan so that they can admit their guilt from their own mouths. Perhaps it would be strong evidence and could make Bu Anggun believe. "
A plan that only exists in my brain, how can I carry out my plan alone without the help of others? While walking I continued to think about the plan, while my bike I left to the Security Guard who was very good to me.
As my journey neared the cafeteria, I felt someone following me, it also seems that the person already knew that from earlier I infiltrated the school through the backyard of the school which was only surrounded by a small fence, so that others could enter.
I tried to walk quickly, but my steps came to a halt after the man pulled my arm and closed my eyes.
"GET RID OF ME!"
"WHO'S TIMES?"
"WHY DID YOU CLOSE MY EYES?"
"LET MY HANDS GO TOO! HAND HURTS. "
Then they opened my eyes that were closed by their hands, and they released my hands that they held. After I opened my eyes, I was in a large mango tree growing behind the school, not only that when I opened their eyes they were hiding and playing with me.
"WHY AM I BROUGHT HERE?"
"ACTUALLY WHO ARE YOU?"
"DON'T PLAY WITH ME, I DON'T LIKE IT! COME ON YOU GUYS GET OUT!"
"YOU DON'T HIDE, YOU'RE ALL COWARDS!"
"ALL OF YOU ARE BRAVE BEHIND ME!"
Finally they were lured with my words, they came out behind a big mango tree where they were hiding.
Prok prok's....
Look at me, "You guys! Why can we be here? You guys must have skipped school?"
None other than the cruel witch who deliberately skipped school, what inappropriate behavior to be followed by anyone.
"You guys, why are you outside the school? While the matter is going on, are you guys not truant?!"
"Yes, I skipped school, now satisfied with my answer. "
"You have no pity on your parents who have financed your school, parents who defend hard work to produce a piece of paper valuable only for all of you. Aren't you guys looking that way?"
"Decent.... This girl, always smitten!"
"Resa, you should have quickly realized before God called you in this condition. "
Loli's pumping, "Whoa, Res! This is so bad, when he swore you were dead. "
"No! I don't mean like that, I'm just saying what the truth is, we don't know when we're old? Mending you guys immediately penitent, and immediately return my good name at school. "
"Haha.... "
"Why are you laughing?"
"So boy, ask a lot of questions! He's... Kalbu, I'm sorry! You don't have a good name, your name is already ugly since birth, since orok, you understand?!"
"Resa, there is no bad name when no one else has defiled it. I could've reported all your behavior to me, I could've unpacked all the facts about you. It's just, I don't want to be as bad as you guys. "
"What's? You said I was bad!"
"Yes, if you feel that way! Never mind, I'm lazy to argue with all of you. Now you better let me through so I can go. "
"Please, if you want to pass. "
When I wanted to pass them, they suddenly pulled back my arm and pushed me down to a sitting. After I fell, they even more aggressively tortured me by watering me with wheat flour mixed with water got, even in it there are eggs. So since Resa invited me to talk a lot, Resa has prepared it.
"Lo can go, after you can enjoy a gift from me. "
Boom!
The sound of the mouths of the three friends made me even more humiliated, which at first I wanted to let go of longing, even finding a new humiliation.
"Haha.... "
"YOU'RE QUIET!" i firmly.
"Birds will never listen to your insults, to your rotten laughter, let alone me - I am very happy to hear your laughter. "
"What did you say? Now you dare to fight us!"
"Yes, my heart moves me against all of you, so why am I afraid of all of you again. "
"But you'll never be able to fight me!"
"Why can't you? There's no reason I can't fight you all. "
"Because you don't have any evidence. "
"Why are you quiet? I'm talking right?!" ask Resa.
"I admit, your words are true! But don't be too calm, because I believe that God is planning something else, so that everything will be revealed soon."I answered while rising from my helplessness after my body in a blanket of wheat flour that has been mixed with various ingredients.
Jelita tried to put out a harsh word, " Hey, the girl who never knew shame! Girl****** the smartest. Never dare to say something that will make us fall. "
"I have no intention of bringing you down, but the truth is that you will fall by yourself as a result of treating all of you. "
