Wedding Dust's
36. Bagaskara Adewangsa
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I swore loudly in my heart when Hansel suddenly appeared between our arms.
I swear, I would love to throw harsh words in front of her face right now. My heart beats fast, my breath hunts, and my jaw hardens. If there are no children and his wife, I've made sure that his handsome face will be battered in my hands.
“Known, Ma. This is Nadya, my assistant at the office.”
Suddenly my emotions rose when he mentioned Nadya's name, then introduced her to his wife.
““Yuana. Hansel's Wife. Nice to meet you, Nadya.”
Plus when Nadya reached out her palm to touch the cheek of princess Hansel.
“Two only?” hansel asked with a smile in front of us after Nadya lowered her palm from the cheek of the little one whom I did not know her name.
I was about to answer, but Nadya got ahead. “Iya. Just two. Uh, what's the name of this beauty?” goda Nadya while again rubbing the cheek of the little one. It is not usual for Nadya to behave like that to a child. But I admit, Hansel's daughter is beautiful and adorable.
“Jessi, aunt.” Hansel answered with a funny, contrived voice that made me sick of vomiting.
Why did Hansel look so excited when Nadya asked him to know about part of his family?
“Wah, Jessi is so beautiful.”
“Please Aunt Nadya.” this time Hansel's wife who welcomed Nadya's praise. “Mbak Nadya from where?”
“Eh, why call mbak anyway? Call Nadya aja.”
Me, just be a listener. Not interested in their topic of conversation.
“Ya should call mbak, Nad. Your age is far different.”
“Oh yes?”
Hansel smiled at jumawa. I saw that there was attention between the smiles, whether it was for the wife, the child, or...Nadja.
“She's still 24 years.”
Hmh! Definitely an MBA. Hansel is good at that kind of business. His face was sok alim. I have memorized his behavior and actions.
“Wah, meet like this, how about we eat together yuk.”
I'm slack. Grabbed Nadya's palm and was about to pull her away.
“Iya mbak, mas. Let our family members grow closer.”
That's his wife why so familiar? I don't like it.
“We still have business to finish. Sorry can not join.” sahutku before Nadya open her mouth to agree to the harmonious family invitation of Hansel. “Excuse.”
Without saying much, I pulled Nadya's hand and left them. Once there was a rejection from Nadya, she thrashed and pulled her hand from my grip.
After I felt that I was far away from Hansel and his wife who also chose to leave, I let go of Nadya.
“Why are you, anyway? Not good with Yuana, tau!”
I'm silent. Don't want to know because I don't want to deal with Hansel anymore.
“Come home.” take me. My mood and mood were already chaotic, so I decided to take Nadya home instead of later we ended up fighting in front of the public.
“Gas,”
“Back, Nad. My mood is ruined.”
I'm speaking honestly. There's nothing I need to hide, because he's Nadya. The woman who started a while ago became a top priority for me because we wanted to improve our relationship.
Nadya seems not to like my one-sided decision that I don't know, later at home just talked about.
Seriously, just looking at Hansel's face all my past seemed to force me back to drag me into the dark times of the time. When I lost Dinda.
“We're breaking up, Gas!”
I remember, he decided I was right on my birthday. That's why my birthday never felt special to me. There was a lump of heartache and destruction that was extremely painful at that moment.
“Give me a reason why we should end up like this, Din.”
“You're selfish.”
“Egois?”
“Yes! And Hansel's been paying more attention and making me comfortable. That's the reason why I'm in a relationship with him behind you.”
But look, who's standing next to him now? Not Dinda. Not the woman he used to snatch from me so desperately that I was almost crazy because of the impact, but Yuana who knows who. What about Dinda now?
My mind was suddenly shackled by the past.
From then on I spent more time on the road racing wild, to discotheque, over the road, even I had time to take sedatives and anti-depressants just to reduce the depression and anxiety excess that was eating away at my messy and chaotic heart.
Then, why when everything has improved now, he comes back and looks very eager to interfere in my household life?
What do you want Hansel? Seeing me destroyed? Or more than that, does he want to see me die of insanity?
Oh come on, why just because of trivial problems, his ego and revenge on me must be brought to death?
Dinda, is the bluff. While Dinda, chasing me and in the end we made it. Such is. And he misunderstood that I took Dinda from him to get revenge by messing up my relationship with Dinda who was still a corn.
My step to the front door of the car. I pressed the unlock button, then pulled the handle and went inside without waiting for Nadya who was still seen walking in the distance.
The vow. My mood is ruined now.
***
I slept on my back to Nadya. Not that I was angry at him, but I was a little disappointed because he seemed to want to accept Hansel's offer rather than keep my feelings that he obviously already knew, if I did not like Hansel's figure.
“Don't get me.” said Nadya breaking the silence. I opened my eyes that I had previously forced to close to dreamland. But in reality, Nadya's voice brought me back into reality.
“I'm tired Nad. Problems in the office make my mood go up and down.” said I tried to explain so that Nadya did not misunderstand.
“Iya, I know. But your silence is more because of Hansel, right?”
I'm quiet back. Why Nadya this image once made me speechless with his telling sentences.
“Yes. That's one of them.”
“Gas. Don't get me wrong, I just don't want us to look weird in the eyes of his wife Mr. Hansel.”
“Udah, no need to think about it. Now you sleep, tomorrow work.” my word is accompanied by a swish from the back of my back, where Nadya is.
“Ngak. All must be clear and nothing is left and then end up silent as it has been.” cerocos Nadya did not accept. “Remember we've come this far you know Gas is trying to improve this relationship. Masa' you want to destroy again?”
That's not my goal, Nad. I also tried to ignore Hansel, but I couldn't. The wound still exists. It still hurts like being skinned again when face to face with him.
“What do I need? I have no intention of making our efforts fail. But Hansel—” I paused, trying to hold something turbulent hurting inside me. “...Hansel, I can't accept him under any circumstances. So I beg you not to force me to accept him, or anyone who has anything to do with him, Nad.”
I still reluctantly turned to look at Nadya. But after saying that, I felt Nadya's arms around my waist, hugging me from behind.
“In what wounds has Hansel made on you in the past?”
I sighed, “Too painful.”
Nadya leaned her head on my back. “It was so painful that I almost went crazy for losing someone precious to me.” my connection, my voice has also turned raucous for holding back the painful past. “That's why, I once asked you to stop working from there when I found out Hansel was around you. Which means he's around people I love, once again.”
I felt my back as if it was wet with something when Nadya tightened her arms. “I don't want to, Hansel took the people I love again. Because this time, if I lose you, I don't know what will happen to myself.”
“Sorry.” he said on the sly interlude and a faint-sounding sob. Nadya crying. “I'm sorry ” []
^^^to be continue.^^^
