Wedding Dust's
32. Bagaskara Adewangsa
...The Happy Reading All......
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Nadya was hiding something from me. I was curious, really. But I don't want to be prejudiced or guess bad things at him. Our new relationship has just begun. I don't want to mess it up, and just let time pass to find the answer myself.
Nadya sat on my lap, rubbing my face with a sad face like she wanted to cry. But I'm not tired of telling her not to cry, I just want to see her smile.
The next second, Nadya hugged me, hid her face on the recess of my neck and said, “I'll tell you later, if I'm ready with all the risks.”
At the same moment, my heart was like being hit by a mace. One secret that I was exposed was getting to the surface because of Nadya's words.
“Good. Don't force yourself if you don't want to. I'll wait until you talk.”
I felt a nod from Nadya. Maybe it will not be easy to live out our goals. The road will also not be smooth without stones or pebbles that will stab and hurt. I'm ready for those little risks. But hearing Nadya choose to hide something from me, I suddenly riled up. Will this plan work? Nadya just can't be honest and open to me.
Choosing to reply with a hug, I do not want us to dissolve in each other's minds and intend to be happy today.
“I've booked a place at your favorite restaurant. Get ready, let's have dinner there.”
Nadya stood away. “Restaurant?”
I smiled, grabbed the fine strands of Nadya's bangs dangling in front of her father's face, then slipped them behind her ears. “Yes. Young romantic dinner today.”
A pat I received on the chest until I complained. “Too exaggerated you, Gas. After all, we are no longer young. We are old, do not need to follow the trend of young people all.”
“Engga..”.
“Iya.”
I pinched the small nose squash and Bangir Nadya while squinting her face from anxiety. “For you, what the hell is. Yuk, hunt through reservation hours. Later scorched my money floated in vain and my stomach was hungry for not eating.”
“Tau is it cooking at home no matter?!”
“Already. Spout change clothes. I wait on the terrace.”
“Nail motor?”
“Eumm.” I replied briefly.
“If Letto is here, how?”
Again I developed a smile. “Ngga to worry. Letto's kind of species, hardiness really. He will survive even though we wait until tomorrow morning.”
“Cterminate you yes.”
All plans went well today. We watched a movie at the cinema after dinner. The two of us got home at exactly ten in the evening, then Letto came and the three of us finally chatted in the living room accompanied by two glasses of black coffee made by Nadya for me and Letto, then one big glass of hot tea belonged to Nadya herself.
“So this was that anniversary show? I told people to wait two hours outside. So tumbal mosquito anyway.” asked Letto while grazing a handful of fried beans from a jar and eating it casually. You need to know, Letto is including people who are anything in response to relax. Santuy.
“Ngga also sih.” this Nadya who menjawab. Let those with similar traits speak to each other. “Salahin, Bagas. I rejected it but watched it.”
“Settan Lo it anyway, Gas.”
I heard Nadya's laughing voice before she grabbed her phone and looked solemn among the flashes of light bouncing on her face.
“If I settan, Lo ibblis her dong.”
“Bangssat!”
Nadya looks uncomfortable. Whether it was because of my joking with Letto, or there was information on his phone that made him suddenly frown. Shortly thereafter, Nadya throws her phone over the table. In fact, Letto to the point of being surprised.
“Lo angry because I'm here, Nad?”
Nadya looked a little surprised by Letto's honesty. I can only pat the eel to find two creatures of this one species interacting. The way they communicate makes a head shake.
“Eh, hingga kok.”
“Then why hape Lo, Lo banting so?”
Letto plis, I murmured in my heart to beg my friend to finish his honest words and poke him.
“Ah, that, I have a little problem. Sorry yes.”
And Nadya's answer surprised me even more. If normally he would be offended by the sarcasm, this leg he could respond to Letto patiently even apologizing.
“OK. No problem. But less-reduce that, kesian Bagas.”
“Lha, why cave?” my protest won't take.
Not answering, Letto simply put his shoulders down. Suddenly,
“Who? How's the background?”
The vow. Letto was like a possessive father who asked for an explanation when his daughter was proposed to her male friend.
“TheName Between. I usually call her Tara. He..monitor also anyway. But he's good. I have known him since he first entered the office. Yes, although sometimes he is chatty like most girls.”
Letto scratched the temple and propped one of his arms on the knee. “How to explain, Nad. The cave still has no intention to go there.”
“You didn't turn, did you?” nadya asked while lifting both arms, grasping his fingers except the middle and ring fingers form the letter V, then moving it up and down as a parable quotation mark.
“Ya is not. Crazy lo.”
“Ya. I'll send the contact. You're the one who contacted him first.”
“Gue already dizzy thinking Lo same Bagas, so I do not want to add my life burden again with nerima Lo offer to have a girl.”
For a moment, the atmosphere stopped because of Letto's words. Nadya and I stared at each other, before Letto finally continued his sentence while standing up, moving apart.
“That gets along with you both. If I get along with the gini cake, look at it. I also do not want to old suddenly think of Lo both.” he said which certainly makes me and Nadya can only reflect and look at the bleakness to look at the past. “Dah ah, I'm saying goodbye. Yuk nyet, anterin I came home.”
***
After driving Letto back home, I spent the rest of the day back with Nadya, talking a lot about the good old days and discussing work.
“I want to go back to Surabaya, Gas. I haven't been home for almost two years, miss mom, dad, mom, and dad you too.”
“That's patient yes. I have to leave first.” replied I do not want to make Nadya disappointed.
“If you are busy, I can go home alone kok.”
“Ngak. We go home together.” break up I firmly think of the possibility if Nadya goes home alone does not rule out the possibility of various questions will arise, both from her parents, both my parents, and my parents, or even mas Dani—kakak men Nadya, also Juwita. Sure, they'll ask me why I didn't drive him home.
“Gas,”
“What,”
Nadya moved closer and placed her head on my arm which she made as a cushion.
“If our efforts were successful, what would you do? End relationship with Hera?”
Oh yeah, almost forgot. I haven't told you about my relationship with Hera that's over.
“I and Hera are done, Nad.”
Nadya raised her head violently to look at me. “What?”
“We've broken up.”
Nadya blinked quickly with her lips clenched inside. “Serious?”
“Eumm.”
Nadya wriggled and hugged me tightly.
“Thank you.” said. “I hope, I can be a good woman as you expect.”
I let out a big sigh, hugging him possessively for not wanting to let go of Nadya for a second. “Of course. You are the best woman and wife that I have been in vain. Sorry yes, all this time I always make you disappointed.”
“Ngak. You have always been good in my eyes, although sometimes it sucks.” Nadya said to me.
We laughed together, in the end. Talking to each other openly is more calming.
“You still believe in me, right?”
“Of course I trust.” I kissed the mane. “If anyone talks bad about you, I will definitely listen to you first than anyone else. Even if the person who spoke was my parents, I would listen to you first.”
“Still yes, have been willing to be patient with my nature and attitude all this time.”
No matter how bad Nadya gets angry and hates me, I still love and love her. More than loving myself. I hope forever, or I will fall once more in a dark hole of destruction for the loss of a figure I hold dear.
“I...love you, Gas.”
Like being hit by lightning without rain in a hole, my body suddenly stiff and hot. Nadya loves me? I didn't hear wrong, did I?
“You—”
“Let's try together.” she said as she grabbed my neck for her kiss, then went up and our lips met. “I want to be the mother of your children.” []
^^^to be continued.^^^
