Victim Feeling

Engagement

Video

A:"Don't jump you!"

B:"I don't want to live anymore"

A:"Think about your wife!"

B:"My wife ran away with people"

A:"You still have good friends!"

B:"Just run with my best friend"

A:"You think about your son back home!"

B:"The child is their child"

A:"Behold you, life is useless"

Airish laughs at the video of the psychologist's conversation that persuaded a man not to bun*h the self that Cahya sent him. The video is not serious, made solely for entertaining.

Airish➡Aya

"In the morning, you know I need entertainment"

Aya➡Airish

"Well, our heart rate is as rhythmic as💃💕💋"

Airish-Aya

"You know the rhythm of that dangdut song, right?"

Aya-airish

"Law Leh know, which dangdut song is it? I forgot the title"

Airish-Aya

"Ih gem333zzz bangettth. But I also forgot the title nieeh"

Aya-airish

"How are the lyrics? I'm just a hamming jock"

Airish-Aya

"The lyrics are like this: Already drunk. Plus gambling. Still Akang tempted the widow of flowers. I'm not going to. Lara heart, I'm heartless. I slept alone, husband forgot himself"

Aya➡Airish

"Astaghfirullah's. Why the lyrics are so😭"

Airish-Aya

"That's where it is, I'm not making it up"

Aya➡Airish

Airish-Aya

"Awas, if there really is no shock😂"

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01 September

Since that morning the rain without pause soaked the earth earth. The dry season has changed to the rainy season. Airish flights from Jambi to Jakarta must be delayed twice due to weather factors. The longing that should have ended was delayed and increasingly thrashed. Plus, Cahya who disappeared is not as usual. Repeatedly Airish calls are always ignored. Sent a message, not read.

This is gonna take a shot. He knows I'm back today, so he wants to surprise me...

Airish is convinced that this is a deliberate act of Cahya. Who was almost upset, now Airish smiled sparkling because his guess must be right.

The call on the microphone calls all passengers on board flight GA-1627 with the aim of Soekarno Hatta airport to immediately board the plane. Airish stands with passengers of the same purpose. Flocked to the plane door.

This flight is much different than last week. Airish's heart is full of flowers because it will meet the idol. Once in Jakarta, he walked quickly to where Cahya was waiting for him.

Niente. Airish had already cast aside every corner with his sharp gaze, he still did not find Cahya there. Airish unlocks his phone, deactivates airplane mode, then hastily contacts Cahya. All the same, the call remains ignored and the message since this morning has not been read.

Airish had not been out of the view of his message to Cahya, a notification of incoming messages appeared. Number he did not recognize. There is also no profile picture.

+628237558****

"Immediately come to Moon cafe, Pattimura Street, East Jakarta. Cahya's there"

Airish smiled, "Can be a surprise but I'm not picked up first. Ribet really again must bring all the suitcases" said Airish without replying to the message. He only had time to keep the mysterious contact with the name Mr. X.

Although mengedumel but Airish heart still flowery. He took a taxi to the address listed. After arriving at a cafe that has been crowded with many visitors because the parking is full of four-wheeled vehicles. Airish came down by pulling his suitcase and topping his handbag. Honestly he was very tired, but for whatever sake Cahya he was willing.

"The moment we are waiting for, we will all see the romance of the couple Cahya and Nisa who will strengthen this engagement with the ring in the sweet ring Nisa. Applause for Cahya and Nisa" The voice of an MC (Master of Ceremony) loudly followed by the applause of the guests who came.

The handle of the Airish on her suitcase instantly slipped off. Some people looked at him strangely as he came with a suitcase.

I never imagined this would happen to our story. I saw with my own eyes you put the ring on his finger. This is not the surprise I want.

Airish's breath was full. He pressed his chest with all his might to dissipate his anger and hold back his tears. Free, pain that he felt so unable to be dammed again. Her tears just spilled. Until it broke up like a waterfall Cahya was still unaware of its existence. Airish was powerless, he carried the bleeding wound away from there.

Walking like no direction without caring about the heavy rain that suddenly drenched it. Airish stubbornly still walked on as if tireless. One of the suitcase wheels came off. He was crying harder. His heart is so cut. At a roadside bus stop, he sat there. Rubbing her tears and looking up to prevent her tears from spilling for the umpteenth time. He doesn't care how people look at him right now.

Airish pulled out his phone which was still on despite being hit by water. He dried his fingers and screen.

Airish presses voice message (voice note)

"Cahya, I'm hurt. Why are you the heart? What's wrong and I've been locked up all this time? I'm loyal to you, you know that, right? Cahya, I'm already so tired today. I don't know where I can complain. The shoulder I thought was my backrest, it turned out to be as simple as a place to put my head. The back that I thought would be my backbone, it would only be the back of the person who passed me. Cahya, how happy will your marriage be if you build it by breaking my heart first? I can't just take this for granted. I need to know where I'm wrong? There's no way I'm dumped without a mistake. You really hurt me. Before I got here (Jakarta), I had a dream about my beautiful day with you. Thinking about how to make you love me. And I finally had to bury the dream deep. What do I do now, Cahya? I was like holding on to a wood that broke me. This bad guy turns out to be the one I love".

Voice note sent.

Airish continued on his way home by booking a taxi online. His eyes continued to get wet despite many times trying to wipe him.

Arriving at the apartment, Airish slumped over the sofa of his living room. Screaming reveals all the events that he is still unable to digest. The wet clothes he no longer cared about, the body shivering with cold resuscitated him to stay sane and immediately rushed towards the room.

Still sobbing, Airish tidied up her suitcase and bag lying on the floor. He was still very tired, he had not eaten since last night. His heart and mind are in chaos. He could no longer think clearly.