Victim Feeling

Separate A Little

Airish POV

Dew slowly wet the earth, it appears one by one man back to his routine. They walk, some play serobot to get the way. This incident every morning became my spectacle accompanied by a cup of hot coffee that had been cold because it had been silenced.

This is the sky know no, huh? Is the sky really willing to just let humans grow greedy and greedy? Or the sky wants humans to realize by themselves that the more days they feed their ego until they are full and when they are satisfied they then blame each other.

"Rish, why are you sitting on the balcony early in the morning?" Aya has indeed come to my apartment to all of you take me to the airport. I intend to go home for a while to visit my parents there.

"Well poop?"

"Yee, asked instead behind her" Aya napped my nose. Aww

"Rather than waiting for you in front of the WC (Water Closet) mending here. It's cold it hasn't been much pollution" I replied.

"Rish, here I leave for your family there!?" Aya held out a pouch bearing the name of a famous souvenir character that she had been hiding from me since her arrival. I did ask Aya to come early in the morning so I would have plenty of time to be with her.

"Here are you buying?" Welcome me with a splash. Because rarely did Aya bother to buy souvenirs for my family, at most he only gave me cash to buy my own souvenirs.

"No, God's love" She was upset. He must have bought it himself.

I laugh. For a second I was silent. Aya was just as silent.

Silent

"Rish, why silence?"

My tears are shining. It's not the first time I've left Aya, but there's always a sense that I'm going to be separated from her. I'll be back here in a week.

"Rish, why so mewek anyway?" Aya cupped both of my cheeks. The cheeks that began to redden from holding back my great cries.

"Rish..."

"Shut up, I just want you to shut up. I want to see you for a long time. I will miss you there. My message, every time I call has to be picked up before the third ring. You can't stay away from HP. You should send me photos often. Don't make me crazy for missing you!"

Aya pulled and hugged me very tightly. Hugging Aya has always been the moment I liked the most.

Hug me, don't let go, Aya. I'll leave for a while, I can't help but leave you. Because there are still my parents who love me. And so, I have to be fair. There are you, but there they are.

"Rish, I love you more. I love you more. I'm willing to stay away from HP. I'll send you a photo of Eyang also so you'll be entertained there"

I laughed even though my eyes were wet. I thought I was the only one, but it was Aya too. I felt the vibration of his sobbing.

"Yes, hug him don't fad. I'm claustrophobic"

"The thought of my hug is a favorite thing for you" he said after breaking our arms.

"Yes, but not to die either"

Aya laughed as she wiped the wet traces on her eye patch.

"Well, how many times do you want that? Yeah, I'm back here in a week"

Aya smiled even though her face was still sad.

"Come, I'll help you get ready"

Aya helped me get ready. Put clothes and souvenirs into the suitcase and prepare my ticket so as not to miss. While I put in various types of equipment such as chargers, earphones, and including skincare.

After everything was done, Aya and I immediately headed to Soekarno Hatta airport. There we parted, again I was sad but ashamed to cry again. That's why I asked him to leave quickly. Aya without protest. Because he knows my nature.

On the plane, I don't want to think of anything sad. I listen to fast-tempo songs to fool my own mind.

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Jambi, August 25th

I arrived at my birth city. I walked out of the airport looking for the travel car I had ordered. I had to travel three hours by road to get to the village where my parents lived.

On my way home, I switched off airplane mode. I want to tell Aya immediately that I'm in the car now. It turns out that even Aya's message first entered me.

Aya➡I

"Rish, kange... But boong hehe

Look out for mewek read chat gini doang!

Rish, I just thought. You before you go kok a lot of very telling, I feel rich once cheated you alone. I'm loyal, huh!? Where like to play women🚫 I love peace with you, I am good rich gini aja still often get angry with you, especially if I really do make a tantrum.

Rish, which is beautiful out there a lot but that makes you wrinkles is just me😉 Sorry not connect😳

Just a moment left by you, my work has started to go wrong. Cepet back yes, let it stable again restaurant I😭"

I➡Aya

"How can I stay away from you. Nothing to do yet, waving to the camera. Who is patient Aya, 7 more days we meet😚

Make his heart, mind, and body Aya, healthy and healthy!? Must work hard so as not to underestimate people. If you do not have anything, WA news will be calculated to minjam money. I have heard of wkwkwkwkwk.

Honey, I'm in the car in three hours to get home. I want to fall asleep, let this body do not come back to Jakarta hehe😆"

I decided to close my eyes even though I wasn't sleepy at all. It's too comfortable with Aya I'm so hard to get away from her. I've gotten used to nothing aided Aya and Sama Aya. As if it were dependency. No-no, I'm more addicted. Aya does have a gentleman nature, if with her I feel very safe. His smile continued to grow to the heart. Sometimes I like to talk outside of logic, but there is a point as well. Anyway, I just want him. I can't go to another heart anymore.

Aside from all those advantages, there was one more important point from Aya. That is, Aya has Eyang. Not just any Eyang. Her one has a random behavior that Aya often told me until I laughed loosely. I've been to Aya's house, but only met her father, her brother, her brother-in-law, and her sister.

Every time I go to Aya's house, her mother is never home. I don't know what the heck is. And never asked Aya where her mother was. But all I know is that her mother was just an ordinary housewife. From Aya also I know that she is a very simple person and so devoted to her husband, or her father Aya. Later, if God blesses me as his wife Aya, I will also be like my mother-in-law.