Victim Feeling

Pupus Already

That day was the beginning of the closeness between Airish and Dior. The two tell each other about their respective activities. From there Airish learned that Dior Wicaksono, a man who was one year older than Airish. He works as a pediatrician in the largest private hospital in Jakarta. He was an only child just like Airish. Then about his past, he did not mention the name of the woman he had loved so much. But clearly the man admitted honestly that there was once a special woman who had stolen his heart. It's just that the relationship ended exactly five months before Dior's meeting with Airish.

After Dior finished telling about himself, then took turns with Airish who also told a piece about himself and his past. Many love stories that he has gone through, only the most memorable that he tells. Airish told her story while with Cahya starting from how the meeting and also how the separation.

However, Airish still hides things that he feels worthy to cover. Like when he was still serving Cahya's phone call at night even though Airish knew the man had married, even had a child anyway.

"I still clearly remember the phase of how I tried to eliminate tightness in the chest for weeks or even months, I still remember what it was like to eat while shaking. Even at night to sleep, I was scared, afraid to wake up tomorrow in the morning knowing what hurt me again. And I still remember how I asked God to make me forget and sincere about the wound"

"Oh, so he's the reason you were mab*k back then?"

"Yes"

The conversation was more exciting because it turned out that Dior was quite cool to be a story companion. Even the guy plays into Airish's apartment until nightfall.

As time changed, Airish and Dior's relationship grew closer. Not knowing how Dior felt, but surely the seeds of love began to grow in Airish's heart.

Sometimes, Airish shuffles it's not clear that Dior just contacted him all of a sudden. If the phone calls the same Dior, the Oom dicuekin even forgot to love his food.

While Airish even improved nutrition due to being too happy ala-ala kasmaran teenagers, the Oom even thin dry because now began in the number duakan. Moreover, often Airish invited to Dior, Oom so often left alone.

If the cat can get angry, maybe the broken equipment in the apartment has really broken. But, even so, every way out sometimes they do not forget to buy Oom food so that Oom does not become sullen.

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One day, Airish wants to change the way she dresses with more feminine and classy. Especially after knowing that Dior was the son of a rich man, making Airish must be careful. Because there must be a lot of competition. Therefore he must be good at placing and taking care of himself so as not to be embarrassed.

Dressed in a nude dress and a pair of matching heels, she walked into a famous salon to beautify herself before going to the hospital to see Dior. Once he entered the salon, he also chose some treatment.

While waiting for her turn, Airish sat in the waiting room while reading the magazines available on the table. Shortly after, a beautiful girl came to sit not far from him while on a phone with someone.

"We haven't seen it in a long time, honey. You are busy mulu. Please, today is free time for me. The ticket business is easy, hand over me"

"Okaye, emmmuach"

Airish did not care about the girl, he seriously read her magazine. Occasionally look at the reception desk because he felt his name was never called when he had waited long enough.

"Watch what??? Emh, this is it. The title is curious. Love-Hate Relationship, but it's not on yet, is it?" The girl muttered while focusing on her phone screen.

Love-Hate Relationship is a film written by Airish. During the filming process, Airish was involved behind the screen. Although the filming process has actually been completed long enough, it's just that I don't know why the film was only aired this month.

"I'm sorry, I accidentally sniffed. You talked about the movie Love-Hate Relationship, huh?"

"Yes, I haven't seen a movie in a long time. Keep looking at the title, make curious but do not know what has aired yet. You see, I checked the website, the website is not updated"

"I know, the movie is coming out. Even today"

"Oh yeah? Gosh, gotta watch this"

Airish chuckled at the hysterical look of the woman.

"Eh knowin, I'm Shena" The woman reached out kindly to ask Airish to get acquainted.

"Airish" Greet Airish with hospitality.

Shena is an extrovert woman who is very easy to get along with. Previously, Airish thought that Shena was a beautiful, haughty woman. Because seeing Shena from top to bottom is nothing ordinary, everything is so good. Her hair is beautiful black wavy, her face decoration is also thin but the results are good, which means that Shena is actually very beautiful. Then the clothes and bags that he wore, Airish sure definitely the price and the brand is not arbitrary.

The two of them were treating the creambath next to each other. The two continued to talk. And the completion was almost in unison.

"Rish, I'm first. I've been picked up ayank" he said flirtatious to Airish. While Airish only replied to him by nodding.

"Darling!" There was the sound of Shena greeting her lover when she had just walked out of the salon door.

Only five steps away from Shena, Airish followed out as well. Airish has no curiosity about who Shena's lover is. He walked as usual and hurriedly ordered a taxi.

"Darling, I'm so happy you wanted to pick me up here. I miss knowing you're the one I've been missing lately"

Airish turned his head because he heard the spoiled whimper of a Shena. From the salon exit, there's a ladder. Well, Airish was standing on the stairs looking at Shena with her lover. Shena's position is turned back on Airish, but Airish can see the man who is suspected to be Shena's ayanknya.

"Dior?" Mumbled Airish.

"Why are you suddenly in Jakarta?"

Realizing that someone was watching him, Dior's gaze randomly pointed at the figure and seemed to be locked when he found the existence of Airish there. Airish stood silently while Shena kept calling out her affectionate call to Dior.

Airish did not know what to react to. All he knows is that he just needs to get out of there.

Airish went by taxi online. He decided to return to the apartment to calm his feelings. He was so sorry for falling in love with the wrong person for so many times. In the future he promised he wouldn't be this stupid again.