
This is the most painful of all tastes.
Zara was only able to stare at her parents from a distance. His house and Ratih's property were only blocked by the road, making the girl freely look at her Mother and Father from inside the house through the glass window.
Wanting to meet and embrace their old body, but he still did not have enough courage to be able to do it all.
Ratih appeared then stood behind his body.
"Son, don't you want to see your parents in person?" The middle-aged woman rubbed Zara's back and stared at the house that belonged to the older brother who was across the street.
The girl also breathed deeply. Indeed he really wants, only at this time his condition is still not right.
"Zara still doesn't have the courage to do it, Bi." Saying softly, the girl strapped straight to her waist felt an emptiness in her life now. Feeling lost in direction, and purpose in life.
"You can explain the truth. Besides, I'm sure your mom's not that bad. She's a good mother, only consumed by incitement by irresponsible parties." Like Zara, Ratih also knows the brother-in-law. She was a kind and wise woman, clinging to honesty.
Zara rubbed the dew on the glass, and carved an abstract image with her index finger.
"It won't be as easy as I thought. If I were to come alone without anyone to defend myself, then rest assured, Mother would only hate me more than now."
Ratih was silent for a moment, examining the words of the nephew. It is true, the position of Zara is not profitable. If only yourself and try to defend yourself, it is likely that all of it will be in vain. It is not easy to break the heart of a brother-in-law who feels disappointed.
Zara felt her entire stomach churn. But why, he had not even eaten a grain of rice.
Immediately running towards the bathroom, the girl with loose clothes only legs was spewing out her entrails. Nothing came out, there was only a bitter taste in the throat.
Ratih massaged the nape of the girl slowly. Feeling pity, remembering the moment like the niece was far from her husband.
A cold sweat dripped down, Zara felt her entire body weakly helpless. Dizziness also struck, Ratih swept her to sit on a plastic chair with her back against the wall.
"This may be due to the influence of your pregnancy. Do you also get sick like this?" Practice wiping the sweat on Zara's forehead with a small towel in hand.
Still clenching the two netra, the girl nodded. In the glowing condition, the girl imagines how Arka notices and affectionately massages her pulsating head. No doubt, because that's why Zara has been quite dependent on her husband since pregnancy.
On the sidelines of the closed netra, clear circles flow. The sturdy hand caress subconsciously made him feel comfortable. Attention and affection, indeed Arka gave with abundant.
Sorry, hon. Without mercy I have forsaken you. May you not be angry, and forgive me for this mistake.
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A man in a line-patterned grey shirt stared at the reflection of his body in the mirror. His face looked pale with dark circles on both netra. The man looked tired and was sleep deprived. Pulling a drawer containing a watch, Arka wrapped the brnda on the wrist.
There was no coat lining his shirt, he refused to wear it. Combining his match with matching colored material pants, the man in the sideburns looks more handsome even though his mood is not okay.
Dozens of guards and others were waiting on the ground floor. After breakfast, they will immediately move to search. Someone seemed to appear from the door of the main house, who else if not Rangga. Not only has a mission to participate in the search for Zara, but also a mission to regain the attention of Anastasya.
Several people were seen gathering at the dining table. Arka, Rangga, Sam and Anastasya who just appeared from the room. Only the clinking of the plates and spoons sounded. Not a word was said as they began to finish the food on their plates.
Arka wiped the corners of her lips with a piece of tissue. He only took a little food, but also could not spend it. All the food tasted bland, if there was no Zara by his side.
"We will start by visiting the contract that was occupied by the lady a few months ago. Despite thin expectations, considering that the lady does not bring much money. However, it does not rule out the possibility if the lady is back in that place."
"If there is none?" ask Arka again.
"We will go directly to the village of the birth of the lady. I will also bring a bodyguard that I sent to monitor and guard both parents the other day."
Arka nodded and said, "Okay. At least if Zara's not found there, I can still meet and apologize to both of Zara's parents, and I don't want us to go there empty-handed."
As if understanding the wishes of the Master. Sam immediately asked a few bodyguards and servants to prepare everything.
There were only a few cars that took part in the initial search mission. Contract in the slum alley that became the goal. The narrow entrance, forcing everyone to walk in the footsteps of Anastasya who was leading in the front row.
Anastasya still vividly remembered this muddy road. Arka gulped his saliva bitterly, finding the wife's miserable life before marrying her. In his heart the man was sorry, who knew all this after the girl had left.
It was right, when the steps of Anastasya and the others stopped right in front of a contract that used to be in Zara, Zara, a person who is a lush body that is none other than the owner of the building appeared from the direction of the open door.
The middle-aged woman gasped, her mouth propped up to find a bunch of rich people standing in front of her.
"What's this about? Will the Ladies and Gentlemen make contact in this place?" asked the woman with a body trembling in fear.
"No" Anastasya replied. He still remembers when the old woman kicked Zara out of her contract. "I'm just looking for someone. What is this girl, in your contract?" Anastasya showed the owner a photo. Zara's appearance in the photo is very much different from the first time the girl contracted at this place. Until the old woman no longer recognized him.
Frowning both eyebrows, seemed to think deeply, after a while the old woman shook her head.
"It doesn't seem like it, madam. This girl looks so pretty and classy. This girl would definitely not be willing to stay in a shabby place like this."
"Are you sure?" anastasya said doubtfully.
"Of course madam. For several months now I have not received a new leaseholder, and I am sure of that." said the landlord.
"But sorry in advance, we were forced to do this." Without waiting for approval, Sam moved several bodyguards to comb through the entire rented area. Either outside or indoors.
The fat women were floundering, but also unable to prevent their aggression. He was only alone, while they were over ten people and a large high-statured whole.
After a few minutes of searching all directions and finding no results, the guards regrouped and reported the results.
"How's it?"
"Sorry sir, it seems that the lady is not in this place" replied one of the bodyguards.
Arka took a deep breath. "Alright, we'll proceed with the second destination."
They also bow their heads. Before leaving, Sam grabbed an envelope from his pocket and gave it to the owner.
"Take it, sorry to bother you." After speaking, Sam turned his heels and passed away. Followed the steps behind the master and his nona who walked first.
Meanwhile, the thick-bodied old woman who received an envelope, still could not shake her shock. While gripping a thick envelope, his lips kamat kamit no kaluan. Not only was he scared, but he was happy. From the thickness alone, he believes that the white envelope contains a lot of money.