
"My decision is Arka-rounded, and cannot be contested anymore." Anastasya squeezed out the strong fingers of her adrift under the table. He no longer wanted to postpone his desire to separate.
"Is there no other way, Anastasya. What about your life after we split up." This is what Ark was honestly afraid of. If the two were to separate, then he would have to let the girl go from his life, even his reach.
"You don't have to worry about that. I can use my energy to find a job. At least I can be a waitress to get on with life."
Arka stiffens, this can't happen. What if Anastasya was really desperate to be a waiter after separating from him. Then how is his responsibility and a promise that he has said to keep guaranteeing Anastasya's life.
The couple is now in a cafe. The two accidentally met outside the house, because they did not want to be re-enacted by Zara.
"Make the flower shop for your regular efforts. I'll also prepare the house along with the contents that you can live in."
Anastasya was biting his lower lip crabbed, not all he expected.
"Sorry, Arka. I don't want any of that. You don't have to bother preparing the house for me, and for the florist, I want to give it to Zara. Count, as my thanks to him."
Arka could not accept it, how could Anastasya think that way. The handsome man grabbed and grabbed the hand of the girl who had been his wife for two years.
"Anastasya, I beg you. Don't refuse my gift and let the florist remain yours. I can build another flower shop for Zara. You don't have to give it."
The beautiful girl with a sharp nose looked at Arka's hand in her fingers. Strong hands, which he can only feel his touch when he kisses the ladder when he wants to work. A hand that is not always there when he expects a caress.
"I plan to start a new life in the village with my uncle and aunt. I want a quiet life away from the urban frenzy. I also want to give up my luxurious life here, and live a simple life in my hometown."
Maybe this is one of the dreams that Anastasya might achieve. The complicated love life makes her tired, and seems reluctant to get into a relationship with anyone after her breakup with Arka. Too deep a wound felt, so unabated to make it traumatized.
"Do you not intend to continue your career that had stopped?" Not wanting to pry old wounds, only if Anastasya wishes, the man will easily realize Anastasya's dream to become a famous model again.
Anastasya smiled full of irony, he did not even want to hear words about his career anymore.
"For what? It was my career that broke me apart. I don't even want to remember that anymore, even if it's just a dream."
"I'm sorry" said Arka regretting her words.
"Already Arka. I want to live a quiet life in the village, there will be nothing in vain that can prevent my wishes," Anastasya chuckled at the decision he would choose.
"Do you not want to wait until Rangga returns?" Arka looked at Anastasya with a sharp look. Wanted to see what his wife was like when Rangga's name was called.
Ra-ranges. Arka called Rangga's name.
Those thin lips were shaking. There was something invisible that felt squeezing a red lump in the chest. It hurts so much, but it's tucked away.
"For what? He left me for years. There's no way he'll ever come back." The girl gave up her gaze of direction. Not looking at the man in front of him. Sometimes he drank pineapple juice that he ordered to control his mood.
"Then what if he comes back to intend to re-establish a relationship with you? Aren't you still harboring your feelings for Abigail's father?"
"Rush! Stop saying that guy's name again. Especially by saying that he's the father of my son." Anastasya raised her tone. He was really reluctant if Rangga was hooked with his son.
The girl intended to rise and wanted to leave in front of Arka. But Arka quickly prevented it.
"Anastasya, I beg you. Sit down, and we'll talk about everything that's possible." The man gently pulled the wife's body back to sit in her place.
"But stop talking about that guy."
The man with the gray suit stelan only sighed deeply. But he also could not turn on Anastasya for his attitude. The feeling of his wife may be very sick when just displayed by a man who has made her two-bodied. And after a few years, the name was revealed again. Is not like scraping an old wound that has begun to dry.
"Anastasya, this is just a picture. If Rangga comes back and tries to pursue your love, will you accept it?" Slowly Arka said.
"No!"
The dense answer that made Arka swallow his saliva with great difficulty.
"Why?"
"Where was he when I was down? Where was he when I lost my way and tried to kill myself? Where was she when I was carrying her flesh and blood, and where was she when I gave birth? Huh, answer. It's precisely you who replaced her as a husband and father who should be a part of it." Anastasya growled at how is to bring up the incident again.
Arka understand, he knows what kind of mistake Rangga, although he is not entirely wrong. There are some things that his best friend kept from Anastasya. Until impressed Arka chose to run away from being responsible for the pregnancy of the girl.
"I know that, Anastasya. But have you ever thought about how Rangga feels. He must feel the same way about you."
The girl did not answer.
"Had Rangga really come back, would you forgive him? Tell Anastasya."
Quiet for a while, Anastasya fondled how his own heart was.
"I still need time to forgive all my mistakes. The wound he made was too deep, that I was so sorry if it could be healed or not." That was how Anastasya felt for Rangga. How his love, which was once so great, now turns to disappointment and feeling betrayed.
"Alright, I don't want to talk about it anymore. What about our divorce. If you're busy, then it doesn't matter if I take care of it."
Again the thin-floated man sighed deeply.
"Do you really not want to change your decision?" Arka looked at the pity of the girl sitting in front of her. After all, they had been together for two years.
"No Arka. This has been my decision. Anyway, I heard that Zara started to conceive. I don't want anything to happen to her. Perhaps she also felt depressed, living in such a complicated marriage. So I decided, before it was too late. Then I'm the one who's gonna end it."
Arka faint tapping. From the beginning, when Anastasya asked him to marry Zara, he realized that the girl was setting up a way, which he would try to get away from.
"I'm going to ask one of the family lawyers to take care of our divorce. You don't have to bother doing it. But I ask one thing from you."
"What?"
"As long as we're not officially divorced, stay at my house and do your usual activities. How's it?"
Without burden Anastasya supported him. Maybe Arka's request that Zara be unsuspecting and still think everything's okay.