
Not much different from Rangga, now Anastasya also needs friends to share the burden while helping him to find a way out. But he did not want to expect much from others, except for himself.
Along with a driver, Anastasya set foot back at Arka's house. But not to meet her ex-husband, but to meet Zara. The wind welcomed the arrival of the former lady, as several maids lined up to greet her.
The girl just stared in the shade at the people who used to serve her. Without saying much, he followed the steps of Surti who immediately took him to a room that had been appointed by him.
Anastasya deliberately used a closed room to be able to talk a lot and get closer to Zara. While waiting for a few minutes, the door of the room opened slowly, then a small woman with a slightly bent stomach appeared from behind the open door.
Zara commented on the shady smile as soon as she stepped foot to get closer. Anastasya too, he returned the girl's smile no less gently, then patted the empty space on the right side of her body for Zara to occupy.
"Miss, it's great to see you again." The girl also occupied the room designated by Anastasya, which made the two sit side by side.
"Zara, stop calling me Miss. I'm no longer your master, and we're not friends, we're friends or even family. You can call me big brother to adjust our age."
The little girl smiled faintly. Perhaps Big Brother's call was still unfamiliar to him to be addressed to Anastasya. They used to look more like servants and masters. It might still take some time for Zara to adjust.
"Zara, you look more beautiful and radiant. Moreover, coupled with your slightly contained body, you even look several times prettier than before," praise Anastasya after judging the difference from the aura of the beauty of the little girl who is increasingly radiating.
"Thank you miss, um. I mean Ka Anastasya. But believe me, in any case you are still much prettier than me." Not wanting a big head, Zara actually spoke low and said what was honest.
Anastaaya smiled faintly and said, "That's what I love about you, never arrogant, but always humble." Indeed, there is no change in the person of Zara, either before or now. The girl is still innocent and what it is even though it has been struggling with treasure.
"What can I be proud of from this short life in the world. I just have to be grateful for every favor that has been entrusted to me. I realize, if it wasn't for you, maybe my life wouldn't be like this." Zara remembers very well the various processes that she went through to arrive at this stage. Helped by Anastasya, working in her bung shop, until forced marriage with her husband. The girl realized, if not for Anastasya, she was nothing.
The atmosphere turned comfortable, the conversation that originally seemed relaxed, now turned crowded.
"Forget it, I didn't come to discuss the matter." Anastasya paused his speech for a moment as Surti came carrying a tray with two glasses of fresh fruit juice along with a snack. After the servant left, Anastasya then reconnected his words. "I intend to leave this city, and maybe this is the last time we can meet." Speaking softly, the girl even bowed and gripped her own fingers.
"Why? And where is Ka Anastasya going? Is Lord Rangga going to take you far away?"
The girl spontaneously shook her head. "No, Zara. This has nothing to do with Rangga. I'm leaving because we decided to live each other's lives."
"What does that mean? Doesn't the relationship between you seem to be improving?" Because that's what Zara caught when both of them were locked in the same room. Even when Rangga came to complain about the problem to her husband, the girl still did not know anything.
"Zara, the wound that Rangga inflicted on me is quite deep. It took me a long time to heal, and I wasn't even sure when this wound would dry up, and then disappear without a trace. I've been negotiating with my own feelings for a long time, looking for the best answers and sorting out the bad ones. However, as long as the process goes on, there is still one answer that I can find. We still have to part, even though our hearts are in revolt to ask to be united."
Anastasya clenched his pair of neutrals tightly and bit his lower lip crabbed. This pain, it's so painful. But this is better than forcing it back and Rangga again.
"Has Ka Anastasya already felt confident about the choice she was trying to make?"
Anastasya nodded strongly. "I'm sure."
Zara sighed deeply, not knowing what she was doing. To prevent it was impossible to remember how tempting Anastasya said.
"Is there nothing more you want to keep from Mr. Rangga?" At least, Zara hopes that the relationship can still be repaired.
"I don't think so" said Anastasya flatly. "You may not know what my life's struggles were like, but Arka knows everything."
Not sure what Anastasya said, Zara could only hear without speculating.
"My life was ruined because of Rangga, and left me without a word. I lost my mind and wanted to end my own life. Luckily there was a man as good as Arka who was willing to help me. Moreover, little by little he began to treat the pain of wounds incised by Rangga with various kinds of attention." Anastasya was now staring at the netra girl in front of him fixedly. "Until there arose a feeling of love from the bottom of my heart for Arka."
Zara fell silent, as much as she could comment on a smile even though it felt quite difficult.
"I love Arka and admire her. I also hope that my love is avenged. But baby, everything is just wishful thinking. Even though it is legal to be a couple, but in fact Arka's heart can never love me. He never even touched me, let alone made love to me. Two years we lived together, but that's how long we slept in different rooms. Maybe no one knows it, be it surti or even Mother-in-law. You may not know that in your room there is a secret door connected to my room. The door was specially designed at the request of Arka. So, even though we entered the same room, but we slept in a different room."
Zara was glued expressionless. Indeed Anastasya had said that Arka did not love him. But they really did not have intercourse during the marriage, is not it something that is hard to believe.
Now Anastasya's gaze was fixed on Zara's stomach which began to bulge. The girl smiled gently, and directed her hand to caress the stomach slowly.
"When I heard that if you're pregnant, I smiled happily. Because my estimation is correct in forcing you to marry. Fetus in your womb, like answering all my questions. Arka really loves you and wants you to conceive and give birth to her children."
"If Ka Anastasya and Mr. Arka never had that relationship, what would it mean---"
"Yes., you were the first woman for Arka." As if he knew where Zara was going, Anastasya answered quickly before the question was finished.
Zara let out a long sigh, for some reason there was still a speck of doubt.
"Don't think shit. Arka does have everything and is free to sleep with any girl she wants. But believe me, he is a cold and hard-witted man let alone touched. Alcohol and **** free, very far from an Arkana Surya Atmadja. So, it's lucky you're Zara, who's conquered the heart of a man like him." From the bottom of his heart, Anastasya expressed his admiration. Didn't expect if the innocent little girl of his choice could be the port of love of her ex-husband.
Zara's thin pink curves expand as Anastasya praises her. If it is true, then she is also amazingly happy because she can be loved by a man as well as her husband.
"I'm sorry, I've been talking too much. But believe me, I'm saying all these things for no other purpose. I revealed everything to make it clearer, until you never brought it up again. Arka only loves you, whereas I'm just her past. So, before I go. Let the dark clouds between us turn bright. I will step forward without burden to meet my future, and you will live happily with Arka and your children without any shadow of me." Anastasya said sincerely. She did not want Zara to link herself to her husband's Ark.
As if understanding the meaning of Anastasya's words, Zara reviewed a gentle smile with glazed neutrals. Although she is considered the third person in the Anastasya household by some people. However, upon hearing the confession if Arka only loved him, then that was enough to be the answer.
*****
"Darling, I'm home." Arka smiled widely, took off the work coat and placed it on the back of the sofa. While his gaze seemed to be combing the room, looking for the existence of a tiny figure who was missed all day.
"Honey, where are you?" The man only sighed deeply when he did not find his wife in his room. But he was sure that his wife was in the bathroom cleaning herself.
He also loosened the tie that was still coiled around the neck and intended to open the door of the room connected to the balcony. The twilight atmosphere with the orange-colored sky greeted the handsome man's sense of sight as the door opened. Inhaled by the surrounding air that felt fresh, suddenly a pair of tiny hands moved to touch his waist and then hold it.
Arka had closed the netra when the touch was felt to kill it. Coupled with a few kisses on the trunk that is still wrapped in a shirt, increasingly add a feeling of pride when he believes that his little wife is the one who is now acting.
"Honey," said Arka in a severe voice with the net still closed. Zara's tiny hands she clenched and lightly squeezed.
"Let it be like this, baby. I want to feel it for longer." Not only Arka, Zara also seemed to enjoy when her cheeks were attached to her husband's warm back. He also close the netra, and enjoy the warm and comfortable feeling created.
"Why? If it's like this, I can't even see your bashful face and smile." True, in the deckap from behind it feels comfortable. But he became unflinching. He could not see his wife's beautiful face. Do not want to continue in a position like this, with one Arka Danhan movement quickly change the movement, until the two face each other.
Zara who gasped immediately hid her face in the chest of the husband's field. He really felt ashamed.
"Tell me what really happened. You're not what you used to be, baby." Arka landed a kiss on the top of the wife's head and embraced the tiny body with her mesra. For some reason, every time the girl showed her love without being asked, making Arka feel anxious and want to repay her by many times.
"I love you, I love you." The words were thrown from Zara's lips but did not dare to look at the husband and still hidden in the chest of his field.
Arka gaped in disbelief. Her lips were delighted with her lips slightly opened due to her amazement.
"What's? I didn't hear it, baby. Try repeating again." The man cupped both cheeks filled with his wife and raised his face so that they would meet each other. Until the man is able to easily dive into the honesty of love speech that is spoken from the lips of his wife. Though Arka was not deaf, she was even clearly able to hear what Zara had just said. Only, he still wanted to hear those words back.
"I really love you, baby," Zara repeated a second time, while her hands were busy buttoning her husband's shirt.
Arka gave a faint chuckle with a widened smile. Without thinking long he immediately frowned tiny lips that stained the wife with her message. Sipping on the sweet taste of honey that is increasingly becoming opium for him.
The hot kiss made the two drift away in a sense of tasting each other. Zara, who still has little experience in kissing, can only follow the husband's game even though it is still quite stiff. The linkage of the lips was released when Arka realized that the wife was out of breath.
Arka appreciates full of satisfaction when staring at the reddish little lips Zara looked swollen and moist due to her actions.
"Darling, do you want to take a shower now?" zara asked her husband with her breath still.
Again Arka appreciated. I don't know what food his wife consumed during this day until her behavior almost turned derastic. Zara, who was once passive, is now more active than she is. And no doubt it makes Arka's heart flowery.
The man nodded without answering. Zara also moved to prepare all the needs in the bathroom. After filling the bath tup with warm water and aroma therapy. Now Zara deftly helps her husband to take off his clothes and keep them in a basket of dirty clothes.
Seeing how the wife released every lemar wear without shame, unmindful make Arka covered with big question marks. What made his wife turn out like this. Until the time Zara washed her hair even rubbed her back painstakingly and shamelessly let alone frightened when she saw herself without clothes. Believe me, it wasn't Zara he'd known all along. His wife Zara is a plain and shy girl. Although they are married and Zara already contains the fruits of her love, but Zaratetaplah shy girl who still hesitates to express her love.
But at the moment, everything changes. The shy innocent girl had started to misbehave by daring to express her feelings. Of course Arka feels happy, even amazingly happy. That way he did not run out of ideas again to be able to seduce and seduce the wife, to make the beautiful face was embarrassed.
Seriate.