TRAVELLER LOVE

Fight in the mind

I threw my body violently onto the bed. My mind wanders thinking about my future. I don't know where else the footsteps take me. All I have in mind is one, happy grandma. For a moment, my mind wandered. Finding a job in the city where I live is not easy.

The flat object on the nightstand next to my bed. I shifted the screen, hoping that through this sophisticated tool I could get a decent job to meet the needs of my life and college later. As soon as I saw some of the job openings listed I immediately grabbed the paper and pen. I recorded the address of the company that was in need of employees. I spread my smile.

“Bismillah, hopefully this will be a good start for me”gumamku.

I sent an email with a job application to the company. In my heart I pray and hope that I can be accepted in this company. Kuraih returned the smartphone, trying to find some universities that provide student fees for people who can not afford like me. . Register my name at a private university in my town. I wish I could get a student at that place. Looks like tonight my eyes are really hard to shut. Thinking about my fate ahead. There's no way I'm going to keep depending on grandma. Especially at my age, which is considered productive. I will continue to fight to achieve what I dream of. I suddenly flinched in a daydream.

A message came in from a number I didn't know.

(assalamualaikum)

(Waalaikumussalam, sorry who is this with?) I replied that message was full of searching.

(Your loyal admirer,🤗)

My eyes grew increasingly glared at the reply to that message. For a moment I seemed to float. “ I was like a celebrity, a zahra turned out to have admirers as well. Obviously I'm beautiful” soul believe me thrashing.

(Sorry I'm not kidding) I said

(i'm not kidding either, I do admire you Zahra. Believing in disbelief I always slip your name in my prayer, hoping that we will be together in a lawful bond)

Curiosity is growing. Who exactly is this guy. Also, he knew my name. Yes, the man with the cold attitude.

“Ah can't be her, all this time she never responded to me. I'm the one who mostly haluu” muttered me alone.

(who are you really? I wish I had so many admirers, yes I am beautiful and alluring) I reply to the line of my confidence.

(It's nothing but reality!!!)

(some day I'll know, I just wanted to tell you not to change your number. I will continue my studies abroad. I hope you can wait for me, until I come to propose you to be my wife🤭🤭)

It's getting sicker of this guy. His mind is too far away, his name alone I don't know. I asked him to wait until he came to propose. Hmmm.. If it turns out she's just a con artist, I could be a spinster.

(The problem of the soul mate is in the hands of God, even though I do not know you. I just told you not to mess with what you said!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) reply upset

For a while I kept looking at my phone but there was no reply from that crazy person. Time shows at 10:00 p.m. Drowsiness began to attack, it did not take long I was dragged into my dream realm.

“ zahra, I love you” furqon told me

I was confused as to why furqon suddenly said that sentence. He came back to me and sat right in front of me holding a red rose.

“ zahra, will you marry me?”

“Furqon !!!! Zahra !!!! Why do you love me!!” Shouted Sari while shedding tears.

“Raa, I didn't expect you to stab me in the back. You said you didn't like Furqon but this ap. What kind of friend would be willing to hurt her best friend's feelings !!!” Sari shouted at me and pointed right in front of my face.

“ Rii, this is not like what you see “ I said trying to grab the sari hand.

“ release me raaaa, from now on you are not my best friend anymore” shouted sari and passed leaving me....