TRAVELLER LOVE

New Power

I tried to convince myself that the world was still on my side. After my husband's departure, God returned to trust me, no longer as a wife but as the mother of my twins. The days I spent fighting to get back up for our baby, though I could not deny that every night I still missed my husband. Today was the day I was allowed by the hospital to go home. My mother and two in-laws continued to be beside me, this made me feel helped taking care of my two babies.

" Today you can go home.You must maintain your health. And reimagine your life for your son's sake" doctor Agus's message was attentive.

" Thank you doc" I said.

"loh. why do you call him Doc anyway. do you not want to call me this as papa?? " he asked then with a smile.

" Pa, don't force it. Later Zahra will get used to it later" My mother hugged Doctor Agus' arm in front of me. I could only look at them with a meaningful smile. Happy that my mother found the port of her most beautiful love and I hope that this will be her last. Although there is still a trace of longing in my heart to meet my biological father. However, the presence of Doctor Agus gave meaning to my life, at least my mother felt the figure of a husband beside her, and I could see the loving smile of my mother for her husband. I smiled at them both. Smile that I am happy with their presence.

" Kids, papa and mama will leave tomorrow for Australia, Papa hope you give the best love to them" said Mr. Wijaya to me while holding my daughter. While my mother-in-law was holding my son affectionately.

" Why has to be that fast Pa, Ma, I still need you. Is papa and mom not willing to help me take care of my granddaughter with my mom?" I was a little disappointed.

" It's not so, son, it's hard we left our grandchildren. Just, the company there needs us son, you take it easy, Australia's distance to this country is close, once a month we will visit your place Nak" My mother-in-law explained with a sad stroke on her face.

" Hmmm, okay Pa . Ma, but tonight stay at our house!!" whine me into them. So far I have been very close to them, and vice versa. Hearing that they were about to leave, sorrowfully slipped in my heart.

" Mommy, mom, too, right ? still want to stay at my house?" I asked to tease the mother who was still hanging on Doctor Agus' arm. At first glance, she looked at her husband as if asking for his approval.

" do you doctors, too, is it okay tonight at home? Take it easy, doc, we still have a special room for mom to let go. heheh" I joked in front of them. Everyone in the room smiled, my mother was embarrassed.

Upon arriving home, I entered and stood for a long time in the living room. Not without reason, because in this room there is a photo of me and my husband, Angkasa. The tightness in my chest started to trigger, the clear crystal circles began to warm at the end of my eyes. I looked at my twin babies... The urge to come back dreamy began to appear, but soon I was pushed aside.

" Look, your son was born. They are so adorable Mas, the child you are so looking forward to has now come to our home. But you are not here yet, Mom. Whatever my day, fate won't allow us to raise them together" my tears spilled, my sobs began to sound again. Not just with me, but everything in this house.

" Have gone, son, you must be strong. A woman is a feeling but the feeling of a woman requires you to stand upright, stand firm and withstand all trials. Didn't you see these two babies? they need a strong mother like you, son" I'm advising. I stared at the two little babies in front of me. I hugged them, as if a new force had appeared and whispered that I could get through all this.

Tok tok tok tok

Someone knocked on the door, my net caught a very familiar figure, why is he here??