TRAVELLER LOVE
He's back
The wall clock in my room shows at 04:00 in the morning. I woke up after nature's call forced me. Hurry to the bathroom. Drowsiness still strikes me, I wash my face with ablution water. What harm did I complain to the Creator this time, complaining that I missed them so much, parents who might not have considered my presence even though they realized that I was the seed.
O Allah, the All-Knowing, the Most Merciful and Merciful I know I am Your sinful servant, forgive me.
O God, I raise my problems with You without strength and effort but from You I realize Your scenario is so slick, but I really want to meet and see the faces of my biological parents. Though Your love has never left me, in my little heart I miss them dearly Rabb. Aamyn
I don't feel any warm tears flowing. There's a stabbing fatigue in the body. But that's the world. No one can live without problems. Because I think living without problems is not worth living.
“ keep spirit Zahra” mutteredku.
I felt like someone was watching me earlier. I had not yet turned around, my husband's firm hands hugged me.
“ Mas, already awake?”
“ hmmmm, you why baby? Koq your eyes are so big?”
“ huufffft, am I okay mas?”
“ Yes already, if something bothers you, I am ready to be a listener anyone knows I can help dear” I just nod at my husband's words. He then grabbed my head and kissed it warm. I feel so special being the wife of an Angkasa Wijaya.
Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar
I heard Adzan's chanting blow his silence that night.
“ I wudhu first yes dear, we worship dawn.” His words then left me. Tonight it was very cold plus the rain fell very quickly. I went to Grandma's room intending to wake her up. But I haven't opened the door yet. I heard my grandmother reading the holy verse. I smiled and went back to my room.
“Sayang. From where?”
“ it was I wanted to wake grandma but it turns out she was already awake”
“ yes already. We pilgrims yuk, keburu morn”
“Iya mas”
After tidying up the prayer mats I switched to my husband's closet. I packed the clothes he was going to wear to the office today. Then hurry to the kitchen.
“ morning madam”
“ fried rice Nyam”
“Alright aunt, I help yah”
“ grandma where? I haven't seen him out of the room?” Ask my aunt.
“Maybe still bijai. I had heard grandma was njai” was from earlier grandma had not come out of her room.
Not long after that Angkasa was tidy, walking gallantly towards the dining table. I was amazed to see it.
Cuuuupppp, spontaneously he kissed my cheek. My face flushed for a moment.
“ hmmmmm, the more romantic aja nih lord and madam”
I who heard the babble bi surti can only smile a little.
“ darling. Which grandma? Koq not come to breakfast with us?”
“ wait mas, I check to his room” said I was about to leave the dining table.
“ let aunty call grandma. Madam accompany lord Angkasa just breakfast, kasian loh his master, eat without looking at the beautiful face of his wife” seductive aunt.
“Ya already, fast well bi”
Maidenaaaaaa, tuuaaaaaann.
Shortly thereafter, a cry of bi surti was heard. I who heard it immediately panicked and ran towards grandma's room, as well as the Space mas.
“ astagfirullah neneeeekk” I see grandma still fall in prostration. No movement at all. My breath is no longer in control, I immediately scatter towards him. Afraid of anything happening to her.
“ grandma, wake up grandma. Grandma why ?” I saw my husband just shake.
“Innalillahi wa innailaihirojiun, we must give love to our dear grandmother, God loves Him” said my husband. Hearing his words I felt the sky collapse in my head. My world stopped for a moment. Everything darkp. And....
