TRAVELLER LOVE

The New World without him

My days are still covered in grief. The atmosphere of the rain that brought cold, further strengthened my sense of longing. Two months passed, his shadow still lingering in my thoughts. I kept trying to get up without him, but it was hard. Coupled with my stomach getting bigger, it was very difficult to move until it triggered the desire to continue to stay still in the place of thinking about loved ones.

" Mrs, sorry aunt interfered, there was a guest looking for a mistress, she was waiting in the living room" she said.

" who's Bi? auntie knows??" manya curious.

" hmmm, it looks like he's his office guy.His clothes are neat, tall, sharp nose, basically cute deh according to aunt, hehehe "again aunt back to her hyperbole soul. I just scrunched my eyebrows, passed by the funny behavior of my house assistant.

I slowly stepped down the stairs. My growing stomach forced me to be careful. From far away I saw someone who was no stranger. He's Satya's lawyer trust my husband Angkasa. Curiosity again invaded, what brought the man to meet me.?

" Good day, Miss Zahra!!" he said friendly and a little firm.

" good afternoon sir, what's up, sir?" my many.

" hmmm, sorry in advance my mom interfered with my mom's time."

" ah, it's okay sir. directly, what's the matter?"

" i'm here to read the will of the late mother's husband, Mr. Angkasa Wijaya"

" shouldn't you invite both of my husband's parents, sir? what's more about my late husband's will?"

" yes ma'am, before I came here I had contacted him only they completely handed this thing over to me ma'am"

" ah so well sir, but before this will when did it happen sir?" I wonder my husband still has time for me. It turns out he really cares about me more than anyone.

" hmmm, this is when the mother begins to conceive. He was so happy that he came to see me and asked to make a will, if anything happened to him" Mr. Satya explained at length to me.

My tears are unstoppable.

" my husband, whenever I can't forget. When you leave, your love continues to pour out on me" I said softly in my heart.

" Okay ma'am, I am a lawyer who was appointed directly to convey this will. In this will, it is stated that all the assets of the Angkasa Pak absolute belong to Mother Zahra as the wife of the deceased. And here's a special letter to mom"

" ***Assalamualaikum warahmatulli wabarakatuh

greetings of love to you, angel of my heart...

zahra, my wife, maybe when you read this letter, I'm not by your side. I don't know what impulse forced me to write this, but far away I do feel that I can not always be next to you. Although the heart really wants, but I do not know, if fate what will happen later.

Zahra.

maybe in real life, I can't pronounce romantic words like most people, but in this letter at least I pin a deep love for you.

baby, when you tell me that you have our baby, I am like a god who has everything. You, our son, and of course the love between us complete my life.

my love, you know?? I wrote this letter for days. I'm trying to arrange word for word to look beautiful and romantic, but, you know for yourself, right? I'm not as romantic as a poet out there,???:-)

Zahra, now that our baby is in your womb, I hope that we will not be paired to age together. You take good care of our son, you love him. Think of him as the little space you love so much.

Zahra, you're a special woman who gave me a new color. I love you forever. A warm hug, a darling for you, an angel of my heart"

From the man who loves you so much.

***bd***.

" Mad, it turns out you already have a premonition in advance. Mas, I regret not giving my best service at that time mas" I said softly, as I read my husband's last letter, as if his soul was present beside me. I could only cry and keep crying.

" awwwwww,, akhurtt" I suddenly felt a terrible pain in my stomach area.

" mrs Zahra why? god, it looks like mom is giving birth! biii,,, Biiiiiiiiiii!" there was a loud scream from satya sir. I feel a warm liquid running through my thigh area..

" what's wrong sir? jesus madam!!! let's get to the hospital!!! ibuuu.. ibuuuu, madam wants to be born" aunt is getting panicked.

I can no longer move my body. It felt like my body was locked until, I was unconscious again....