TRAPPED Marriage

Freer

"You wanna sing?"

I chuckled, "It sounds so good without autotune"

"I'm not asking you to sing well" greeted Toby who now starts playing the intro of our song. "For as long as I'm your vocal teacher, I've seen the worst"

I keep shaking my head, I'd rather see my husband still breathing when I wake up. I stood holding out my guest towards Toby.

*****

Andhira's cry was buzzing around four in the morning. Our little baby seems to get his parents' morning habit.

Without thinking I rushed over and checked the diapers he was wearing. After waiting for her, I guessed that the next meaning of crying was her original need that wanted to be fulfilled immediately.

The baby fell asleep again.

So did his father, but I was worried because Toby was not disturbed at all by Andhira's strong cry. I immediately checked his breath.

But then Toby immediately caught me.

You're worried about me? "

" Of course "

Toby pulled me to his chest and I immediately heard his heartbeat. Whether it's just my feeling or whether Toby's really feeling tired.

Soon, that heart will retire

Although I have a hard time knowing, but I am still automatically aghast and raise my face towards Toby.

"That heart beats faster when it's with you?" ucapak Toby sounds like a death message.

Maybe this body is the same, but the heart there will be different. Toby looked at our lovely baby in his box.

"My biggest reason for tweaking it is so that you never get away from me" Toby grimaced "Next, I want to live a normal life with me"

"Don't talk strange.the brain and other organs are still the same right" I tried to replace the atmosphere that seemed to start sad in my way.

Toby smiled gracefully "Did you know that the heart transplanter, only has fifteen years left?" this time his gaze turned to the sky - screeching. "If God allows, there can be less" he continued with his tone.

I heard him almost flinched wanting to get up, but Toby pressured me to stay.

"Fifteen years ago, it must have been difficult if I had to start a lot from scratch. For example, if you leave, I should get acquainted with a new woman who knows him around....." Toby seems to be counting on wishful thinking

" One year... The two-year quickest adjustment. "his face is still rising to the heavens." Twelve years left" if it works... If failed..? "

This time our faces looked at each other. But my eyes are beginning to condense.

" Aren't you used to my temperament? "

I nodded automatically.

" You also never minded or may have liked the way my fingers touched you violently when we were intimate"

I returned m3ngguk automatically.

"And you've made it through the negative effects of my popularity"

"Can you hold on a little more, and give me the normal life I dreamed of?"

I just kept quiet withholding sobs.

"Don't worry..."

This time I got up.

"Don't worry? That's impossible" I choked with a sob and a stifled voice. "First, there's no doctor guaranteeing 100% success of your surgery" I wiped my tears quickly, hoping Toby didn't see it. Of course it's stupid.

"You can die sooner than fifteen years"

Toby now got up, his face lowered and looked at me for a moment before he helped me wipe away the tears.

"So can you grant my wish?"

I blinked trying to hope the tears don't come down again.

"I wanted to beg in the name of my love, too, but.... I realize I don't treat you well sometimes. It even made your life mess up" Toby pulled my head to slam into his chest. And felt his heartbeat again.

"But we've been friends, haven't we?" I felt Toby take a deep breath "At least can you do it for our friendship"

******

" It seems you're a good girl" Toby snorted and began to stand up.

Uhf... I forgot he's a top actor with good acting skills.

"As good as I thought you were worse, considering how fast you slept last night. Even though you're stressed out all day and you're protesting, and you're completely unaware when I'm sleeping by your side"

I followed Toby to stand up "I love to sleep, especially when there are pillows around me" I replied honestly "And it's no relationship whether I'm a good or bad woman"

Toby nodded steadily.

"Friends..." Her bidding was guiltless as she extended her burly hand.

"Well... That's right"

"So you've slept with your boyfriend instead of sleeping with a stranger?"

*****

Memories of that time made my tears break. We were friends, and we were married and we had children. And we are family anyway.

I ventured to raise my face and stick my finger out on Toby's face, still looking down at me.

Without saying, I pulled the face closer and linked our pair of lips.

"May my story this time I make the screenplay?" lirih.

"Solar... You're Sand-free..."

We nodded along with the same sobs.