TRAPPED Marriage

Surrender.

My eyes and Toby meet,

"You admire me?"

I smiled thinly, though,

Toby also persisted for the lies, didn't he?

"At least to my egoism it is not alone, you are my partner"

I put the third cannape in my mouth. Chew it rough and immediately swallow it as quickly as possible.

*****

"Hi Tob" A soft, soft voice echoed between us.

"Hi.. Chel.. !"

Chel...?? From the word Ra.. Chel..??

I immediately landed my bead on the tall and graceful body that immediately merged between us.

The woman I always hear her name. But this time I saw it with my own eyes.

She's the same girl I saw with Rizal a few minutes ago.

Beautiful, graceful and looks luxurious, I'm sure she also looks amazing even without makeup or dress designer.

"Over time don't meet" he continued in a soft voice like before.

Rachel may not have been seen much domestically, she says she has carved out many achievements as an international model.

My body feels wrinkled, thought how can not be denied that Toby and Rachel seem quite harmonious.

Equally beautiful, equally popular, a shining career and a beautiful body shape. It's a shame, when finally Toby decided to marry me, it felt like a curse to many people, especially the fans.

"How are you" Rachel threw alternating smiles at me and Toby.

"We are good"

The two clinked at his glass.

Of jealousy? It doesn't feel appropriate. Any man would be tempted by Rachel even if she wasn't flirting. I'm tempted even though I'm a woman.

"A lot of people wanted to interview me when the news of your wedding came out" Rachel started opening Topic.

"It has nothing to do with you"

"That's why I refused" This time rachel's face was on me "You really changed"

"But still safe" Rachel's voice this time sounded a little regretful. "Congratulations to both of you and to your movies, your acting is always as stunning as ever"

"Thank you"

"I heard Mama was involved in a serious case?" Rachel asked who seemed familiar enough with Toby's mother, without awkwardly calling Mama.

"That's how" Toby's reply was short enough.

"I actually have some agenda with mom after returning from New York, too bad"

"Titip Toby yes... Don't let her be naughty" Rachel smiled at me meaningfully. And left after lightly rubbing Toby's shoulder.

Why is Toby just sculpting and taking Rachel's touch for granted...?? I'm getting more upset? Although it's just a touch.

Just an hour ago I watched Toby kiss another woman while in the movie. But at that moment I felt absolutely nothing.

My head suddenly got dizzy..

Whoachs....

My stomach is starting to feel like it's stirring,

" Are you ok?" Toby noticed my uncomfortable mimic.

Whoachs..

I closed my mouth and immediately rushed to the toilet, half-running.

God...

I didn't like Rachel, I complained after spilling my stomach. Do I feel threatened? Because it seems Rachel put her heart on Toby. And it seems Toby is not so resisting.

It's not just about his perfect physique. But there are also memories of him being with the two of them that I don't have much of.

There are times between them that I cannot pursue.

"Sandra..." Toby's voice echoed.

I immediately washed my face, though perhaps my makeup might wear off.

***

"I want to go home" I decided when I met Toby at the toilet door.

"Don't joke, the show isn't over yet"

"I'm not doing well, maybe it's my pregnancy" my reasons aren't entirely wrong.

But what's more appropriate is that I'm setting myself up for the worst possible.

"really? That bad? "

"Just not better"

Toby took a deep breath "But I have to stay here until the end" Toby grabbed the phone from his pocket. And..

"I'll call Tia to take you home"

I nodded in agreement.

Whether it's just my feelings or it happens, it seems like Rachel is watching us.

'don't come home later Rachel's more free with Toby' My little heart is like that. But the truth is, wasn't there love between us from the beginning.?

The love we have is growing between dependence on each other. Not as strong as memories woven with romance as couples in general.

Rather than fighting for things I can't possibly win. Better prepare to rise from defeat. At least I'll be rich by then.. Uhf..