TRAPPED Marriage
Choices
No. gabe.. I can't be pushed by anyone. Not even Toby.
"I'm not wrong, my choice is right" I ventured into self-defense even though my voice wasn't completely on my side.
"Your Mama's crimes, sooner or later, with or without me must have come to light. Isn't that reality, he wouldn't be in a difficult situation if he were clean "I explained a position that wasn't wrong.
Toby was still silent as if waiting for the next sentence, just that the pressure of his hand had become stronger.
"i.." I said for a moment. Of course there is fear. Our body comparison is out of balance, if possible, a fight.
I scratched a quick breath and my Bead immediately headed for the razor that had not stopped hissing in front of me
"Just want the family I want" I continued without taking my eyes off "our marriage I mean"
Glek.sial why Toby did not respond let alone react. He was still nailing like an eagle with the same grip.
Uhf God... Pleaase.. Help me.
"You and me and our son, you got it? " i can't hide my worry anymore.
This time one corner of Toby's burlap started to lift.
"But the sacrifice from my side." he hissed with his heavy voice.
"But.. Choose that right me" cut me quick.
"Sandra... After this, look at me good"
I squeezed my eyes out for a moment and opened slowly as Toby's fingers reached his throat.
"I don't need your services, I don't need you..." Toby snorted quickly to my face "But you returned to me, and began to please my heart"
'What the fuck is this?' ask me in my heart where Toby's saying goes.
Toby grabbed my finger and began to force me to grip the razor that had been incessantly burning ever since.
I really don't remember when Toby charged the battery, but I was hoping it would stop.
Toby started to guide my hands in front of his face. "Don't blink"
Gleck...
Prevent it when I'm almost snapping.
Slowly the shaver we were holding slowly headed over to Toby's head and gradually sagged his thick hair
"And to keep you, Mama may be in jail, Papa has a crisis of trust in his business, and the Agency is threatened to terminate his contract with me unilaterally "Toby's words continue.
Although now there is a clear crystal that might frame my bead as the view of Toby who began to lose his hair slowly in front of me.
" Mom may deserve to be in the law, but at least no need for excessive publicity, when that happens.."
Uhuk... I choked on my own saliva.
"There will be no one but me in your life, even if you take a step away from me"
"A... A.. I'm just doing what we planned. Not more.. But if Rizal's after your family it's not my fault.. I've been blunt from the start" why I'm still defending myself from Toby who's clearly emotional.
Whether it's useful or not, but... The wind has changed. At least I tried.
Toby's words have a point, that Toby paid a lot for me. And it's not fair that I'm always half-hearted to be his wife like two seconds ago.
When Toby opened my bathrobes without hesitation, and waited for my reaction, which was still frozen.
"This... If you take Tob by force, sincerity is never easy" I want to reply with that. But...
Rizal's more unfriendly shadow, keeping me quiet. At least Toby won't harm me, because the case with Billy Wang belym is over.
Uhf...
I rubbed the dew of my own eyes, and stopped holding back the sobs.
It's just a phase I have to go through.
"Look..!" Toby swept his eyes at me "You're still acting like you're not for me"
"I.." I sighed softly "Don't know" My voice was getting weaker "How to start Tob" my sobs broke even a little.
After all I'm just an ordinary woman, if pressed on like this. I'm scared too, aren't I?
"Ccck.ckg.." Toby screeched for a moment and peeked at my flushed cheeks due to the fear that was imprinting. "Do you really not know? Or is it intentionally..?"
" do I seem to be lying? " I ventured to push Toby's body away a little, but of course it didn't budge.
"So.. I still have to start?"
I was only able to nod before resigning to whatever happened after this, either stupid or deceived. But then again I have no choice but Toby.
