Trapped in Love Security

That Night

"Sir, come .. can you ride? Are his legs still hurting?" Instantly I looked towards Mas Sony who was already on the motor that stopped in front of the Security Post.

"Auwhhh" .. Allah why it still hurts to make way. Sitting there felt nothing until I forgot there was pain in my feet.

Mas Sony moved quickly to me and helped me ride the bike even though I could not answer it.

After five minutes me and Mas Sony got to the front of the boarding house. The distance between the hotel and the kosku is indeed very close, because we are not allowed to bring a vehicle during the internship. For me, it's no big deal. Because walking with friends is more exciting and enjoy the moment.

"Daddy, can Mas come in?" Ask Sony while turning off the engine.

"May kok Mas but only up to the middle room. No room." I replied

"Yes, Mas is also unlikely to enter your room Dek," he said with a small smile glancing at me backwards.

"Yes, too, hehe." I'm so stupid, why discuss the room. Though I mean Sony would just want to take me inside.

"Important that you can get on the deck. Poor thing if it has to be so hard."

Again Mas Sony carried me, I was not feeling good, I felt too much trouble for him. Mas Sony opened the main door boarding, there are several pairs of eyes that lead to me and Mas Sony. Kiki, Dina, and Widya, they were watching television in the living room.

"Assalammu’alaikum ... " Sony said hello and Widya, she had put on a face that did not like when I saw her coming, especially with my position in the sling Mas Sony style bridal style.

"Wa’alaikumsalam .. "only Dina and Kiki answered.

"Oh Allah, why Van?” Dina asked frantically while patting the long chair telling Mas Sony to put me there.

"So sprained on stairs.” Sony quickly answered Dina's question.

“There is no ice cube?” ask Sony to Dina and Kiki.

Widya where to? My mind while looking around looking for her whereabouts, why did she just disappear. Is he mad at me? I think he's really angry. Because I came home delivered Mas Sony, I can guess, surely he will report to Ega, his true friend.

 

"How come, I'll get it for a second." Kiki quickly stood up to the kitchen.

"Van, why the hell?! What the hell's going on? You're crying, aren't you?" Tanya Dina pity to see me wearing a dark blue uniform Mas Sony, plus my puffy eyes, and messy hair.

I shook my head along with the fall of the tears. A few moments ago I had forgotten about the terrible incident because Mas Sony made me happy. But now, why remember again ...

"It's the ice." Kiki thrust out a container filled with ice and a small towel.

"Thank you, yes" said Mas Sony kindly to Kiki.

"Prep compress his legs?" Asked Mas Sony while raising my leg and putting it on his lap.

"Eh no need Mas, then let me alone, or Dina can also help me. Isn't that Din?" 

"Just Deck, Mas wants to massage his legs too, but it hurts a little, hold on a little, huh?,"

With painstakingness Mas Sony massaged my feet slowly. But the longer it gets sicker.

"Dark! Auw! Mas! It hurts." I screamed shut my eyes and reflexes squeezed Mas Sony's hand firmly.

"Try moving the deck, still hurts?"

I moved my feet slowly, and took my hand off my hand to the hand of Mas Sony.

"Mas, this seems to have improved, make the way can also. Sony can massage it?" I asked while smiling.

"A little Deck, I used to learn. I was going to massage at the Security Post but it wasn't good to see people."

"Thank you very much, Mom."

"Dek, Mas can't be long, Mas has to go back to the hotel, there is still one hour of work left because." Stand up, say goodbye,

"Yes, thank you again for helping me. Be careful on the road." I walked to the main door slowly.

"Dec, sleep well. Don't think of anything. You need to take a break. Tomorrow there is no need to work." orders Sony

"Yes, but what should I tell HRD Mas if I don't come in?"

"Just relax, Mas will meet Ms. Anita Dek."

Ms. Anita works as an HRD at this hotel. He is notoriously fierce to all women who are apprentices even employees. As for men, he is very friendly. I don't know maybe because he works while looking for a mate because he's not married at the age of four-headed.

"Thank you again, Mom,"

Mas Sony rode on his motorbike and smiled, his right hand stroked my hair, his eyes looking like he was harboring something deep that might not be able to be said.

"Why Mas?" I was curious because of his look

"It's okay, yes it is, you quickly enter the Deck, the air is cold. Go first, assalammualaikum."

"Vaalaikumsalam. Be careful, Mum"

I closed the door and walked slowly with a blank look. There's a lot I think about. I headed for the room but Dina and Kiki stopped me.

"Van, sit here a little while." Call Dina, please,

"Yes, why Din?" I sat next to Kiki.

"What the hell is going on? Dong's story." Ask Dina

"It's Din, let Vania rest. Tomorrow's the story." sidelines Kiki.

"It's a long story Din, but I'm not ready for the story right now. Sorry yes .. "I said to weld.

"After tomorrow's a story." Dina.

I nodded and went to the room. I lay my body in that small room. The incident still made me shudder in horror and disgust. Immediately I took off all my clothes and I headed for the bathroom. Dull all every indentation. I cried without a sound. I really still can't believe this could happen to me. Why is it so painful, even though she did not take my virginity, still she has touched my intimate part, I am so disgusted and hateful. I felt dirty, I rubbed the soap on all the parts it touched.

The longer I shiver the cold. I took my night shower. I entered the room and slept covered, but it wasn't that easy to close my eyes. The shadow of that man's face still haunts me. I saw the clock on my phone almost 2 in the morning. My eyes were still unwillingly closed, and I accidentally saw a lot of messages from Ega and Mas Sony. So many missed calls there, too.

I opened one by one a message from Ega, it was amazing. Enough to make you take a deep breath and it feels very tight in the chest. He was so easy to accuse me, with my situation like this at least he asked why or at least it is better not to send a message if he only intended to hurt. I've had too much burden of thought and now plus Ega who accuses me casually, why not tell me, why not call, why come home from a guy, why I'm evil. It was a message Ega sent, he sent a long message just to make me sicker. Even though I don't love her, at least she values me as her partner, not like this. With easy accusation, no trust at all, no asking what happened, no worry about me at all.

In contrast to Mas Sony who always calmed me even though far away, and encouraged me in a bad situation like now. It's not my max to compare, but they're basically very different. Even if people did not know them, they could judge by the first meeting.

I know Ega is like this because he loves me too much to be overprotective even if far away. And what I hate, he always listen to Widya, even Widaya not infrequently make up false stories to find my mistakes.

I heard the dawn adhan. I immediately headed to the bathroom to get some water. I pray and tell my Lord, I ask that I be given firmness and sincerity. My cheeks began to wet my tears that kept dripping. I fell asleep on the prayer mat and was still wearing a mukena.

Seriate....