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“Mas, tomorrow we can no longer meet. Will I forget you?” I said after sipping a glass of orange juice feeling tightness in the chest. I stared at the handsome man in front of me, who had been filling the space in my heart all this time. Always helping me in trouble, always there when I need it. Her real attention made me like a queen who never felt pain.

 

“Listen to Mas carefully, until whenever Mas will never forget you Deck, you will always be here.” Put a palm on his chest. Always in the heart. His gaze was so deep through the netra, the thump I felt. Those short words mean so much to me, even though doubt is a little bit of a headache.

 

“Farewell is not a scary thing Deck, just think of it as a test for us. Later if we are rediscovered, it will definitely be a beautiful meeting.” Sony convinced me not to be sad.

 

“Iya Mas, but for me this is very painful. Not excessive, but I am already comfortable with all this, what else with the existence of Mas who is always beside me. I was hoping for more, I was enjoying the attention that Mas gave me too much. So I can't imagine if I lost all this so soon. Can I live a normal life? Without depending on you, huh? Am I able to be far away from the person I love somehow until when I can see him again.” My tears began to fall flooding the irregular cheeks. Both of my hands moved quickly to cover my face which was already sobbing from crying.

 

“Dek, don't ever talk like that. You can definitely without Mas, look at yourself before getting acquainted with Mas. You are a strong, independent woman. And Brother must also remember, sister is still young. Still have to determine the direction of the way of life to where to go.” Sony came closer and stroked my hair. “Yeah, don't cry anymore. Sweetheart her tears fell for things that really don't need to be cried.

 

“Mas, someday when I graduate, I want to come back here again. Will it still be the same as it is today? Is it not going to change? Would you like to see me again?” tanyaku.

 

“God willing, Mas will continue like this. The feelings of Mas to Sister will also never change. And you take it easy Dek, Mas will make sure if there is time, Mas will visit the city of Adik. Hows it? Can?” ask The Sony.

 

“Serious Mas? Can bang.” The questions and offers of Mas Sony instantly made me a little more relieved, calmer. At least there's hope I can meet him again. Although I don't know when that time will come.

 

If you knew Dek, how sad I was as soon as I heard you were coming home, as a man I should not be whiny or weak in front of you. I must strengthen you so that you do not become sadder. This separation will not only make distance, but will also leave a mark, store taste, resist longing and torment the mind. But it's okay as long as we keep the relationship, God willing, everything will be fine. Let us leave it to the One who is the One. Hopefully we will be reunited.

Sony stared fixedly at the little woman in front of him who looked dreamy, looking at the flowers and trees around the restaurant that moved swept aside as the night breeze.

 

Don't worry Deck, Mas will always pray for you in my bow. May you always be well and always in the protection of Allah.

“Dek, why daydream? What are you thinking?”

 

“Hm, no Mas. I'm just scared.”

 

“Fear what Deck?” ask The Sony.

 

“I also don't know what Mas I'm really afraid of.” Honestly, I'm really scared of losing you. I'm afraid you're turning away. I'm afraid you'll find my replacement. Even though you promised and convinced me. But that fear always haunts me. Moreover, you are the perfect man for me, starch not a few women who want you. Compared to me, I am nothing. I'm just a little kid in school, like I don't know love. But believe me, my feelings are pure love for you.

 

“Not to be afraid of something real Dek.”

 

Ah, you don't understand. Aren't you sad if I leave? Am I the only one who feels sad?

Again, I daydreamed, without realizing my phone was shaking. I took it and how surprised I was when I saw Ega's name on the screen.

“Who's Deck? Just lift it up first. Who knows important.”

 

“No need Mas, not important kok.” Answer lies. Refuse the call and put the phone back on the table. Why'd he call anyway? I was so lazy to pick up the phone from him.

 

“What's really? Father Mother? Or your friend?”

 

“Nobody Mas,”

My phone vibrated again. This time Mas Sony saw the name that flashes on my phone screen. The name of Ega is clearly read. “Dek, why not lift? Just pick it up first, it's okay.”

 

“Malas Mas, anyways why also phone.” Sewot.

 

“She won't phone if no need Deck.”

 

Ih Mas Sony why the hell tell me to pick him up, does he not have the jealousy I talk to other men? How quaint.

 

Lift your.

Notwithstanding.

Lift your.

Notwithstanding.

 

“Thank you for a minute Deck. If it is not important, turn off.”

 

“OK, okay.”

 

“Halo, what's up Ga?”

 

“Halo Van, where are you now? I'm already in front of your kos.”

 

 

“You took you out,.”

 

“Cannot Ga. I'm again outside.”

 

“Where? I'm samperi n huh? Who are you?”

 

“No need Ga. You just bring the others.”

 

“I'm waiting for you here. Quick turn Van.”

 

“Why the hell force. Wonderful! Di said I can't ya can't!”

 

“Terlarah. I'm still waiting for you.”

 

I turned off the phone that made me feel that way. “Mas anyway, why was told to lift all voba. Emotions are me.”

 

“Don't get emotional Deck, don't get angry. Later that his face quickly wrinkles loh.” Tempted Mas Sony laughed happily. “What is Ega?”

 

“He was waiting for me in front of Mas kos, I don't know until when. He took me out.”

 

“Set Brother want?” seriously asking.

 

“Iya. Why not?!” I replied a little irritated.

 

“Serious Deck? Where to go?”

 

“Ih Mas, you are so annoying! Where there I come out Ega. Like no mind.”

 

“Eh how angry?”

 

“Not angry Mas ganteeeeng .. it's just annoyed by the coercion of Ega.”

 

“Ya have a drink first, take a breath. Let's not be angry continue.”

 

“Mas, what time do we go home?”

 

“Another time Yes Dek.” Sony suddenly panicked looking for something in his pocket.

 

“Mas, search what the hell?” I was surprised to see his panicked face.

 

“Astagfirullah, Deck is left behind, Mas forgot to take it. Later stop by Mas house for a while ya.”

 

“Indeed what's left behind anyway Mas?”

 

“Is, later also know Deck. We go home now yuk?!” let Sony rush.

 

“Mas is really weird. But he said he asked me to say something? I haven't said anything.”

 

“Let's just at home Dek. Now we go home first. Mas afraid of forgetting to put.”

 

“What the hell is God. I'm really confused loh.”

 

“Yuk.” Grabbing my hand and walking out after to the cashier.

 

Me and Sony got on the bike, walking down the street. Enjoying the last night in this city, it felt like time passed so quickly. May my heart be strong to leave behind all the memories in this city.