Trapped in Love Security

The Ega That Sucks

I tried to close my eyes, tenderize my tired body, let go of all the sadness so as not to always think about Sony Mas. I hugged the doll tightly. Very comfortable, my mind also calmed down. At least now I have won the heart of Sony Mas, I can feel his sincerity and seriousness. Someday I will meet him again, my heart. I have lifted my heart and my mind.

 

“Din, move bentar dong.” I heard Ega's voice whispering quite loudly near Dina. But I refused to open my eyes. Hopefully Ega isn't looking for anything. My energy was up for crying, now there was no energy to argue with Ega.

 

“What the hell Ga, already sitting where you sanna!. Sleeping vania. Don't disturb.” Ketus Dina who really understands my situation.

 

“Who is bothering Din, I just want to sit next to Vania. Who knows he's comfortable with me.” Answer Ega with his thickness.

 

“Absolutely NO Ga! Your whereabouts aren't that important to Vania. Go already there. I'm going to sleep too. Very noisy.”

 

“You evil Din, unfaithful friend.” Hurry around and return to his seat.

 

“Thank you Dina darling. Very smart you.” I'm lirih.

 

“All is not free yes. Purchase meatballs later.” He said cynically while laughing.

 

“Any Boss!”

 

“It looks like it's not sad anymore. What's the news?!” Tanya Dina, who half wanted to know my latest information.

 

“If in thought, why do I grieve keep Din. Lamenting fate. What's there is even more stressful for me. Lagian Mas Sony also said, I should be happy to meet a family who must have missed me a lot.”

 

“Well! It's unconscious! Fuck up! mulu guy the hell who thought in.” Shouted Dina.

 

“Ssttt...don't be loud, later it sounds Ega serious, can-can he come here again.” My words shut Dina's mouth.

 

After a long journey, the prayer time zuhur bus stops at a large mosque. We pray together and rest for a while.

 

“Hai Van, I can finally see you again alone, not with the old man.” Said Ega sitting next to me, charging at Mas Sony freely.

I who was wearing shoes in the mosque foyer was surprised by the words of Ega who called Mas Sony ‘tua’. I just fell silent not answering Ega's words. My ears and heart did not accept it, but my mouth was lazy to respond. I fell silent and headed back to the bus with wide steps.

It was as if to call my Sony Mas old, even though it was a ten-year gap with me, I didn't think it was that much of a problem. It's better to choose a grown man who can spoil me, understand me. Of the same age, not necessarily he can accept me as I am.

 

“Van, kok even go anyway.” Susul Ega followed me from behind.

 

“Stop Ga! Don't follow me.”

 

“Van, I want to talk. Can you not hear me once?!”

 

“No! There go. You just always bother me.”

 

I walked faster, I paused my intention to get on the bus. I stopped in the front yard of the mosque, there was a garden chair under a big tree. There Tyas, Nadia and Dela are gathered.

 

“Seru. Again what the hell.” I mingled sitting next to Tyas.

 

“Against talking you Van, ha ha ha.”

 

“Eh how am I?! What's wrong with me? Sin knows the hobby of gibah. Ha ha ha ha.”

 

“Van, have you broken up with Ega? That guy was your new boyfriend?!” nadia asked, which is not a secret anymore, I dated Ega before leaving for an internship.

 

“Yes, but yes don't discuss it. Lazy to hear his name you guys mention.” My answer is avoidance to.Ega discussion.

 

“Yeah, when we want to know why you guys can break up, you know, you guys are actually compatible, it fits really loh.” Dela.

 

 

“If I tell the cause, I will automatically defend myself and find my truth. And if you ask Ega, he'll be the same, looking for a justification for himself. So you better not know. Rather than friendship we are all mixed up with personal problems. Is that right, girls?! “ obviously I smile like I feel victory because I can close the secret about my relationship.

 

“No exclamation you Van, it's not time to tell anyway.” Tyas.

 

“Males so much Yas, have discussed something else. For example, how was your internship? Is there a story of my life during the internship?! Hahaha.” I'm trying to switch the conversation.

 

“If I was so-so anyway. Nothing interesting.” Tyas Sahut.

 

“If I was like you Van, get acquainted with the hotel staff and I am currently dating him. Very happy it feels, so the spirit of leaving for an internship. But now I also feel sadness like you.” Dela.

 

“Serious Del? Ah it turns out that indeed many work environments love location huh. Ha ha ha,, if you are Nadia?!”

 

“I even got close to people's husbands. Hehe.... cooler no tuh!” timpal Nadia was so enthusiastic.

 

“Dih serem very Nad, be careful not to be an actor!” I said to Nadia. “

 

“I was close to him about two months early in Van's apprenticeship, but once I found out he had a wife, I just stayed away. Crazy time I still recklessly continue. I don't want it later when I get married, it happens to me. The laws of nature apply cuy. Ha ha ha ha.”

 

“Pinter, don't get close to people's husbands again. Find dead yes.” firmly me like a mature pretent.

 

“Yuk. Looks like it's on the way to the bus.” Take Dela.

 

“Tomorrow. “

 

In the Bus, though,

 

“Ega, what's there?! Go to your place. Don't look for things!” I saw Ega sitting in my chair.

 

“Sini Van, sit next to me.” Pat the empty seat next to Ega who was in Dinah.

 

“Ogah. Go no?!” I started to get emotional.

 

“If you don't want to go already, no problem. I can find somewhere else. Don't think I want to get close to you again.” My word is cynical.

 

“Van, you have so much heart, do you not remember our sweet memories? You used to be so soft. Now why be this rude after getting to know that useless guy?!”

 

“Enough Ga. Don't bring Sony. It's up to you if you hate him. But I don't like you keep blaming him, don't make him the reason for your anger.” I started to get emotional and raise my voice.

 

“Open your eyes Van. Do you not see how much my love is? From the very beginning you entered, I've been fighting for you. Is that not enough for you to understand?” light Ega defending himself.

 

“Do I ask for your struggle? Did I give you hope? No right? I told you from the beginning that I have no taste for you. But you keep stubbornly trying to get what you want. Until I finally resigned because I was too tired with all the drama you made.

As long as you know Ga, love cannot be forced. You should let the person you love be happy. Not torture. Do you understand?!” I forced myself to take out all my pent-up junk, I felt sorry for Ega. But if this keeps up, I'm getting tormented. I can't live quietly because Ega keeps chasing me.

 

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