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Farewell

“Mas, I have to go now.” I say goodbye to Mas Sony while carrying a suitcase and backpack.

 

“Sini Dek Mas auxiliary.” Take the suitcase and backpack out of my hand.

 

“I take the same doll bag one more yes Mas. “

I entered along with Dina who also returned twice to take her goods.

 

“Din, wait for me if you want to get on the bus. I want to say goodbye to Sony.”

 

“Iya Van, relax aja.”

 

I walked out hugging the Sony Mas doll. I saw Mas Sony standing next to my suitcase and carrying my bag. My heart doesn't feel bad. It was sad but it was like there was an urge forcing me to smile. Don't cry Van, don't cry. It will only make Sony sad. I murmured in my heart,

 

“Nobody has missed Dek?” ask The Sony.

 

“Eh, ti-no Mas.” My answer is to quickly disperse my seagrass.

 

“Ya is coming, Mas help enter the goods.”

 

I walk with shaky steps, heavy as my feet to walk. Sony put my suitcase and bag in the luggage, doll and bag that I carry I keep in the seat where I sit, at the very back. In the bus there are many friends who sit sweetly joking, because of course they are very happy to soon meet their families. There were about 20 people on the bus, they also just finished their internship at various hotels scattered in Yogya.

 

“Mas, I go first yes. I have to get on the bus.” immediately I said withholding a puddle of tears that forced me to fall.

 

“Iya Dek, good luck until home yes, smooth trip. And remember not to cry. Gotta smile. Okay?!” A small smile with my eyes.

 

“Siap Mas.” I smiled even though my tears escaped. I quickly rubbed it.

 

“Mas here will miss you very much Deck. Take good care of yourself there.” Grasping both my hands.

 

I nodded with a smile with cheeks that were already wet from tears. “Mas, I love you. Thank you, for taking care of me, protecting me, and treating me like a queen.” My tears are sobbing, but my lips are still smiling. “And I also apologize, it has been very troublesome Mas.”

 

“Dek, it should be Mas who is grateful. Brother has given a very precious time for Mas to get to know you more deeply, to know a taste I have never felt before. Thank you for all your kindness dear, thank you also for always being there for Mas.” Grabbing both hands and holding them tightly. Sony kissed me gently on the backs of my hands.

 

“Iya Mas, I am happy to know Mas Sony, Mas means a lot to me.”

 

“Van, come. Already want to leave.” Shouted Dina from a distance.

 

“Mas I go first yes. Goodby. Take good care of yourself. Please take care of my heart for me. I'll always tell you.”

 

“Never say goodbye Deck. See you around. Remove her tears and smile for me. Can?!”

 

“Iya Mas, See you again ya.” I said a big smile and shook hands kissing the back of Sony's hand.

“Assalammu'alaikum darling.” My next.

 

“Waalaikum greetings, my dear little girl.” Sony rattled my hair and smiled sweetly.

 

I walked, put my feet quickly into the bus. Looks like everyone's watching me. Many cheered because they just finished watching a romantic drama. Some also see me as unhappy. Who else if not Widya and Ega.

 

SONY.

Deck, may you always be in the protection of God when I am not beside you. May God bring us together at the right time. It's hard, it's hard for me to part with you. But I have to keep smiling, I have to stay strong even though my heart is fragile. I don't want you to be sad to see me.

I hope, you'll always remember me Dek. I will miss you very much here.

 

Sony waved her hand as the bus began to walk away, Vania who was sitting in the back seat still watched Sony's smile and replied to the wave as a farewell. The smile engraved on the lips of the two was very clear even though the tears continued to flow.

 

Sony started riding his bike, towards the simple house that he had felt for the last few days that Vania was next to him. Along the way Sony felt his heart was very troubled. Her tears just fell.

 

Son, why are you so whiny. You're so exaggerated, only this time you're crying over women. You've only been left for a little while, Son, just for a little while. Not forever. What's got you worried about? You can still call, you can still send messages at any time. Then what is the reason that makes you more anxious?! Sony's heart continues to struggle with its own thoughts.

 

At the same time, Vania lamented her grief.

 

VANIA.

Mas, I don't know why I have to be this sad. Just now that I left you, my longing was already flogging in my heart. Everything I felt during this time, momentarily became a memory. Hopefully we will be united. Wait for me, I'll come back with the same love. May God always bless our steps. Healthy is always my great man. I love you so much.

Vania's tears grew sobbing as she recalled the happy times she spent with Sony. Hugged the doll gave his man to cover his face that was wet with tears, so as not to look one of his friends. Luckily he sat in the back seat with Dina.

 

“Van, already dong don't cry constantly. You'd better call Sony, let's make it. If you hear his voice it must be relieved.” Said Dina trying to calm me down.

 

“How can I talk to him Din, my voice just raspy like this. Heavy breath. What's there is making me sad.”

 

“Ya you've slept. See, others are already very good.” Pointing to the front seat.

 

“You're the one who slept Din. I want to see the path.” Reply reasoned.

 

I opened my phone, opened the green application with the logo of the phone, I typed a short message to Mas Sony.

 

“Mas, are you home? What are you doing now?”

 

Online

 

“Mas just got home Dek,” reply.

 

“I think of you Mas,”

 

“There is not yet an hour of time already missed Deck...”

 

“I also don't know Mas why I can miss you so soon.”

 

“Just sleep Deck, so as not to always think of Mas. And don't cry on, ugly know, you crybaby.”

 

How did Sony know I was crying?

“I'm not crying Mas. I'm just daydreaming.” Answer lies.

 

“Adik lied, knowing that if Adik kept crying, it would make Mas not calm. Already yes, try to think of the parents in their house missing you more Deck. Now you have to try to be happy. Okay?!”

 

“Iya Mas, I'll try it.”

 

“So a smart kid huh Dek, study diligently. Don't think about men. Not okay. He he,”

 

“Siap Boss.” I can smile quickly, a little relieved. I have to be excited. Why grieve continues, there is no point either.

 

Seriate....

 

 

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