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Povs. Yanna.

Deciding to make peace with the past is difficult and very difficult, with anger and disappointment very deep with the closest people.

It can be forgiving, but it is hard to forget. Not that we can be like before because we have forgiven, relationships will not be able to return to how they were when they were so close. There will be a bit of distance, even though we've tried to be fine.

Though, difficult.

Don't blame the one-sided. All that is also not the will of sister-in-law, mem*kosa mother Nana. And all, pure accident. The accident that resulted in sister brother, disconnected Brotherhood. And cause misunderstandings. And it's hard for parents to side with whom.

People are heavily drunk, easily tempted by lust and also easily angry.

But over time and maturity, maybe they're a little conscious. And slightly lower the ego for the sake of kindness and the pleas of the woman who has conceived and cared for him lovingly.

Nothing is different. Everything is the same, no one takes sides and no one stands up for truth or wrongdoing. Enough of their own problems, but if it has been too long. Parents will not be able to keep quiet. Get involved so that everything can be okay. Do not want to dissolve in sadness or even in a fight so long.

Do not waste family time just because of selfishness.

Tonight, Rama granted his mother's request. Come with me and the kids to my mom's house. Attend an invitation to mama's dinner together.

The face of Rama as usual, nothing changed from his expression.

Flat and quiet.

No need to ride a car, just ride my motor matic with Naufal sitting in front. Mama-in-law's house is only different from the complex, no need to ride a car and certainly also not going anywhere after going to the mother's house.

Warmly welcomed Mama, who was waiting impatiently in front of the open door. Looking behind my mom. There is a brother-in-law and also his wife, welcoming our presence.

Replying to sister-in-law's wife's smile warmly. I think my mom told me about our coming to her house. Until then my sister-in-law's wife was so enthusiastic. Maybe because my sister-in-law's wife and I have met and also had a conversation accidentally collided with each other at the supermarket.

But it's different from my sister-in-law's expression. Just like my husband. Silent and very difficult to guess his gaze.

And when he looked at Nana.

And it turns out, the face of sister-in-law is too similar to Nana. Very obvious. Maybe too hate while pregnant Nana, or just want to admit if it's true her son.

The boy who made him regret.

" You came too, son?" Mama, hugging Mas Rama. It was like a long time ago I never met.

" Because of Mama." replied Mas Rama.

" Thank you dear." A beautiful smile adorns the lips of my mother-in-law. " Let's go in Yan, Mama Sama Anggun has cooked a lot today. Special also for family dinner." Imbuh mama with spirit.

My sister-in-law's wife, Mbak Anggun. A beautiful name, just like her face.

" Yes ma." I answered smiling, looking at each other with Anggun ma'am looking at me with a smile. I smile back gracefully.

" Silver, Naufal. Salim used to be son of aunty with Om." My orders, made Naufal nod. But not with Nana.

His gaze was so angry with the man before him.

" Nana?" Call Mas Rama, make Nana turn towards his papa.

Rama just smiled and nodded. I could see the look on Nana's face, just resigned and did not want to rebel when Mas Rama told him.

Switching to Ryan. Stares met each other, seeing Brother-in-law hesitating to extend a hand. Between fear or guilt for what he did. Anggun Mbak touched Ryan's arm, with a smile Mas Ryan finally reached out to Nana. Replicating Mas Ryan quickly and turning towards his Papa.

Grasping Papa Rama's hand, as if Nana shows that she is more affectionate with Papa Rama.

Surely the heart hurts when you see the child is more familiar with others. But it's his fault, and it's impossible to blame a kid like Nana.

Started stiff back, not like the beginning of the meet. Which just flows, without coercion. Maybe not feel confident dealing with a prospective brother-in-law. Or because of Rama.

Mama and Mbak Anggun, really prepared so much dinner and was perfect for our arrival.

So enthusiastic mom and also happy for the night together with her children and daughter-in-law and grandchildren.

Like for so long, my mother-in-law has not eaten with her family. Serving his sons with affection. Daughters-in-law banned to help meyani son and grandson. Me and Mbak Anggun are served wholeheartedly as well. Nothing is different between son and daughter-in-law.

" Mom is happy to be able to gather dinner together like this.Mama's sons, daughters-in-law and grandchildren. If you can, you want it like this every week or every day. Mama's sad to eat alone." Thought Mama.

I can feel how lonely Mama is in a house this big by herself. Without her children who are married and out of her house because they want to live independently.

Maybe later I will also be like a mother-in-law, if my children are big and already have a partner for life.

And I imagined my mother, who would live in a sigit higher education in the city.

My mom must be lonely too.

The old days will be solitude, when the children are happy.

" Mommy just wants you to take care of each other, love each other like before. Do not take them to live a new life. Mama is tired, mama also wants to live peacefully with her daughter-in-law and granddaughter. That's all the requests in your old age." Its effects.

Feel deep to make mbak Anggun down. glisten with tears. I could not hear the words of my mother-in-law.

Maybe what is felt mbak Anggun very heavy, no longer able to stand up in front of everyone.

Losing an only child is like losing half of his soul. Which is very difficult to describe. Maybe this was fate, or a reply from God because of the actions of her husband long ago. To make a child part with his mother forever.

" I'm sorry Ram. Sorry for what I did before." Mas Ryan said, staring at Mas Rama with reddened eyes. " I'm wrong, can't be a wise, kind brother and also an irresponsible man."

I saw Rama staring at his brother.

" Nana? Take the sister into the room yes, the sister looks sleepy." My orders go to Nana, who doesn't want my daughter to hear adult conversations.

The truth is Nana also already knows, where the adult talks. Between his father, his biological father and his grandmother.

Nana nodded, obeying my orders. walked with Naufal to the room above first. While me. I don't want to leave Mas Rama, who probably won't be able to hold back his anger when he sees his brother.

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