Throes

Obviousness.

Povs. Yanna.

Weakness of parents, there is in the child. And the happiness of the child is in the parents. And that's what I'm seeing now and what I'm going through being a parent. Not only did I experience it, but so did Rama. Experiencing the same, the role of being the sole parent of a child who is not his flesh and blood.

For the first time, I saw Rama crying. For the first time I saw Mas Rama was fragile, but tried hard in front of the child. And I saw Mas Rama, so loving a child who was not his flesh.

A very sincere darling.

And I was lucky to get Mas Rama, who loved children, and loved him wholeheartedly, including him who loved my son too, Naufal was still a little stiff when he met him and did not want to call him papa. Mas Rama remained patient and had no problem with Om's call from my son's lips.

The secret that Mas Rama and his mother had hidden from Nana, was revealed accidentally when his brother brought back the past of Rama. And Nana heard it when she was going to the kitchen to get some cold water.

Nana clearly heard all the words of her Grandmother's sister.heard all the stories of Mas Rama's past and heard who his biological father was.

Om Ryan, is he my parents.

About Ryan? Who is that man and what is his relationship with Nana and Mas Rama. And I saw clearly the change in the face of Mas Rama who blushed when he heard the name of the man, as if there was a grudge and also the anger that he always craved for the man named Ryan.

There's nothing I don't know about Mas Rama and Ryan.

I who saw the change Mas Rama immediately approached him.Touching the shoulder of Mas Rama, making Mas Rama turned towards me along with Nana.

" What story again? Mama's forgotten about it?" I said, lying not to know what was being talked about between son and father.

" This is why Mama's daughter cries? It's what Papa's been doing." I said back, rubbing Nana's wet cheeks.

" Not in anything with Papa, Ma?" Answer Nana.

And I get it, Nana's not ready to tell me everything. But at least, Nana's face was already relieved when she expressed her sadness and problems to her Papa.

" Convinced? Why aren't you Nana?" I asked once more, making Nana nod a smile.

" When it's up to mama's daughter to cry.nih, nih."

" Pardon Ma. Holy hooch! It hurts." Pekik Mas Rama with a smile. Whether it is sick or amused, when I pinch the chest*nya.

" Where is anyone sick." My lips half-hold a smile. Making mas Rama smile teasingly at me and turning to eye-coding on Nana.

Uh.. What does this mean?

My hand on the pull of Mas Rama made me fall on the mattress and Son and father compact tickled my waist to make me squirm and laugh because of the actions of children and fathers.

" Haha... Forgive me geez! Cheating ih!!" My love, almost crying out incessantly from Mas Rama and Nana.

" It's Papa's turn!!" Nana exclaimed, I nodded quickly.

with Nana switched already overstretched the body of Mas Rama and began to tickle the body of his Papa. I did not waste the opportunity that had escaped and reply tickled the waist of Mas Rama.

For a moment I can make the boy and the father laugh again.forget the misunderstanding between Nana and Mas Rama.

" Already, already. It's night." It's night." I said, making Nana and Mas Rama look at me. And turn to look at the clock, which already points to the number ten.

" Sleeping in Mama's and Papa's room, baby, Sister Naufal has slept in Mama Papa's room." I asked Nana.

Without waiting for a long time, Nana nodded quickly and smiled brightly on her lips.

" Come Papa's fat. Poor Mama, it's already carrying the sister." Mas Rama said and carried Nana like a spoiled koala boy until I was anxious, scrambling my daughter's hair.

I don't need to talk about who Nana is anymore. It's over and closed to start a new story. And I'm not going to force Mas Rama to tell you who Om Ryan is and who Nana's mother is. Let Mas Rama who will tell his own story if Mas Rama is ready.

The bed was wide enough for the four of us to sleep together. Nana beside me and Naufal beside Mas Rama.

" Good night Ma? Miss you." Nana smiled.

" Good night dear Nana. Miss you too." I answered, kissing Nana's forehead while patting Nana's thigh.

" Love you." Mas Rama said, holding my hand gently.

" Love you too." I answered, with my eyes that began to shut while returning the hand of Mas Rama.

I woke up, feeling Nana's movements in Naufal's arms and arms holding Nana.

I looked at the wall clock, still pointing at the number two in the morning. My eyes want to close again when I see the side of Naufal that there is no Mas Rama there.

Where is Mas Rama?

I allowed Naufal's sleep, gave a bolster barrier between Nana and Naufal, and covered their bodies before moving out of bed to find Mas Rama.

I searched Rama's mas in the living room, there was no Rama mas there and searched the family room was not there. I climbed the stairs to the top floor and saw Mas Rama sitting on the sofa sipping a cigarette with the window open.

" Daddy?" Call me, make Mas Rama turn towards me.

" Why wake up?" Mas Rama asked, turning off the cigarette was still a lot left when he saw me walking towards him.

I saw the cigarette pack open and just one cigarette in it and turned to the ashtray that had so many nipples.

Did Rama spend a pack of cigarettes?

" One, don't want to be spent again?" My toot.

Not dislike, it's just that I don't want Mas Rama's health to be bad because cigarettes can kill him slowly.

" here?" Mas Rama ordered me to sit next to him. I complied and sat next to him, who smelled of cigarette smoke on his body.

" My clothes smell like cigarettes. I'll be out of this for a second." Mas Rama said half grimaced and took off his shirt, which was now bare-chested.

It still looks sad.

A little aghast when the head of Rama mas sleeps on my lap. " I can't sleep Yan." Mas Rama Lirih.

" Why?" I asked, while rubbing the head of Mas Rama. " Are you thinking about Nana?"

" Yes, I'm also afraid to tell Nana about her mother." He answered, closing my eyes and squeezing my knees.

" Don't tell Nana that it hurts so much. And don't make Nana even more angry and hate her father." I said.

" But that man should deserve to hate his son. Because that man made his mother suffer and die." Rama replied in anger.

Nana's mother suffered because of her father and made her die?

" Nana's mother died within two hours of giving birth to Nana." Imbuh Mas Rama's.

" Daddy?"

" I know? I shouldn't make a son hate his father. But, I would not be willing if one day his father came and took it from me. I don't want that Yan. Because he has no more children at this time. " Sela Mas Rama.

" What do you mean by Rama?" I asked who did not understand what Mas Rama said.

" Nana's father is my sister. And Nana's mother was my future wife.she raped Nana's mother while heavily drunk. And he didn't want to take responsibility for his mistakes, because he already had a wife and children that time." Jawan Mas Rama's. It makes me surprised to hear it.

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