Throes

The pain of Nana

Rama's decision was already unanimous, although he was stamped as an ungodly son to his mother. Rama does not care, and will have no effect on his mind and heart.

It's not hard, but it's a choice. Because the heart still hurts when it comes to dealing with the past. And fortunately, again his mother understood and was not angry with him, yes even though Rama knew Mama was a little disappointed with his decision to leave his mother's house.

" Yanna's house is not far from your mother's house, it is still the same one housing. It's just a complex difference."

" Please mama don't be angry with Rama, not Rama don't love mama. Not ma? But she must want to be with Mama."

" It's been enough mama's law him, and enough mama's been saving miss mama with him. I know that my mom is also very upset with him, want to stay with him again. But, sorry ma. I can't stay with him. You know how I am."

" I have forgiven him ma? But my heart is not yet fully healed. I saw Nana again. Sick ma? It hurts."

" Rama promised, will not forbid Yanna to go to the house of the same mama Nana and Naufal. Every day, they're going to mom's house."

" Some day I'll tell Nana the truth, before Nana knows anyone else."

Again and again, Mama Rama could not get in the way of her youngest son's wishes. Mama Rama nodded, allowing her son to live independently with his wife and children. Not wanting to force him to persevere, as stubborn his son would definitely remain reckless in doing so.

And there was a point, it was enough for him to punish his eldest son. Sending her away from him and never meeting her eldest son for six years. Just by phone communication without meeting in person.

Even so Mama Rama is still fair in giving affection and attention to her eldest son and youngest. Yes although much Mama Rama poured unfortunately on Rama and turned to Nana, his first grandchild who was full of crying.

This afternoon, Mama Rama came to the new house of his son and daughter-in-law who will be in the house later tonight. Rama had already brought some clothes of himself and Nana in his new home. And had neatly arranged the rooms of his children on the second floor, while his room and Yanna were on the lower floor. Now for home purposes, Rama will hand it over to Yanna.

The house is simple, much more magnificent than the house of his mother.even so the house of his labor is very comfortable.

" Later let mama find a maid for you Yan, let you not be tired." Mama said, sitting on the living room couch.

" When can you not stay, Ma?" Yanna.

" Why?" Mama Rama asked frowning.

" I just want to be Ma's housewife. I don't work, just want to focus on the kids and husband." Answer Yanna. He is not happy to have to stay at home without doing any activities.

" Yes I've been looking for mothers who work until the afternoon. Mommy, the same iron is cleaning the house." Said Mama Rama. " I don't need a baby sister anymore." Its effects.

" No need Ma? Now there's me who nemenin Nana school later." Yanna said, making Mama Rama smile.

" Yes, Nana said she wanted to go to school at her mother's shuttle. You can walk together with your mother." Mama Rama said, remembering her grandson's words. Who wants to be like his friends.

" Want to stay here?" Rama asked, descending from the stairs after escorting his children into his room. And leave it in the room as they begin to play along.

" Mama just go home? Next time, take it." Answer Mama. "Don't forget your promise Ram. every Saturday, your grandchildren should stay at your home until Monday." Its trunk. Makes Rama tick.

" Yes Ma?Aye." Yeah." Rama answered, How many times has his mother reminded him of his promise.

While inside the second-floor room, Nana and Naufal were coloring the picture. In the residence Nana returned with her gloomy face. Not because of the presence of Naufal, nor fear of his affection for Naufal. But the reality that her grandmother and her father had been hiding all this time made her sad and always remembered in her brain.

" Sad mom?" Ask again.make Nana shake her head with teary eyes.

" Don't cry anymore?" Naufal said, rubbing Nana's dewy eyes.

During the two days with Nana, Naufal did not see Nana's cheerful face like he first met at the wedding of Mama and Om Rama. Many of his gloomy and sad faces were shown to him by Nana. But not shown to Mama and Om Rama. Who tried to smile and cheer as usual.

" You still want to be my brother, right?" Lirih Nana's.

" Yes." Yeah." Answer Naufal.

" I'm not Papa Rama's son." He asked again, making Naufal speechless.

" No, no." Lirih Nana, with tears coming back.

" Want?" Quickly answer Naufal and wipe back Nana's eyes.

This little boy still did not understand what Nana said, but seeing his new mother crying made Naufal not have the heart. and quickly replied 'Mau', because Naufal did not want Nana to cry.

" Promise?" Nana said. advancing the little finger in front of Naufal.

The word 'Promise', no need Naufal ask Nana what a promise is. Because Naufal already know the word 'Promise' ever taught by mama, grandmother and om Sigit.

" Promise?" Naufal replies, wrapping his little finger around Nana's little finger with a fluffy smile. Makes Nana smile. At least Nana can be a little calm when there are friends who want to comfort her in her sadness.

I don't know where Nana knows she is not the boy she's been calling papa. Who had given him affection, and also spoiled him wholeheartedly.

If someone else said he wasn't Papa Rama's son, Nana wouldn't believe it. But these? from a person who is very close and very fond of him when he knows he is not the son of Papa Rama.

Want to get angry, of course. Want to ask Papa Rama directly, of course you want to. But Nana was afraid that it was true. And how his heart will be, accept the reality of the lips of papa Rama who is true he is not his son. Not his biological son, but the biological son of a man who only met him once on vacation with his grandmother's extended family without Papa Rama beside him.

" Of Ryan."

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