THIRD WIFE AND SECOND HUSBAND

* MY SCREAM IN A CRY. *

"Gue don't know what they obrolin bastie. coz kan lu tau Vit music so fast that it sounds they talkin what vit." obviously my best friend who makes a little me a little disappointed.

"Yes Cha Maxi is the info. "

"But what I noticed when they were chatting normally Vit, there is no affection, you do not worry if they like there is no serious relationship really. " I just smiled at my best friend across the street.

"It's not about that bastie, the problem is there is slander me and now mas Arif is angry so much that he doubts my son who was born not his flesh blood. "

"Seriously lu Vit? " my best friend's voice was too loud because he was surprised to hear my explanation to make my ears a little sore.

"Crazy your voice so tight Cha ears I got sick neh with the sound of you screaming. "

"Sorry Vit I reflect its horror, try to explain to me about the slander who knows I can help your problems. "

I explained from the beginning the attitude of mas Arif that changed during my pregnancy to Easter and lastly about the photo that made me sick because there was no trust from a husband anymore.

"Crazy for people who are not very useful to try to make photos that make your household angry, so, you calm down bastie I will definitely find out who the people who have the intention to destroy your household as well as Arif. "

"Makasi ya Cha and help me Cha. I don't know how else to make proof of this truth. I hope very much with you Cha. "

I could only hear a voice that always calmed me down every time my heart was agitated. He was a friend but like a brother to me.

czech...

The sound of my bedroom door being opened by some sisters and control doctors who would check my condition, then I quickly ended my conversation with my best friend on my mobile phone.

"Good day ma'am how is she doing now? is it better than Easter, right mom? any complaints, ma'am? " i just smiled at the doctor's question.

"I'd better doc. When will I be able to go home and bring my daughter doc? "

"So soon ma'am I check first the state of the mother and her baby." replied the doctor guard while checking the pulse on my wrist tangab.

"Mommy has improved the mother's child is also healthy, today you can go home after completing the administration is yes ma'am.who wants to take care of her in the lobby of the mom? " i'm confused how I can walk to take care of all that while there's no way I should be pacing back and forth for something like that.

" All I'm done is doc. So my wife and kids can go home right now, right doc? " i turned towards the doorway and I saw who the owner of the voice was.

"Of course you can sir, I briefly make a prescription first to redeem sir. "the doctor grabbed a piece of paper given by one of the nurses who followed him.

After writing down some of the prescription drugs that I had to take, the doctor gave a piece of prescription paper to Arif and he received his prescription.

Not many words from me just staring at him without me asking at length to my husband.

"Thank you doctor. "

After a moment of silence because this heart still feels disappointed in him, until I realized there was no whereabouts of my mother in the hospital.

"Where are you? why isn't my mom in this hospital to pick me up? " tanya I broke the awkward feeling because of the circumstances.

"Mamah I told him to go home first deck, because like him he looks tired very less rest. "

My things are done to my husband without staring at me again.

"I just want my mommy to pick me home. "hate also the disappointment that makes me reluctant to linger beside the man.

"You don't be selfish deck, your lady looks deck bad. "

I just quietly looked at the sky of the hospital room, looking at it with an empty gaze.the feeling in the mind as if mixed between love, hate and disappointment all become one in this niche of the heart.

drrrrtt.

Arif's mobile phone vibrated marked there was an incoming call and I accidentally saw the name that called Arif's mas number.

But there was no answer to the incoming call on his cell phone until someone across the street just kept calling my husband's phone.

"Why don't you pick up your phone? is it because of me that you dare not pick up the phone from the woman? " mas Arif did not answer my question even cuek while taking care of my things that will be brought home.

"I want to go home now. You don't need to take me home mas. as good as you samperin only him if indeed in your heart there is a sense stored for him. "

I got off the hospital bed and grabbed what he was holding to pack my things.

"Later we will talk at the deck house, do not be here so as not to disturb other patients. Now you lie down first let all your goods I pack it. "

"Thank you, but I don't want to bother you and as soon as we end our household, I've been hurt and disappointed by your attitude and treatment. "

Mas Arif just looked at me but was reluctant to talk then he steps his feet up to the door of this hospital room.

While in the doorway he just turned to look at me briefly although still silent no words from him.

I just sighed harshly with his attitude that I no longer recognize, the husband who should take care of me and spoil me now all just a fantasy.

I was disappointed and heartbroken to want her sense of yelling to spill all of my anger and resentment at this moment.

"O Lord, be strong in all your trials. "my cry in a cry that I can no longer hold and flow as I please.