
"Mas.". "my voice broke right into the sunyian among us, there was no answer from her as I called her just a sad look from her eyes.
"Why are you the same as me? "
Still no answer from her just back to look at me cynically. I increasingly do not understand what is with her until like this gaze on me.
"Did I make a mistake with you? please be clear to me? " i asked again because there was no answer from the man's lips.
He did not answer but exclaimed his cellphone, the more confused I was with his attitude that was indifferent and indifferent to me, really no longer I know the figure of a man who used to always make my heart beat.
Mas Arif gave up his cell phone on me, the more I didn't understand why he didn't answer my question but he gave me his phone instead.
"You saw it in my hanpon gallery and please you're clear to me what the photo means." Mas Arif's gaze was so cold on me
I received and opened one of the applications that surprised me when I saw there were some photos that I did not understand and I could not explain to him.
"What is this mas? I don't know what that means, where did you get these photos? "
"You don't need to know where I got the picture from on the deck. "again the man looked at me cynically as if disappointed as he felt right now.
"All I ask is please be clear about all this to me. "I'm just confused how I can give an explanation while I don't feel like doing it.
"I'm sorry I don't understand how to explain it because I don't feel like I'm in those pictures. " the man only gave his cynical smile as if he could not believe my words.
"How could you possibly say that deck? " i'm getting confused as to what to say to her.
"While it is clear that you were in the photo with another man. "now I look into his eyes I no longer find his trust.
"Oath to our daughter, I don't feel like I'm in that picture. "
"Don't you ever swear on my daughter or that child isn't my son? " My bloodless wound is like a sharp dagger when I hear Arif's words.
I could no longer bear the spilled tears representing a pain so deep that I felt like I was short of breath over the doubt of the man who had now become my betel husband.
"You doubt my baby? did you realize your words just now, huh?! " no less I jolt my words until I don't realize my screams invite the people who pass by.
"Yes, I realize I was betrayed by you"
"Yes...! " my words stopped when the nurse came into my room.
"What's this about? please don't make a fuss in the hospital sir, your voice disturbs the peace of the other patients. "medium sister quarrels between us.
"Sorry sus if we have made another calm disturbed." mas Arif immediately apologized to the sisters so as not to return our quarrel continued.
"Why do you want to survive to support your baby? how to work krmbali in mba Wiwin stalls? that so? "
"I beg you to stay with me now mas, I want to be calm mas, if you continue to accuse me, I can not be calm giving the best breast milk for my son. "
"Well, I'm going to get out of here.You're calm I'm going to keep you and the baby, even if it's not my flesh and blood, but because I love you so much."
Mas Arif went to step his feet up to the doorway staring at me, now I grimace holding back a deep pain, deep pain, can't believe the slander and the accusations on me and my baby left a scratch that hurt.
In a circle of tears that just dripped on my cheek remembered my best friend who was still working in a Wiwin mba stall. I immediately reached for my phone and looked for the contact number I was headed.
tuuuttt....
There was no answer from my best friend, although I was desperate I did not know how I gave the truth to the vicious slander negotiations. crying is all I can do right now.
drrrtt....
I reached for my phone how happy it was when someone I hoped would call me back when I didn't pick up the phone from me.
"Hallo... "
"Yes what's wrong Bestie.. kangen yes you're the same me? " there was a response from someone I hoped would make my heart a little relieved.
"Cha... You want to be honest not with me? "
"Why bastie? is there anything serious? if I guess you're crying, why Vit? " there was a worried voice from my best friend that made me hesitate to ask my current situation.
"Cha... as long as I have not worked anymore in mba Wiwin stall, do mas Arif like to visit dateng in mba Wiwin stall? "
Silence has no answer from my best friend, as if someone is hiding and afraid to speak the truth from my best friend.
"Cha.. I beg you to be very honest with me Cha, this is for the sake of my household Cha. "just the sound of rough breathing from my best friend.
"If I'm honest you don't get mad ya Vit. I don't want you to fuss what else is interfering with your health that will impact the same child you Vit. " it sounded like his hesitation to be frank with my best friend.
"Iya Cha. I need reassurance Cha. just calm I promise will be okay with my son Cha. " I try to give certainty that everything is fine even though I know I am not good at the moment.
"As long as you don't work here anymore, Arif likes to come here and d befriend Rina Vit, many are looking for you here they all feel to lose lu Vit. "
"What are they talking about Cha? I mean between mas Arif and Rina. what during the Arif mas with Rina there is a strange thing between them chatting. "I am increasingly curious and need an accurate explanation from my best friend.