THIRD WIFE AND SECOND HUSBAND
* COLLAR *
Nine months ago I was pregnant, the days were more tense when counting the days to prepare for the birth of my first child.
There was no effect during my pregnancy as a wife and mother-to-be, felt empty when Arif mas often left me in the evening sunyian.
As if not wanting the presence of his first child, a slightly indifferent attitude makes me more doubt about his personality.
Someone who was always there and full of attention for love and affection now I no longer reach from him.
I don't know why it started slowly because Arif seemed to stay away from me, even though I tried to keep thinking positive, but my loneliness makes the soul opposite from caring now become indifferent.
"Vita... It's been two days your husband hasn't come home again, where is he? " not only am I suspicious of my mother's gaze as if full of questions.
"don't know, he's not informed of me at all. "
"Didn't you try to call his cell phone, mamah afraid when you say your child he has no son. "so worried about my situation to look anxious face my mother.
"Yes, you'll call him again, who knows when he's busy."
"Yes, I'll try Vita's phone again." My mother returned to the tv room, at first glance, so worried about my current situation.
A romantic marriage is always a dream of women, what else when it contains her baby which is always pampered by her partner if we want something.
But it doesn't apply to me hope is only a shadow, romantic attitude and affection for me slowly begins to erode.
I don't know who was wrong until I got used to solitude, revenge and hate are now starting to grow in my heart when the pain is deep.
"Aduuuhh...why with my stomach. "there was pain and pain in my stomach cold sweat suddenly spread all over my body.
"Maaaaaahhhh.. pleasein Vita. " I was stunned by so much liquid coming out of my sensitive area.
"What's up, son.? " my mother glared at my current state.
"you want to say Vita. "my mother panicked and immediately asked the neighbors for help to take me immediately to the hospital so that I did not lack fluids.
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Arriving at the hospital I was immediately taken to the delivery room, my mother continued to try to contact my husband who had no news for two days.
"Where is the man, as if there is no worry at all to his wife who will say right. "my mother grumbled annoyed trlfonnya not even raised by her daughter-in-law.
drrrrrtt....
my phone rang, my mother quickly pressed the green button to receive the call of the person who some time in contact with my mother.
"Hello... Assalamualaikum deck, what is the deck; " mas Arif did not think that some time the phone from my phone was my mother.
"Walaikum salam nak Arif, maad this mom who is felfon using Vita's phone. "
"Oh yes what is ma'am, sorry just can call back bu again the way home I ma'am. "
"Well my mah goes straight to the hospital now. "when my mother explained the existence of the hospital that is currently handling me for delivery mas Arif quickly to the hospital.
In the delivery room I fought hard for my baby, although not accompanied by my husband, but I remained optimistic that I could fight alone for the birth of my first child.
Although I struggled alone to keep seeing my baby until the angel I was waiting for was finally born safely and no less physical anything.
"Alhamdulillah.the baby girl mom was born safe beautiful like her mother. " the doctor gave my baby into my lap with gratitude I hugged him until tears dripped a pride as well as happiness for me.
"Assalamuslaikum.". "we turned to see someone who came in saying greetings, I just stared at his cynics there was no smile for him.
"I'm sorry I've come to the new deck, I have a lot of work and I can't leave it. "obviously the man still doesn't make my heart melt.
My silence makes her even more guilty I hate her so much, this heart feels dead while fighting alone for the birth of her child.
"The father of Vita's husband's mother? " the doctor's voice broke into a silence between me and Arif.
"Yes ma'am doctor there is something I can do ma'am, how is my son ma'am? " mas Arif saw a tiny baby in my lap.
"His baby is a girl sir, born healthy no less anything, beautiful like her mother.please at the adzan right sir because no one has complained to her sir. " the doctor gave me a code to give my baby to his father.
I gave my baby and greeted with a happy smile on the lips of Arif, slowly he was near the face of the baby and began whispering the sound of adhan in the ears of our daughter.
While in her father's arms my daughter cried looking for something she could reach with her tiny lips.
"Oh.. it turns out that the father's son thirsty yes. mimi milk used to be the same mamah" mas Arif gave up his daughter's return so that I could give the best ASI.
I immediately welcomed my daughter back in my lap and gave her the best ASI for her.
Feeling annoyed and hateful to my husband for a moment I released first so that when I breastfeed my son does not disturb him for calm.
Not long after my daughter was fast asleep, I looked at the tiny face of my daughter who was fast asleep with no burden and deep thoughts in comfort.
czech....
"Excuse me ma'am sorry our baby moved to another room so as not to disturb his sleep. "the nurse took my son and took him from my lap, I just nodded the little sign that I agreed.
"Have been given breast milk for the baby mom?, "asked one of the sisters who checked my current situation.
"Had sus, I just gave my daughter until she fell asleep with a slumber. "I explained and came back to welcome the nuns nod as if to understand.
"Yes, stay here first ma'am. "
I just nodded and smiled looking at the nurse who left us in the room.
I look at the handsome face of my husband, the face that used to always make me peaceful and comfortable when with him.
The face that always makes me miss when not to meet her, but now different flavors that once existed slowly began to disappear from her indifference in the days to my pregnancy.
