
"Well, "when I looked at the mother who was staring blankly behind the window of her room, she could not help but hold back tears of disappointment.
Sensing the mistake that made the clear feather fall in the recesses of my mother's pias face, with a tremble I touched the shoulder of my owner of heaven.
My mother turned her gaze so sharp to me as if talking about disappointment and heartache with the sins I had committed.
"I'm sorry Vita mah... "
A close embrace touched my body, with tears unable to speak any more words on my mother's lips.
"No son. Mamah should apologize for not being able to guard and guide you on the right path. "
"Gak mah, mamah has also guided me to the path that should be. Vita is the child who does not hold the promises and trust that has been given to Vita. "
I looked at my old mother's face, with a deep gaze as if reading a disappointed stain on my mother's line
"Maaahhh. rest, Vita's prayer is the best mah. "just a small nod given to me and then step towards his old bed.
I helped to lay her body down, and blanket it so that her body is always warm which is now starting to be frail.
"If you need anything mamah call Vita yes, do not do it yourself without Vita. "no words from my mother just look at me for a moment and then close her eyes.
I could not take too long to look at my mother's face, with tears running away from my mother's room, but that was all I could feel now.
Anyone will never want to see the future of his baby destroyed, but like whatever the circumstances of his child a mother will never escape sin and his sincere affection.
Although tarnished his good name and feel failed in educating his baby, will always be the best sincere prayer for his children even though the child is too disappointing.
So even my mother who always pray and give you sincere affection, and will always be a supporter in every step I take.
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Two days have I promised mas Arif, to propose me even though only betel marriage that man can so that my baby is not considered one eye existence later if he was born.
There were not many people present in my house, because only a few families who witnessed my wedding.
I was in makeup, but still did not fade my beauty.
"It should be your marriage in the title of Vita in a big way, not like this. "smooth me in the heart. There is a sense of disbelief also even though only betel marriage at the end of it I married too.
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"Are you ready, son?" my mother came to break my daydreams to give me a momentary daydream.
"Where's Arif? why haven't you been here to keep your promise, son?" the anxiety on my mother's face seemed to be afraid if the man wanted to recite his promise.
"Walaikumsalam." said some brothers also penghulu and stared at the source of the voice.
"Mate ahead first yes son, you prepare and do not dream much into the pity of your baby later. " I just nodded and smiled as my mother stepped her feet out of my room.
Mas Arif approached my mother and did not forget to kiss her back and give up some peper back that he brought for his hand.
"Are you ready for the show?" greet my father to my mother,
my mom just gave me a code to swoop a little and her steps back to my room to take me out of the room.
"Let's go son. The event will start soon. "I was led by my mother to go out of the room and sit in front of the nightstand by the man's side.
"Although your mackup is only simple but you are always beautiful on the deck. "the man's gaze ceaselessly looks at me until my red hue restrains embarrassment.
"A ready? " again pengupulu mengasan kan membuyarkan mas Arif gaze until changed to look at pak penghulu.
"Already sir. "
"Well we start yes. "pengulu father invites mas Arif to shake his hand and signal that there is no tension.
"Brother Arif Prakoso." call pengpenulu sir
"Yes, I sir" replied Mas Arif firmly.
"I marry and control you, Arif Prakoso Bin Sulaiman Abidin, with a golden dowry of one hundred and seventy-five grams in cash.
"I accept marriage and kawainnya Vita Dwira Putri Binti Qilfiyan Anggara with a dowry in the form of gold weighing one hundred and seventy-five in cash. "
With the smooth mas Arif uttered his kobul ijab stamped sign and obstacle of anything firmly and loudly.
"How's witness? LEGITIMATE? " then pengulu asked the witnesses for his testimony is valid or not.
"SAH..". "witnesses declared our legitimacy as a couple even though only marriage on a white sheet of paper but it was enough for me to continue a sacred bond.
"Allhamdulillah..". "pak pengupulu and others expressed gratitude and pray that our household mawadah sakinah and get descendants sholeh and sholeha.
"Amen...... " I thanked and fulfilled my first obligation as a couple after I kissed the back of my husband's hand and my forehead on the kiss as a sign we had been legitimate as a Halal couple in the eyes of Religion.
After the kabul Ijab event, we asked for my mother's blessing,in because of the parents of Arif whose words no longer exist so we just sungkeman to his uncle mas Arif present d our sacred event.
My mother hugged me tightly as if she had not sincerely seen and watched my unworthy marriage because of my young age and also who was only married religiously even though it was declared valid and no longer commit adultery against my sins in the world.
After I finished apologizing to my mother, it was Arif's turn to kiss the back of my mother's hand and hug my mother's body as if whispering something in my mother's ear for a long time.
"Please take good care of my daughter, don't make her suffer because she's had enough tears of suffering since her father left. " my mother blessed the words before my mother was stunned by the whispers of Arif.