There's No Reason To Survive

Divorced?.

"Yes, I used to come here a lot because I was frustrated with my illness. I thought I wouldn't be able to get married for life if the disease was still there, and even if I got married. Maybe my partner will leave me, because he can't give her perfect happiness." Reply Morgan who also looked straight ahead, saw the beauty of a star-studded night.

Silent, they both drifted into their minds after Morgan's statement.

"That's the case, it turns out that rich people like him also have problems in his life. I think only I have problems like lack of money to take care of Mom and start Rommi school, and also the events of the night that made me very frustrated. But, since that night happened they were present in here. May you be well, dear, mommy will always keep you healthy." A reflexive inner Rossa gently stroked the belly of her queen with a smile, who now no longer looked at Morgan but stared blankly at the spot.

Rossa's activities also managed to attract Morgan's curiosity, because Rossa's face was ceaselessly stroking the belly of the queen.

Morgan recalled that when he and Rossa came home from the Aquarium restaurant, his wife also played the ring she wore into a necklace on her chest like that.

"Why is he stroking his stomach like that and smiling? what is not-not him!?... No, it's not possible. Didn't he just come last night?, yes.. He must be just daydreaming or his stomach is hungry again for eating too little of it." Inner Morgan. He did not want to think too far at this time because he realized, all this time Rossa never returned the word of love that he stated. Even Rossa was just silent when he promised, always there for Rossa until anytime.

"Is it because she thinks our marriage is just a contract? so he doesn't believe everything I've poured out on him?. Well if he doesn't believe in my current feelings, I can start over. I'm gonna end this contract marriage, and chase it all over again." Inner Morgan was firmly determined to pursue Rossa, like Alvan's challenge to her so that Rossa could choose the person she wanted for her own happiness.

"Rossa.."

Said Morgan for the first time in front of his person, by calling the name alone there is no word 'Honey' or 'You' on the person next to him sitting.

The deg!!!.

Rossa's heart was beating very fast, his breathing was choked as if there was no more oxygen in the area. It was the first time Morgan called her name after 2 months of marriage, and it was tonight..

A beautiful night filled with stars and accompanied by the moon at his side, Rossa felt herself and Morgan like lovers who had just been dating because of each other's names.

A shy smile from Rossa's lips escaped just like that, because her heartbeat seemed to be rhythmic. Like hearing music dj that always makes his heart excited, to listen to the voice of Morgan again say his name.

"We're just getting divorced.." Morgan said in a trembling voice, connecting the sentence earlier that called his wife's name.

Duuaarrr.....!💔

The flower-flowered heart had erupted like a new year's fireworks in the air, but Rossa's love fireworks erupted in his heart.

It's ruined! destroyed already that shy smile was no longer in her tiny lips, no more music dj that makes her heart eager to hear her name called again.

There was only the rumbling of breath that tried with all her might to hold back the tears, so as not to fall before her husband.

"A-what-what did you say? ice-rai!?" Rossa asked stammered with a voice that was also no less vibrating than Morgan earlier.

"Hmmm.." Morgan's reply still looked straight ahead, with his head nodding in response to Rossa's question to him.

Rossa looked her face up with tears that almost fell on her, she laughed at the stupidity of her mind that Morgan thought her name was because of the love statement that Morgan always said every time they were together.

"The sooner we get divorced the better, because I want to pursue someone who doesn't believe in my feelings for her. And I want to prove to her that I love her so much with all my body." Morgan continued without hesitation or turned to Rossa.

The deg..!

Rossa's heart was again beating strongly, hearing Morgan's statement to her.

Unknowingly, Rossa's tears had escaped her place in an orderly fashion because she had been able to keep her from coming out, and now she realized that her heart was again hurt by loving in the wrong place!.

"Ah, my eyes are twinkling." Said Rossa covered her face with both palms, because consciously had let out tears that were ceaselessly flowing and pretended that Morgan did not suspect that he was being rebuked.

Morgan was shocked to hear his wife's words, immediately he turned his body in front of Rossa with a crouch folding one foot forward to see his wife's face covered by both hands.

"Don't rub! your eyes will be red." Morgan was worried about his wife.

Hearing her husband's words Rossa increasingly wanted to cry, she was not strong if she continued with her husband now.

"Ahhahaha not ko, later also do it yourself." Rossa's speech neutralizes the words so as not to sound too much crying, and occasionally draws in his snot that also wants to come out of both senses of smell.

"Is that happy that you want to part with me? am I not in your heart right now!?." Inner Morgan.

Morgan now looked up and closed his eyes to Rossa, who he thought was very happy about their divorce.

While Rossa is also mengagis cover his face, hearing the statement of Morgan who wants to quickly divorce with him.

Amidst the silence Morgan's phone rang, breaking the silence accompanied only by the late night wind.

Morgan stood up and grabbed the phone with his pants on, and received the call.

"Yes?.."

"........."

"No problem.."

".........."

"I'll make sure tomorrow you'll be able to handle it."

"...................."

"Well, Vania, you're careful too, I'll pick you up tomorrow."

"Vania?, tomorrow?. Will his brother arrive tomorrow? it's worth it that he wants a quick divorce because his girlfriend will come tomorrow. It turned out like that, would it be good!?. If I get divorced with him my son will survive, and we won't get into any more trouble in the future. Alright Rossa! get rid of this stupid feeling. Since you have children you need to protect in the future, let's get excited for the kids." Inner Rossa. He wiped his tears and neutralized his feelings again, to make it look ordinary.

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"Rossa, tomorrow we'll go to your new house. Do you mind? consider it a gift for our divorce. Because the villa we're in now the owner will be arriving soon tomorrow, so you're moving to a new house in an urban area close to your campus." Said Morgan who was a little jolted, looking at Rossa's eyes that were very moist as if crying.

Rossa smiled, hearing Morgan's words to her.

"No problem, thank you, sir." Reply Rossa.

Degs...

Morgan's heart is beating! because very quickly Rossa called him back to how he was when they first met.

"If you don't mind if we get acquainted before the divorce?, because I don't know at all what your full name is." Morgan looked at his wife's face, which looked puffy and had slightly red eyes.

"No problem sir." Rossa answered and then moved from her seat walking toward Morgan.

"My name is Rossa Ferdias, I'm almost 20 years old." Rossa reached out her hand with a sweet smile.

"Morgan Lois is 25 years old, nice to meet you Miss Rossa." Reply Morgan shook his wife's hand, then pulled Rossa in his arms affectionately.

Their chests were as rumbling as the sky would be a great rain, ready to spill water in the chambers of their hearts tonight.

Silent silence accompanied that night in the night breeze, as both were only immersed in their thoughts each enjoying a possible hug for the last time.

"Jo's gonna take you to the villa to come home, 'cause tonight I have to finish something about the company." Morgan kissed his wife on the forehead, and was taken by Rossa with a smile.

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...Sorry gang's RosGan had to split🤧...