There's No Reason To Survive

There's No Reason To Survive
The Bluish Red Sign.



Rossa opened her eyes slowly, rubbing her several times to clear her still blurry vision. She sat down and turned her face toward the side of the bed next to her husband's bed last night, but no one next to her was empty.


"What time is it now? Aah. It was already noon." muttered Rossa rubbing her face with both hands, after looking towards the window that looked slightly bright. The room looked dark, because Morgan deliberately did not open the window curtain so that Rossa was not glared by the sunlight that entered the room.


Rossa was moving slowly and so slowly walked to the bathroom to clean herself, because her lower side was still so painful. "Gosh!, this is how she feels having a husband!. After the pleasure he gave, the rest of his grief.." said Rossa who still stepped her feet into the bathroom.


Rossa went into a round pool filled with warm water and some therapeutic aromas that he had just added, he felt a little comfortable after soaking.


Rossa's lower side did not hurt much anymore after a long soak, she put on all the treatments available in the room and massaged her own body to loosen her tense muscles.


"My body was all crumbling, really exhausting. The Polar Bear attacked me mercilessly last night even this morning, hais. Is she like other women?" rossa asked herself, imagining Morgan touching another woman, shaking her head. "Well.what am I thinking? she's allergic to women and having sex, maybe it's just me she's not allergic." Rossa said proudly to herself, and smiled happily considering Morgan could not play with other women behind her. "Should I be happy to have a husband like this? he can't even play with another woman, other than me. hehehe." Rossa's laughter is not to worry about her husband cheating on her, nor about making love to other women as she heard from the news before she married Morgan.


"I don't know how to fuck properly to serve her, what.... I have to watch some hot movies first huh.?" rossa murmured, after a while he thought. He realized then hit the pool water, because he began to think vulgar things. "God..! why did I turn into such a perverted woman?" inner Rossa, he sank his head and shouted in the pool water.


After cleaning his body, Rossa went inside the walk in closet to choose the clothes he will use today. "These clothes are all expensive, I remember Silla." inner Rossa, she immediately chose one outfit that she would wear and the shoes that were available were neatly arranged in the room.


Rossa looked for her phone in the bag and pressed the power button on the side of the old-fashioned phone, but it wouldn't turn on. "Like he's run out of batrai." murmured, he took out his cellphone changer from inside his bag. And looking at her new phone that Morgan gave her yesterday along with her wedding book, Rossa smiled again. Looking at her edited photo beside her husband, and unknowingly Rossa kissed her smiling husband's picture very handsome to her.


"I don't know what this feeling is? but. her sense I'm so happy with you." she looked down at her husband's picture in the wedding book, Rossa put her back in her bag and put the bag in the dresser drawer in front of her.


Because her stomach was getting hungry, Rossa began polishing her face in front of the dressing table. He gasped so much at his neck that so many bluish red marks, even he had goosebumps to see it because it was the first time. "Is this the former kiss of the Covered Bear last night? deservedly my neck hurt so much last night, it turns out he did this." muttered Rossa while taking a lot of foundation, he tried to cover it with makeup equipment.


Rossa did not know what to say, because the cosmetic equipment on the dresser was really her favorite. Cosmetics that his mother always bought to care for his face to look always bright and not dull, he did not even know how much the price of cosmetics he used it because he never bought it. "Is this just a coincidence? the cosmetics I wear in the contract and here are the same.?" inner Rossa.


After finishing putting on her face, Rossa looked back at her cell phone and supported her. Once the screen is on, so many voice calls and some messages go unnoticed.


"It turns out mom always came home late last week because the rent hasn't been paid? why don't you tell me, even I'll also work to help her if you know this." Inner Rossa, she also opened a message from her friend Silla. Rossa laughed at the message from her best friend, who was very worried about her. He contacted Silla, to tell her not to worry about him anymore.


"Hallo sill's.."


"Rossaaaa.. Where are you going? 2 Days no news, your phone is also not active. You know, how worried am I about you?." Cerocos Silla was so worried about her best friend Rossa.


"Yes sorry-sorry.. I have some business. Eemh.., what if we meet now in an ordinary place? I want to tell you something." answer Rossa so that his best friend is calm.


"Okay, you owe me an explanation for your absence 2days. You know we had a lesson today with that fierce lecturer? but you are not present, then our value will be zero." snapped Silla.


"Geez, I forgot Sill. Geez what time is it?."


"It was eleven o'clock baby, the hour of study with the fierce lecturer was nine this morning. And we have an opportunity to add value at one hour and 5 pm later. You know, I'm trembling to see what happens because you're not present. Aah.. later I will tell you everything, after we meet." Silla answer at length.


"Okay, I'll go straight to college if so. See you Silla." said Rossa.


"See you Ross." jawap Silla cut off her phone.


Seriate.


Don't forget to keep a trail..😍 Thank you.😘