There's No Reason To Survive

There's No Reason To Survive
Almost Only.



"This is what I'm waiting for from you Morgan, I want you to explain everything so that there is no more closure between us. I just want you to open up to me, not hold on to what you're feeling. And from this moment on I will also be open to you, so that there will be no more misunderstandings between us." Inner Rossa, still lowered her head with the smile she had hidden from her husband.


"Darling,. do you still not believe me that they are our children?." Morgan asked, both hands cupped chubby Rossa's cheeks and raised it for her to see her female face.


But what Morgan saw was a smile on his wife's face, and there were traces of tears on his cheeks.


"Why are you smiling? didn't you still cry because you didn't know who the man was that night!?." Morgan asked his wife again, looking intently at her face.


Rossa pulled back the water that was almost out of her sense of smell, and held onto Morgan's two hands that were now cupping her cheeks.


"Me! I just want you to admit it!. Because I already knew everything from Brother Gerry, that the man that night was really you!." Said Rossa with her fragrant tears, the smile on her face was again seen by Morgan accompanied by tears.


"Darling, I love you!. No matter what happened in the past, it has become our past! And now is the future we have to think about, I know you're testing me. But even though I still love you, what else are they here now. You have to take care of yourself and them to always be strong, thank you for always being by my side." Morgan stroked Rossa's belly, hugged her back.


And occasionally kiss Rossa's forehead a few times, with a smile that never goes away from Morgan's lips.


"Based on a little rabbit! you want to test me with something like this? If you didn't know me first, you might have left me a long time ago! And maybe you belong to someone else, if you don't love me!." The inner Morgan smiled with satisfaction, for he knew now that Rossa's heart was his.


The happiness and comfort that Rossa felt now became more complete, because her husband was back to how he was. What's more now they will soon become parents, because the content will soon enter 8 months.


"Ah, husband!." Said Rossa in unison, and let go of her embrace from Morgan


"You're standing up from there, are your legs okay?." Rossa asked again, looking at Morgan's face, raising her head slightly upwards.


"I don't know, but it feels a little numb. It's like an ant crawling from my toe to my knee!." Said Morgan, who was now also staring at the woman's face.


Now that the eyes of the two met, the thump in the chest returned Morgan felt. When he saw the slightly open ranum lips in front of him, his heart beat back erratically.


What else is this moment of longing that he feels very piled up, to the wife he always craved.


Slowly but surely, Morgan brought his face closer to the face of the wife who was now in front of him. And Rossa closed her eyes, as if she knew what would happen if her man's face was very close to her.


And...


Not yet to reach the place where Morgan's view was attached, the voice of someone calling the name Morgan very loudly stopped its activities.


Rossa's closed eyes are now open again, and her hands reflexively push Morgan's body without thinking about the danger of its contents.


"Yuroraa!." Mama Mardiana shouted loudly, because she saw her only son was able to stand upright as before..


Morgan quickly hugged Rossa's body which almost fell backward, because he heard the cry of Mama Mardiana calling his name.


"Dear careful! that was very dangerous!." Morgan said to his wife, and ignored the cries of his mother.


"Morgan! baby you can stand up!? Since when? and.. Why are you two here, not in your room!?." Ask Mama Mardiana, who has now run small to approach the couple.


"Ma, can you not always scream?. Rossa almost fell down, and she still ran like that!. What if my mother's granddaughter goes to sleep? and woke up because Mama couldn't speak softly!." Said Morgan, who was hugging his wife.


"Aah yes! I forgot my dear. In a minute, Mama's gonna have a grandchild." Said Mama Mardiana, who now stopped running because she was aware of the act.


"Darling you're okay? what about our son?. Is anyone sick, let me see!." Morgan asked his wife again, then let go of his embrace looking at Rossa's body.


"I-I-it's okay, just reflexes.." Rossa said stammered, because at this time her mother-in-law saw them.


"It's okay how? you almost fell! Next time don't push me like that, a little more is almost until I kiss you!." Morgan


"What the hell, I'm ashamed to know my mom!." Rossa's whisper covered her mouth at Morgan, while hitting the chest of the husband's field.


Morgan chuckled at his wife's playful behavior, a timid moment like this.


"I miss you so much, baby." Morgan replies to the words that made Rossa's cheeks turn red.


"Uhuk uhuk, it looks like mom is nowhere to be seen. And nobody cares, either, for this old man." Mama Mardiana said, pretending to cough.


"What else am I bi! if aunt is invisible. What else am I, like an invisible dust and always trampled on because of someone's affection." Syndir doctor Gerry, who from earlier saw the behavior of 2 couples who had just wanted to combine the love. And he could only look at her yawning, before Morgan's mother came to derail everything.


"Maa, mama how are you.." Rossa's question shifted the conversation, which she thought was very awkward.


Rossa walked towards her mother-in-law, giving kisses on both her left and right cheeks.


"Dear, how you and my granddaughter." Mama Mardiana replied to Rossa, then touched the big belly of her daughter-in-law slowly.


"Darling, I'm hungry. Let's continue in my room just talk, if it's not finished here until tomorrow!." Said Morgan, who was uncomfortable seeing his mother clinging to his wife. He also took his wife's waist to walk out of the room without caring about her mother and doctor Gerry who was still gawking saw her behavior.


"Basic kid doesn't know in-." Mama Mardiana's words stopped, when she heard Morgan's voice again.


"Darling my feet still hurt! Gerry brought my wheelchair here." Said Morgan! so that her mother no longer nagged her.


"My dear son! do your legs still hurt? I'm sorry dear mama, I didn't know you were still sick.." Mama Mardiana said full of regrets, because she just wanted to curse her only son.


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