There's No Reason To Survive

Dirty and Disgusting

"You mean what the hell is Sill? I don't understand.! I'm just my phone, you brought it last night..?" ask rossa again.

Silla looked at Rossa's face that seemed to be tangent to her behavior just now, Silla nodded her head then moved from the dining table chair and pulled Rossa's hand in the living room.

"You sit down first, I'll take your phone upstairs." said Silla. He went up the stairs to his room above.

Rossa still seemed to be tangled with his best friend, he felt very uncomfortable.. His heart began to fidget, whether it was because of the incident that befell him last night so that his chest began to pound.

Before long, Silla was seen down carrying a bag and also the car keys and Rossa's cellphone in her hand.

"Where are you going, Sill, this morning at 6 o'clock is not the time to go.?" ask Rossa who is increasingly confused with her best friend.

"Later you know, your cell phone.." Silla thrust Rossa's phone in front of her.

Rossa received her phone and saw that the cracked screen was still not on, she pressed the power button. And instantly his phone live directly with the sound of messages that so much into his phone.

Rossa was shocked to see so many messages coming in on her phone, she saw all the short message lists and some unspoken calls from her sister Rommi, Alvan, and an unknown number. But there was one number that made Rossa furrow her brows. "Hospital.." he muttered.

Before long his phone rang again, seen on the screen of his cellphone an unknown number contacted him.

Rossa hesitated to pick it up, until her phone kept ringing.

Silla who heard that also felt stubborn.

"Why don't you pick up Ros, who knows how important it is..?" asked Silla who started squeezing her hands.

"I don't know Sil's number, because it's a new number." jawap rossa.

The number kept calling him, up to three unresolved calls.

Silla who saw it began to sweat coldly, he was impatient to talk about the real thing that happened to Rossa.

"Ross is actually ib-" Silla's words stopped, when Rossa's phone rang again. This time the number from the hospital, Rossa seemed to think for a moment.

"Why do so many calls come in.? it was still very early." - Bathed. Looking at his friend who stopped talking.

Rossa pressed the green button, as it continued to ring.

"Hello." said Rossa received a call from the hospital number.

"Rossa Ferdias...?" ask someone across the phone.

"Yes, I'm on my own." he answered.

"This is uncle Martin ross." said the man.

Rossa began to remember the name, because very rarely he met in his environment.

"Is this uncle martin a friend of mother and father first?" rossa was doubtful.

"Well. uncle martin, how's uncle..?" what did uncle call me..?" said Rossa who was already uncomfortable with her feelings.

"I.., my pon-cell phone last night was carried away by my uncle's friend. That's why I came to take her now, what's with my mother uncle..?" rossa asked stammeredly, as she already felt that there were murmurs of uneasiness in her heart.

"You go to hospital A quickly.! I'll explain everything when you're here." said the man across the phone.

"Well okay uncle, I'll be there soon." said Rossa who suddenly felt very nervous, and there was a fear in his heart.

Rossa looked at her best friend's face questioningly!

"this is what Silla wanted to say from me..?" the batteries.

Rossa hugged Silla tightly and began to shed her tears.

"Why don't you tell me I just came, if my mom's in the hospital.. Why are you even entertaining me Silla why..?" roar Rossa with his sobs.

"I just got into big trouble for being raped, why is there another calamity coming at the same time.?" rossa's inner wriggle, questioning her destiny.

Silla returned Rossa's embrace. "I don't want you to think about it until you drop Ross, I've seen you messed up because of Alvan's fiancee last night" said Silla who also began to shed tears.

"I don't want to lose Rossa who used to be cheerful, patient, and a tough woman just because of trivial problems. Just because of Ross' man, you've been messed up all night not coming home. Where's my old best friend Rossa..?" silla asked, releasing her opener and holding onto Rossa's shoulders.

"Last night your sister called your phone so many times, that I finally got my answer. He said the hospital A contacted him because your mother had a heart attack, and went into a coma. I don't know what to say to you..? because you have no news from Ross.! I've been looking everywhere for you, so pay the bodyguards to look for you and see the cctv room but no results.! You're being honest with me Rossa, where were you last night..? Grub ross! where are you..?" lirih silla while wiping away her tears.

Rossa simply held back her sobs, which felt her very dirty to remember the events of last night..

What a disgusting event!

"Does Silla still want to be friends with dirty and disgusting people like me..? is Silla still going to sympathize with me, like looking for me when I left without news like last night..?" inner Rossa.

Rossa felt her world would be destroyed, everything she had would be snatched away one by one.

"O Lord, how cruel is my world that you have destined.." Inner Rossa who could not bear to hold his cry, the more he could not bear.

Rossa bit her lower lip as it held back the irritation on herself, so her lips were injured and let out red water that flowed beside her lips smelling fishy.

Silla who saw it was surprised, he immediately ran to find something to remove the fresh blood that flowed on Rossa's chin that was quite a lot. Rossa was unaware of what she had done.

"Ross..! you are bego, right..? why do you bite your lips until it bleeds so.." said Silla who got a tissue from the dining table in the kitchen because of panic, even though at the sofa table nearby sat a tissue that sat sweetly on the table.

Rossa just shook her head to hear the words of her best friend Silla, which she would fear is Silla will stay away from her if she tells about the incident that happened to her last night.

Rossa chose silence, she just wanted to get a shoulder for her leaning now. Her chest again-felt pain, which was incredible. Rossa again hit his chest that felt tight and sore.

"If you don't want to tell a story, then nothing. I know how you feel now, I'll always be there for you if you need my help" said Silla, who re-hugged Rossa.

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