There's No Reason To Survive

Ill

"Rossa! I'll hang out tonight. And tomorrow I'm leaving the country with my fiancee, I hope you're okay until we meet again. And may you succeed in continuing your ideals." Alvan said with a forced smile, his tears escaped his cheeks. Proving pain that he could not tolerate as an ordinary man.

Rossa smiled too. "Yes, I hope you're okay too, may you succeed Alvan." Reply Rossa.

Alvan hugged Rossa again, and whispered something in Rossa's ear. "Wait for me." Her words are shrewd.

Alvan stopped his embrace, giving a folded paper in Rossa's hand. And passing away to his car across the street, Alvan opened the car door while putting on his sunglasses. And drove his car away leaving Rossa standing by the side of the road.

"Take care of yourself, and see you again Rossa." Mumbled Alvan in his heart.

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Rossa also walked down a very crowded highway, but the crowd was unable to divert the sadness of his heart at this time.

The beautiful memories with Alvan kept spinning in his memories.

"Is it wrong that a poor man like me loves Alvan? is it wrong for this to grow in bloom and bloom in the place of the Rich Man?" Murmuring inwardly, Rossa again wiped away her tears.

From the beginning, he had walled his heart not to love someone.

But, Alvan's kindness and sincerity made the wall collapse, and caused a great sense of Rossa's heart.

And now, Rossa has to eliminate the taste that once existed for Alvan.

"Ooh my god, help me forget it. Unable to feel this heart, forget the figure of the man who first filled the niche of this heart." Inner Rossa.

So many memories of Rossa with Alvan, which are so beautiful to forget but too painful to remember.

"O God, how can this heart be so sick?." Shouted Rossa who covered her face, with both hands.

Rossa touched her roaring chest, "Is this what it's like to break up? it turned out to be very sick. But even more hurtful were the words of Alvan's parents, who were strongly opposed to our relationship." Rossa muttered.

Rossa remembered the paper that Alvan gave her, she opened the paper and looked at the contents.

Rossa's eyes widened looking at the ring and a few words inside the paper.

"Rossa, I love you so much. And I know you love me too, so wait for me to come back.

Everything will be fine, I will work hard to escape this engagement.

Wait a few years after I finish my last education abroad, I'll pick you up.

On that day, nothing will prevent us from coming together. Even if it's my parents, though.

Wear this ring as a sign that you are mine!.

I love you, Alvan Alexander."

Rossa fell from where he stood, his legs could no longer jump his body that felt very weak.

Alvan's words of love swept away his mind,

those words were like a sedative for him that was very fragile at this moment.

Is it possible that Alvan's love still endures for him until that time comes? while he already has someone beside him from among the same people as well.

Or vice versa, Rossa who must forget Alvan and do not expect to be with Alvan again.?

Because after all, their caste is very much different plus Alvan's parents who are Bright already said not to like Rossa. Should Rossa wait for Alvan in this void?

Rossa looked at the ring she was holding at the moment, so beautiful and innocent it was.

Rossa turned the ring, accidentally her eyes saw something inside the ring that contained a letter with the initials of both of their names.

"A♡R ."

Again Rossa's eyes heat up, unable to withstand the tightness of his heart. The more he tried to forget Alvan, the more his heart ached.

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Rossa arrived at the place of her friend Silla, no more smiles on her face. Rossa rang the doorbell, and did not wait long for the door to open.

"Why did you get to Ros for so long?" Said Silla who was immediately hugged tightly by Rossa.

"I lost Sil, I lost. hiks.. The sobbing sound of Rossa broke out in the arms of her best friend.

"You why the hell Ros, just came directly crying gini, Cengeng very rich son of Kindergarten. Said Silla deliberately mocked her friend.

"Alvan Sil, Alvan wants a fiancee tonight. Hiks. hiks. and tomorrow he will leave the country with his fiancee. Hicks. hyx.."

"Have not cried again, you are if the worse nagis know!." Silla tried to comfort her friend.

"It's Ros, you sit down first. I'll get us a drink." Silla said as she walked towards the refrigerator, picking up two cans of soda for the two of them.

"Drink first,.."

"thank you Sil, you are the best" said Rossa yan began to calm down

"I don't want to ask you anything that makes you cry right now, but I just want to say. Never throw away your precious tears, just because something is not important at all."

"How many times have you cried over that man, no matter how much you cried over him. Papa Mama also will not restuin you same Alvan" said Silla while drinking canned drinks in his hands.

"You're right, Sil, even if I cry for him, he won't come back. Especially now that there's another woman on his side." Sahut Rossa's.

"Well! that's you pinter, so why do you nangisin him..?"

"Let's go. I think my chest hurts a lot. It hurt so much that I didn't realize I was beating my own chest, repeatedly." Rossa said with a faint smile.

"You have to move-on ros, in this world there are still many guys who like you. I hate chocolate so much." Silla said, because Rossa always gets a lot of chocolate from some of her Male Fans on her campus.

"Fffs..haha .. You are so funny, Sil. Thank you for being my Friend, Rossa laughed while wiping her tears.

"Yes both Ros, yuk get ready almost at 7 pm nih" Entar us again kemalam datengnya.

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University Building A

"Sill.I'm not comfortable wearing this shirt.. Rossa.

"That's not Ros's shirt, that's her name's evening dress I've never worn it. The matter is very long with me, if you really know. You are the same as Korean artists, iih I am very nervous with you. How beautiful tonight.." Said Silla, Rossa's best friend.

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