There's Always Room to Go Home

EVAPORATE EMOTIONS

I can only nod. We also rushed to ride the rides there. Starting from relaxing rides such as bianglala, comedy swivel, poci-poci, slowly I forget about the problems that before riding these rides still torment my mind. Then I rode Kora-kora, a roller coaster, and ontang-anting with Ezra. I could scream as loud as I could, Ezra watched me and yelled with me. I was screaming and crying like a child. Again Ezra was just watching me, accompanying me like a father who was snacking on his fussy son.

“Aaa, aaakuuu caaapeeek..” I shouted repeatedly.

“Khansaaa you can definitely get through it, I believe you canaa.” Ezra returned my screams.

After riding the ride in Circle Land, we rested in a long chair facing the sea, looking at the orange sunset, calming back to me who was still as excited.

"Where? relieved yet?" asked Ezra to give her kacu because my tissue had been flooded with tears.

"Thanks, yes .. I'm ashamed to know!"

"Why?"

"This big body is still crying rich little children. Look at the people on my mouth."

"It's important that they don't shy you."

"Hm, yes, but I'm ashamed."

“The most important thing now is not them, but you. The burden on your heart seems very heavy and I can't help much. Do not let the problem constantly accumulate, it is not good for your body and mental health. When one problem comes, quickly solved because in the future problems will always come and you must be ready to deal with it.”

“Even if I don't ask even if you still care and find a solution and it helps a lot. Thanks, Za.” This guy makes me comfortable. I don't know what his goal is until he cares so much about me, but for now at least I have a shoulder to lean on. “Yes Allah forgive me, I can't avoid it.”

All day I've had my time with him. By late afternoon, the rain suddenly fell very heavily like my roaring cry with no opponents. Part of my body was wet, and so was Ezra. We ran to each other hand in hand, taking shelter in a ready-to-eat food stall that was initially empty of shoppers. The aroma is very tempting when it rains like this, want to be able to sit and enjoy a warm meal and a cup of coffee. However, all the places are crowded by visitors. The rain did not stop either.

"Ezra, just walk away, like the rain has not stopped!" 

"Where's the road?"

I just smiled and stepped five steps away from my place. Water rained down on my body, I don't care. Who's gonna scold me now? no one can scold me. I'm not a kid anymore who is always scolded if caught playing rainwater. The rushing water in my body calmed me from all the frenzy of the world. I closed my eyes enjoying every drop of water that hit my body nonstop. For a moment I was my problem. I was shocked when my body fell to the side of the road.

"Khansa, are you okay?"

"Yes– is okay, thank you, Za." My life almost drifted because of my own negligence. A car almost hit me. Once again Ezra saved me and Ezra swiftly checked my situation.

"Thank God, you're okay. Next time be careful, yeah!" Ezra suddenly hugged me and that hug was the third hug I ever got after Inara and Freya.

"Why haven't I ever felt something this small from Mom and Dad?" I murmured in my heart. My husband returned his arms, did not want to stop him, I was like a lover. However, the cold rain was unbearable.

"Za, I'm cold."

"Okay, we're going to the car." Ezra embraced, taking me away to the parking area and into the car in the back seat in a wet state all over the body. Ezra was still busy looking for something in the trunk. 

"Khansa, I'm sorry I didn't bring any other clothes. This is the hoodie I wore yesterday, you change clothes first wear this yes, let's not get cold."

"How do you want to?"

"Sa, we're going to my apartment first huh, cold too long wearing wet clothes, haha."

"Yes, Za. It's okay, rather than catching a cold." We went to Ezra's apartment.

"Have you arrived?"

"Yes, let's go inside" Ezra walked side by side to her apartment room. "You get rid of the body first, change it later."

"But you haven't changed at all" I replied quickly.

"I'm easy, change clothes here can also. Udah, there you clean the body first, shower all so that the body seger."

"Okay.." I immediately went into the bathroom and prepared to take a shower. The bathroom was clean, I smiled for no reason. Ah, it's comfortable to take a warm bath after being invaded by water from the sky. I could've stayed here a long time, but I think Ezra was waiting for me outside. I shower faster than usual. Still in a state of wearing a towel, suddenly there was a knock on the door.

"Yes!" my sahut raised his voice.

"It's a change of clothes." Ezra gave me some clothes from behind the door for me to wear.

"Thanks, Ezra."

"Okay, I just stay back, look for something, you finish the bath first, cool your hair so as not to get dizzy," said Ezra followed by the sound of the door closed.

Ezra has prepared everything. I don't know where he got this woman's shirt, but it looks like he just bought it. Ah, she's too good to me. While turning on the hair dryer, I smiled somehow because of what.my daydreams drifted everywhere, did I fall in love? I don't know, I don't know the answer because I never felt it. Done drying my hair, phone notifications lit up, there was a message coming in from Ezra that he would be there soon. Not until I put the phone, heard the sound of the door opening.

"So soon he came," I muttered, preparing to leave the bathroom. A different taste mysteriously emerged, a feeling I was so happy to meet with Ezra.

"Gosh– Ezra, dress up dong!" I said screeching in shock to see Ezra sleeping face down on the bed wearing only a boxer.

"What?" the strangulation of a man I thought was Ezra. She was shocked to see me in the apartment with her.

"You who? where's Ezra?" I was very panicked and almost fell down, but the man came up to me immediately. 

"Don't! don't come any closer!"

"I want to help you, ah, really bad! … What are you doing here?" The man cornered me on the wall, his lips grinning as if about to pounce. My fear had already peaked, as soon as possible I dodged and went out of the room. I ran barefoot, running away while I could. My crying broke on the way. I never thought it would be like this. "Ezra ... What are you planning? Argh…"

...Don't let the problem keep piling up, ...

...not good for your body and mental health. ...

...When one problem comes, quickly solved ...

...because in the future problems will always come ...

...and you have to be ready to face it...