There Is Him Among Us

Feel Guilty

Upon arriving home, Revan went straight into his room and sat down on the edge of his bed. He rattled his hair astray and regretted what he had done to Airin.

Moments later, a call from Airin went into his whatsapp. Revan stared at the screen of his phone for a moment then picked up the call from Airin.

"Hallo Ai, I'm sorry. I've dared to touch you." Revan now looked at his hand that had dared to touch the chest and sensitive point of Airin. Even he already had the intention to enter Airin.

"Van, I really don't realize what I've done. I don't know what you've done."

Revan was silent. She did feel awkward when Airin boldly teased her.

"Actually what have you done with me? You're not doing anything that's out of bounds, are you?"

Revan took a long breath. "I'm sorry, I almost did. I was wrong. True what your father said, we better keep our distance. I'm afraid I can't stand myself being close to you."

"Van, be honest with me. What the hell is going on? Because you can't dare to do that. Did I start it? I'm the one who fished you."

Revan did not answer.

"If so, tell me the same."

"Yes, you're suddenly wearing that dress and..." Revan stopped his words again. "This is my fault. I was tempted. I can't stand myself."

"Stop beating yourself up. You got slapped by Dad, but I was wrong."

"Sir papa. My actions are wrong. Yes already. Whatever your parents say, you do. If your parents want us to break up, we..."

"No!" Airin cut Revan's sentence. "I don't want to break up with you."

Revan can't say anything more. He also did not want to break up with Airin.

"After what you do with me, you want to kill me?"

"I'm just afraid that someday I'll do more than that. I can ruin your future."

"Yes, it's up to you." Airin turned off the call.

"Don't..." Revan saw his phone. Airin has already decided on his call. She hit her bed hard because she was upset with herself.

...***...

Airin throws her phone in bed and covers her face with a pillow. "I don't want to break up. Why are there problems in my life and everything is beyond reason. I'm tired of it."

Moments later Ayla enters Airin's room without permission. "Watery!" He pulled the pillow that covered Airin's face. "Why cry?"

Airin wiped her tears of origin. "No, who's crying."

"Don't lie to me."

Airin finally sat down and hugged her pillow.

"What do you really want to do in this room with Revan?" ayla asked who heard the story from her mother.

"Create projects?"

"Ih, child-making project."

"Do not know, brother. I'm not conscious."

"Didih, must be tired until unconscious."

"Sister, I don't do anything. I also don't know why we're both so close."

"Take care if you're alone. It is influenced by demonic whispers. So I scolded you."

"Ih."

Ayla turns to Airin's dresser. "This is the mirror I'm looking for. Why is this mirror on you?"

"This mirror is given to my friend. Antique yes. Like the mirrors of old kingdom." Then Ayla glazed over in the mirror.

Airin now just remembered, before he forgot everything he reflected in the mirror.

But Ayla's sister used to reflect time. Nothing changes.

"Well, I'm going to take a shower. Oiya, you are told to eat with Mother." Ayla came out of Airin's room while still looking in the mirror. Then she put the mirror on her dresser and Ayla went into the bathroom. Suddenly the mirror disappeared again.

...***...

The next day, as usual, Airin was escorted by his father. He still bent his face because since last night Revan had not contacted him at all.

"Ai, remember Dad's message. Keep your distance from Revan" Alvin said, stopping his car in front of Airin's school.

"Yes, Dad."

"Later after school I'll pick you up."

"Yes." Yeah." Airin kissed the back of his father's hand and got out of the car. He walks down the classroom corridor and crosses paths with Revan.

Revan was silent at last Airin preceded his steps.

"Ai," then Revan held back Airin's steps. He took Airin by the hand and led him to the garden.

They are now sitting in the garden chairs. It just so happened that it was still early morning, there was at least 20 minutes before the entrance bell rang.

"Ai'm sorry about yesterday" said Revan.

"Yes, I don't know what I did either. Forget it."

"You were different yesterday. You're so aggressive, that I can't stand it. My faith is weak. It's true what your father said, we better keep our distance" said Revan.

"I don't want to, Van."

Then they both fell silent. Actually Revan also did not want to stay away from Airin.

"Yes, I understand. I don't really want to stay away from you either. But, your father's words yesterday were indeed true. I can ruin your future. I'm sorry about what I did yesterday, what if your father hadn't come, I would have done it to you."

"But yesterday was completely out of my consciousness. I don't know what you're doing. Forget about yesterday. Let's just say nothing ever happened."

Then Revan held onto both of Airin's shoulders and looked at him. "But I can't, Ai. You know what I've done to you. I kissed you until your lips were swollen. I've touched your body, from top to bottom. Even I was already preparing to perform to the next core scene. You want me to do that?"

Airin just stared at Revan's nanar.

"Don't think I'd leave you after what I did to you. I will definitely be responsible. But not now. Someday when we're successful, we'll be together."

"So you mean now we're breaking up?"

"Not broken up."

"Then?"

Revan didn't answer anymore.

"This kind of problem you shouldn't have to make complicated. You said I was harmed but you yourself stayed away. You should have helped me, why could I be out of consciousness like that. What's problem? Don't you think, what if suddenly I'm out of consciousness and not you. That's what I'm afraid of." The tears that had been blocked had finally escaped as well. Airin now stands up and leaves Revan.

"Don't..."

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