
...The afternoon I picked up, we went out of the house without a bodyguard''...
^^^''why, can it be safer''^^^
...''without a bodyguard, if neng wants to beat me up, I can't''....
^^^''good if that's what I close first om, already night''^^^
...''yes, good dreams my angel, assalamu'alaikum''...
^^^''waalaikumsalam''^^^
Tonight I went through with a calm heart, problem after problem solved, staying waiting for the testimony of the neng azizah, and knowing what exactly has happened so far.
this morning it was so thick cloudy, fog like reluctant to go and the sun went nowhere.
...''neng today college what time''. ask mbak ida. ...
^^^''jam nine, what is it?''^^^
...''today there is a schedule to attend the trial yai zainal, if the madam can already interact with people, is it not better if he is invited to the trial, if the mistress has been able to interact with people,it is not impossible if you see those who have been persecuted then the memory will quickly recover''...
^^^''no, what time does the trial start?''^^^
...''approximately eight''...
^^^''means I have to be absent today, for the mother of azizah I am not sure she can mbak, kasian if her mind is too pressured, I am afraid to affect her physique''. ^^^
...''I'm ready to be a witness neng, do not worry, all will be fine, they must account for all his actions''. suddenly neng azizah appeared from behind and joined the talk. ...
^^^''the mother is sure to have remembered all, and testified''^^^
''you know neng, the photos that you put in your mother's room, all that makes a memory of your mother's past back, mother remembers all the time when it was just giving birth to the twins and taking care of you,at that time umy you were sickly, he gave you up on mother, we were friends from a time as girls, we were both children people did not have, but umy you are more fortunate''
...''if whatever umy you have he always shares with mother, but his good attitude makes everyone like and love him, even if at that time he was still a santri wati,he's been living in the house ndalem, in the treatment like his own child, until finally your abah and umy in a match, although not in love with each other but they remain committed to keep up his land''...
^^^'y mu's parents were close friends of abah mu, they agreed to match her children'''^^^
...''until one day''...
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^^^''rani,kamu why''^^
...''either zah, my chest suddenly tightened''...
^^^''you have been treated''^^^
...''you've told me about gus yusuf''...
^^^''zah, promise yes if there is anything with me, you want to be a connecting mother for the child in this stomach''^^^
...''so you're pregnant, how many months?''...
^^^''still three months''^^^
...''the yai family knows?''...
^^^'tau, but please keep all my pain secret, I don't want everyone to be sad if I know I'm sick''.I just nodded and rubbed his back. ^^^
...''let me take you home''...
...''no need to zah, I can walk alone, remember yes zah will promise me''. I'm sure because I do not want to see the maharani sad or disappointed. ...
the day changed I saw the maharani's health getting better, apparently when the three-month prayer event when it came home because my mother was sick, my parents were classified as poor families, with my ability to memorize the Qur'an, with my ability to memorize the Qur'an,until allowed to enter the pesantren, because there are still many kejawen, so more trusting smart people with more trends with shaman calls.
now her gestational age has stepped nine months.
suddenly there was santri wati knocking on the door of the room.
^^^''assalamu'alaikum,.azizah....''^^^
...''waalaikumsalam, who is it?''...
^^^''aku Sharofah''^^^
...''what is fah''....
all I know is that Sharofah is a santri Wati who serves in the house while studying, can be said to be close to all yai families.
^^^''you're called Rani, she fell down in front of the back door''.^^^
he rolled his eyes as if something was hidden.
...''ayo if that''. ...
^^^''remember zah, if Rani asks for anything do not in ladeni, because I know more''^^^
^^^''according to what I said, otherwise, or the consequences themselves'''^^^
...''you threatened me''...
he immediately left without looking back, I increasingly did not understand what he meant.
^^^''assalamu'alaikum''^^^
...''waalaikumsalam, enter zah, there's something we want to talk about''....
I kissed the hands of one by one the yai family, and the two maharani parents.
^^^''about what yai,what is there that I need to help''. ^^^
seen behind Sharofah and zainal's door, peeping
...''we go to Rani's room, because she will explain everything''. ...
I followed from behind.
^^^''nyai''. ^^^
as it passed between the middle spaces Sharofah and zainal suddenly pulled me.
...''gima reportedly zah''.zainal says. ...
^^^''alhamdulillah baik zain''^^^
...''how, you will accept my proposal, if you are ready I will soon come to your parents' house with my parents, God willing though I am a child people do not have,will try to make you happy''...
^^^''sorry zain, I have not thought about getting married, nor have I reached eighteen, I do not want to make a decision recently, this is my future problem''^^^
...''Well I'll wait for an answer from your readiness''....
I just nodded and headed to Rani's room.
^^^''from which you zah, kok lama''^^^
...''so I went back a minute''. Sorry if I lied. ...
unbeknownst to everyone, Syarofah and Zainal eavesdrop outside the door.
^^^''yes Allah why you are like this neng, not yesterday we met okay''.^^^
he just smiled and held my hand.
...''this is how I felt, yesterday after I met you, I fell from the kitchen, there was oil spilling on the doorstep''...
^^^''kok can''^^
...''either zah, whether intentionally or not, we think only positive, because the fate of people do not know, because our age belongs only to God... ''...
^^^''iya''^^
...''I collect your promise''...
^^^''which promise is ran?''^^^
...''you remember not seven months ago''...
^^^''saf ran, it was just a joke''^^^
...''no zah, all serious, at this time both your parents and your brothers have headed here, I hope you do not reject my request''...
...''but ran''...
^^^''assalamu'alaikum''.everyone saw the guests who came, turns out all my family is here. ^^^
...''dad mother''. I salami both my parents and my brothers. ...
^^^''please sit all''^^^
...''because it's all gathered, how if the show we immediately start''...
^^^''but yai, why not ask me first''^^^
^^^''ask rani, she likes you, she also has her own reasons for choosing you''^^^
^^^''forgive me zah, I'm afraid you will receive the advice of others, while my health is declining, I am afraid when I go gus yusuf no one has accompanied me as well as my baby''^^^
...''but ran''...
...''trust me zah, I sincerely do all this, I know before I get married with gus yusuf you guys like each other, please grant my request, I want what is mine to also be yours''...
I could only nod and surrender by fate, on the other hand I did like gus yusuf, on the other hand the maharani was my best friend, a place where I told stories and cried, but my little heart rejected them all,I still want to learn and achieve dreams that have not been fulfilled.