The Wives Injured
elucidation
...''I am ashamed, for my attitude all this time on neng lhatifah, because my stupidity all so destroyed, my career and my future''. he while standing and stepping away, he said,my reflexes are pulling menstrual hands....
^^^''sorry, here's the food, please in Receive ya''.take me off the hand I was holding.^^^
whether kenpa used to when I first met menstruationar, heart pounding uncharacteristically, now leaving a sense of kasian, because in favor of the wrong person career and my future destroyed, he stepped away without turning his head again.
...''s kasian he yes neng, he seems to regret what he did in the past, according to neng him how''....
^^^''gimana you mean''.^^^
...''apa neng still have the same feeling menstruation''....
^^^'' neng admitted, there used to be feelings for him, but now it seems no longer, there is only a sense of pity to see the state of him, love and likes sometimes arise by itself, but now it seems no longer,the feeling can be lost and eroded when we are not in line, you dare not conclude about this feeling, sometimes what we want does not match what expectations, because of a mate, because of a mate,death and fortune are the secrets of God "^^^
...''if you choose between menstruation and taufik, who chooses''....
^^^''you ask as if you know the feeling of neng aja''.^^^
...''kan haikal just ask, if''....
''dek, the household must be based on trust, love and compatibility, if from one is on the two of them, what needs to be chosen".
^^^"be screwed in the marriage first, do not love, just know not, finally know if only used, for that neng very careful for this second, if it can be for a lifetime".I pat Haikal's shoulder.^^^
..."sometimes even if we don't love each other but there's no match, then there will be separation too, but if we match it will grow love and trust even though we don't know each other before,commitment is important, complementary, mutual respect for the opinion of the couple, should always discuss every action, even if it is a small thing, because the small thing that sometimes if we are left aside can cause feelings of being unappreciated''....
^^^''the meaning of neng did not choose them both''.^^^
^^^'insya god does not, you know your own menstruationar never lied about yai zainal, and om taufik is good, he was always there for neng, but his family did not agree, and his family did not agree,neng did not want if there was hostility between the families ".^^^
..." right who lived not his family neng"....
..."really once deck, you try to imagine if at a crowded event, suddenly there are families who do not like, keep insinuating each other, what happens next will definitely hurt each other, mending backwards regularly"....
...''yes also yes, about what kind of person you choose"....
^^^"which is clear, all families must agree, can accept neng as it is and can become the priest of the afterlife, amiiin".^^^
..." amiiin, if it's about work "....
^^^" any work that is halal important can be barokah to support the wife's child"^^^
^^^''what is he here now neng''.^^^
''could be, just guess, while I'm just walking to join the others''.
...''neng wait''. while running following me from behind....
I step foot into those who are eating.
''neng''
''what''.
"hunger no, haikal get ya to eat".
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^^^''by the way where is alfiza, why is it not visible from earlier''.^^^
..."i also don't know neng, try on the phone, he's like he's not food yet''....
^^^''his cellphone is in the tent, we're looking for him''.^^^
...''let's just let's go, maybe he'll join the others''....
^^^''yes we ate first yes''.^^^
pounding waves that get bigger, accompanied by a breeze that gets colder piercing the skin
the clock shows eleven o'clock at night, the atmosphere is getting crowded
..." neng was looking for taufik, he said something important to say "....
^^^"neng already knew what it meant to look for taufik, I was worried that if he knew all about the true feelings of neng, he would be disappointed even be hurt as much as neng later''.^^^
..."preferably talk well with him, invite him to speak softly from the heart of heart, so that he understands and does not hurt when he understands that neng can not accept him"....
^^^''from earlier also neng thought so dek''.^^^
...''hopefully he can understand and accept the neng'' decision''....
"amen".
^^^" then how about if now haikal tell om taufik to quickly solve the problem, let's not misunderstand again".^^^
it felt like heart pounding was not careless, waiting for the arrival of om taufik.ten minutes passed by haikal with om taufik and his two sisters came too.
..."assalamu'alaikum neng, from earlier I was looking for the existence of neng, it turns out here, why not join the others, not this neng lhatifah event".said taufik while sitting next to me a few meters away. ...
^^^" wa alaikum salam om, I from earlier in the tent, the bodies tired all, the air of the beach is also not friendly, not afraid to catch a cold later on outside, different from the young people, their physical still strong".^^^
..."neng could aja,gimana with me, who is ten years older than neng and they, may be more susceptible to colds also dong hehe"....
^^^" om if the work will use ac overnight, it must be strong hit by the beach wind ".^^^
..." ah neng, there-there's aja, oya neng, said haikal anyone want to talk to me, what's the matter?, if I may also want to talk something to neng, neng,I hope you don't get angry and don't refuse what I'm going to talk about"....
as I looked to the left right, I saw haikal and his two sisters a little away from where I was sitting.
^^^"please talk to me first".^^^
..." look, you see, I'm really sorry, I want to talk about my feelings, which I've kept for a long time,and I think neng also already understand and understand what I mean, but with my situation like this, I am a little bit inferior about my feelings, but if not I say the same, neng, there won't be any bright spots"....
I just listen and nod my head.
^^^"I want to express my intention that I have been saving neng,dari.before my accident until now, if you may know how neng feels about me, let me not continue to hope, I do not continue to hope,if there is already a mooring of the heart, which is more perfect than me, I will retreat regularly ".^^^
" actually I apologize profusely om, I have not had a mooring heart, or anyone, honestly, in the past when going home om, neng was ready to accept om into my life, neng,but om know itself as the assessment of the big family om on lhatifah, the widow status in the standang so the problem in front of the family om, what else after the arrival of the family to the house, everything becomes clear".
