
...''if Aunt and om want to be a neng family, would not?'.sall sit next to me and hold my hand...
^^^''what aunt means yes, lhatifah does not understand''.^^^
now my feelings are more and more unsettled to hear the words of aunt rini, while om heru just smiled.
..."let rizal explain ma'''.while looking at me....
^^^''begini neng, actually we came here first for friendship, both I want to ask permission to be closer to neng''.^^^
...''not that we have been close, even like the same rat cat'''.seen om heru and aunt rini close his mouth hear the word mouse and cat....
^^^''I mean not that neng, I want to keep neng lhatifah salamanya''.^^^
..."you mean what the hell, I can take care of myself anyway, why bother looking after me''....
^^^''I know you can take care of yourself, I also know you can do everything and have everything, I want you to accompany me, be the mother of my children.^^^
...''if kidding is obvious zal, if you want to make me the mother of your children, out there there are still many girls and beautiful why should choose me, whose status is always in trouble, you are aware of zal, I am a widow, do you not fear regret in the future"....
...''let others question your status, not with me, because that girl is not necessarily I understand and understand her true nature''....
^^^"believed to be unapologetic, I'm not as good as you think, are you aware of what you're saying, because I don't want to fail anymore, so think again before going any further,because marriage is no joke, I've failed enough ".^^^
..."I'm sure, you're my choice, you're my best, I've known you for decades, so I hope you'll accept my proposal"....
^^^''before I apologize, instead of rejecting your good intentions and family, for now lhatifah can not decide, please give me three days at the earliest, please,to perform Istikharah prayer first''.^^^
...''om same aunt just hope you become part of the aunt family, we will wait for the best answer from neng lhatifah, even if later neng refused the proposal of rizal, we and family will remain like this''....
''thank you for understanding tan''.
...''as a parent om and aunt can only convey the intention of rizal that he has long expressed with us, he said,just om and aunt as parents waiting for a real neng situation - really ready to listen to what rizal wants''. said om heru while fixing his seat....
I nodded my head in response to the words of Tanta rini and om heru.
...''i wait for neng's answer in three days'' said rizal....
...''god willing, lhatifah give the answer as soon as possible ''....
^^^''then om the same aunt said first, please let the two of you talk, we as parents, will always support whatever decision you take, please,auntie om can only hope you can be with it, assalamualaikum ''.while standing step out.^^^
...''waalaikum salam''....
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^^^''neng forgive me yes'.^^^
...''why apologize''....
^^^'' actually since long ago I have liked you, honestly, when I was abroad heard you in a match, my heart was destroyed neng, my world as if without color anymore, it hurts so much''.patting his chest.^^^
...''oya,oh.so sweet ''.take my chin in front of him ....
...''i'm serious neng''....
^^^''I'm also serious, I guess the cold effendy rizal to girls will never like to the opposite sex".^^^
^^^"yeah neng, kok so talk, even if I'm cute with girls, but I'm normal, it means I always bother you".^^^
..."so that's why every time you see me you're bothering me"....
^^^"that's tau"^^
..."continue if I could not love you yet, what would you do zal"....
^^^"if failed".^^^
..."I will not fail, because what I know is that we always hold principles and commitments, we try to accept each other and complement each other, surely one day we will receive and love each other, he said,I'll prove it all, please give me an answer as soon as possible yes neng, enough have been my wait all this time, are you not kasian to me....
^^^"god zal, I hope that if my answer is not as expected, you do not be angry or hate me either"^^
..."there's no reason I hate you, you're still the best woman I've known all along, I'm gonna beg God, so your heart can be opened up to me, if I know, I'll ask God,all this time I've been judging you"....
^^^"I have no problem with your ignorance, because your ignorance is that our friendship lasts until now, I hope in the future we do not hate each other, if we can not be together".^^^
..."i promise you, whatever your decision, we will remain friends, I will certainly be smitten if indeed your heart cannot accept me, if my efforts succeed in winning your heart,I promise I won't let you cry again, there will only be happy cries"....
^^^"thank you zal, I don't think you can fight, you're an expert".^^^
...''just the same you I'm an expert, if for another woman, I'm sorry, love my mouth for mugging"....
^^^"hehehe.believe dong, it is a two-door refrigerator".^^^
..."yeah then excuse me, I'll wait for the good news in three days, assalamualaikum"....
..."no promise, I'm alaikum salam".rizal smiled as he walked away from the living room....
I walk this foot to the room, why today the body feels so weak as not powered, the clock shows twelve o'clock more, after my prayer lay this body, I lay down this body, I'm going to an L&M restaurant soon to check the pay for all the workers.
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tok.tokm..
^^^"neng is two o'clock, so go to the gak'' office''.^^^
..."iya wait a minute ''....
I saw the clock on the wall showing two hours over a few minutes, I forced to get up and wash my face.
when I opened the door there was still Mother Ida who was smiling at me.
^^^''the medicine ran out yes, kok smile-smile himself''^^^
...''hehe.gak kok neng, just join the twilight, today it seems like a radiant neng face''....
^^^''sok know you''.^^^
...''It's me who sees''....
^^^''it's up to ida to say what, let's go''.^^^
I stepped foot into the car that was parked in front of the house.
^^^"neng, alfiza came along ''.while running towards the car.^^^
''you are not tired''.
...''s already heard neng,alfiza wants to talk something to neng''....
^^^''talk only, while you can answer, surely nengabani, we entered the car first ya''.sambut I open the car door ^^^
...''speak''....
^^^''not here neng, shy same mbak Ida same sir driver also ''.^^^
''alright if you want that, we're talking if the neng job is done later''.