The Wives Injured
alfiza question
..." actually I apologize as much as you can, I have not had a mooring of the heart, or anyone, be honest, in the past when going home om, neng was ready to accept om into my life, neng,but om know itself as the assessment of the big family om on lhatifah, the widow status in the standang so the problem in front of the family om, what else after the arrival of the family to the house, everything becomes clear"....
^^^''what because of my physicality, he said so''. ^^^
...''sorry om, there is nothing to do with physical, try to think logically if we stay married but the big family om still do not like the same lhatifah,try to imagine there is a family reunion event, they are joking with others, what about me they do not like, why should I stay in the corner while hearing the words of those who do not like the same nang''.I slowly spoke. ...
^^^''forgive me neng, I did not think up to that''.while looking at the high seas. ^^^
...''om know when lhatifah came home from the opening party of the clinic in the residential area close to the house om, how sick the insults they threw at me, still I press the pain, I keep feeling sick,keep thinking positively, I hope someday they will accept me, but the reality is all zong''. while I wipe tears that almost fell to the ground. ...
^^^''forgive me the actions of both my parents and my extended family neng''. ^^^
...''I have forgiven everything, but to get into the family om, I apologize profusely, I am still not ready, and probably will not be ready''....
^^^''thank you for forgiving my extended family, I am also relieved to know the current reason, whether we can still be friends neng''. ^^^
...''still o'm, we're still friends like we used to be, it'll never change''. ...
he nodded his head, a sign of understanding what I wanted.
^^^''then we join with others yok neng''.^^^
...''it seems I can't om, it's too late, I sam haikal want to find alfiza, from afternoon in the invisible''. ...
^^^''yes then I'll excuse you first, by the way tomorrow home what time the group''. ^^^
...''maybe it's a little noon om, why"....
^^^"we went home together ya''.^^^
...''ok om, then excuse me for looking for alfiza first''....
^^^''what do I need to help neng ''. ^^^
...''if not troublesome, please om, we just split, who knows who met, please contact me directly''....
^^^''what he didn't bring neng''.^^^
...''no om, I'm sorry".as I step foot this leave om taufik to the haikal place to sit. ...
two hours have been down the beach, because of the weekend, even though it is night there are still many young people who are on the beach.
^^^''where alfiza ,why did he leave without telling''.^^^
...''or Don't-don't he go home neng''...
^^^'ah time yes, home does not ngasi tau, just handphone in stay''.^^^
''try calling again''.
I'm picking alfiza's number.
...''assalamu'alaikum deck, where are you'.taken in Spiker ...
^^^''wa alaikum salam neng,alfiza in the tent, where, here it is very cold''.^^^
...''yes, I've been waiting there''....
while I call taufik, if alfiza has met, it feels good because alfiza was already in the tent, which makes me curious, where she was from.
^^^''neng''.^^^
...''where you from earlier deck, we're all looking for you ''....
^^^''saf neng,tadi alfiza help children divide the grilled goat, tadi alfiza also see neng same haikal meet gus haidar at the end of sana''.sambil pointed at the place when meeting menstruationar. ^^^
...''yes we met and gave him mutton''....
^^^''neng can alfiza ask something''. ^^^
...''just ask, what''....
...''what's right, neng put the same heart gus menstruationar''....
^^^''why ask like that dek''. ^^^
...''you mean, you eavesdropped''. ...
''sorry neng,alfiza just wants to know, what's right neng still put the same heart he''.
I looked at alfiza's face so seriously with the question she gave me. I smiled and patted alfiza's hand, hearing the question as if she liked you menstruation.
^^^''neng there is no feeling of anything similar menstruationar dek, there is what you ask like that''.he just smiled hearing my answer. ^^^
...''if alfiza likes the same gus menstruationar, what neng angry''....
''why should be angry, careful and feeling someone can not be forced, all the secrets of God, so the younger brother fell in love again yes".
alfiza just smiled and bowed to.
^^^''living is the choice of the deck, you who determine and live all, can only support any decision, remember in a relationship there must be the blessing of the family''.^^^
...''iya neng, I know, but alfiza is not sure if mother and others agree, she knows for herself how the menstrual family treats our family''....
^^^''gimana with own menstruation''. alfiza bobbing heads while exhaling a large breath. ^^^
...''neng did not know neng, how the feeling of gus menstruationar on alfiza, at least already told neng first about alfiza''s feeling''....
^^^'dek, you first ask the feeling of menstruation against you, remember the words neng, if the feeling can not be forced''.^^^
...''iya neng, I know''....
^^^''yes already then, because it is night we sleep first yuk''.sambil lay with a thick blanket^^^
the night, the beach wind is getting colder, but haikal and his friends are still playing guitar.
...''alhamdulillah already adhan dawn, we pray first yok, we find a mosque or the nearest mosque.''.take me pat alfiza shoulder to wake up. ...
at the end of the street, many people walked towards the mosque.
^^^''neng''^^
...''apa''. alfiza points to the priest who stands after prayer....
^^^'haidar''.^^^
...''he became an imam in this mosque neng, we samperin he neng''. I hold alfiza's hand when I want to step closer to menstruation. ...
^^^''there's what neng''. ^^^
...''we should approach her in a crowd, we are women''....
^^^''sorry neng, because of seneng aja, this mouth reflex speaks''. ^^^
...''remember the deck, keep the attitude wherever we are, sit down, we wait until not many people, we will meet him''....
^^^''iya neng''.^^^
the day is getting day, the sun has appeared but menstruation has not yet come out of the mosque,
...''neng gus haidar hasn't come out yet''....
^^^''we wait a minute'' while standing outside the mosque. ^^^
''neng's the same guy his friend came out''.
I just stood looking at my periodar wearing a cocoa shirt and a holster and a white peci on the head.The peaceful face emanated as he smiled.
...''assalamu'alaikum neng, there's something I need to help you with''. she spoke with alfiza. ...
^^^''gus let's talk for a minute''.^^^
''but neng''. while looking at me and his friend who was next to him.
...''neng lhatifah allow kok gus, I wait on the beach after this, there is also haikal and others, if here is afraid of slander''....
''insya Allah I work for''.
