The Wives Injured
this pain feels
...'good if you want that, we're talking if the neng job is done we're talking''....
today the sun is so bright, the highway is so jammed, filled with people who move.
alfiza looked very agitated, as if there was something that made her depressed.
^^^"neng''.sambut sat in my front seat.^^^
..."yes, there's a deck''.without me looking at alfiza, because it's focused on work....
^^^"can alfiza ask something ''.^^^
...''just ask, this neng is done kok''....
^^^''but don't be angry ya''.^^^
...''try to remember, if ever angry with you, even if neng angry, it's for your good''.take me close the map in front of me....
^^^''alfiza knows neng, but this concerns neng and alfiza''.with serious facial mimic.^^^
...''speak, as long as you do not violate the creed, God willing will not be angry ''....
^^^''begini neng, that's anu, all night haidar called alfiza''.^^^
...''continue''....
^^^''neng is not angry if menstruationar calls alfiza''.^^^
...''why should be angry, just a phone, and anyway neng has nothing to do with him''....
^^^''if there is menstruation, doctor taufik and mas rizal, who would choose''.^^^
...''why do you ask that''.take a look at alfiza squeezing both her hands....
^^^''neng answer only, which neng choose''.^^^
...''what important is that neng's answer for you deck''....
^^^''because I want to know who neng''s choice is''.^^^
...''not all those questions are privacy matters neng, dek"....
"sorry neng, just wanted to know".sudge down.
^^^''dek neng does not know what exactly you want, and you want to know, because for now neng has not had a view, what is clear neng will immediately open the heart to a person who is sincere to neng, whoever it is without hurting and no one is against from either party''.^^^
...''of the three guys alfiza mentioned earlier, who touched neng''' heart''....
^^^''well will you explain, let you do not continue to ask, first of menstruation, used to put the heart on him, but when disappointment overcomes the likes, then closed already this heart, then closed,because what you hate is a lie, it's on him''.^^^
...''continue, if he has regretted his actions and he expects to accept and forgive menstruation, he will accept him back''....
^^^''if you forgive God willing, in time you can forgive him, if you accept him or open your heart to him, unthinkable, and not in the mind of it all''.^^^
alfiza smiled, take the mangosteen.
...''if om Taufik, he is rich, successful again in his career, only his physical now makes him disabled, why not open his heart to him''....
^^^''honestly, it was once thought to receive, he was a patient, compassionate and understanding, if the matter of physical insya Allah does not matter, it does not matter, but from the side of his extended family no one wants to accept with the status of a widow who is beautiful now, who obviously can not accept him''.^^^
...''if mas rizal neng, already handsome, skin clean body strapping, career success, complete package of the subject''....
alfiza's hand was on the table, holding her chin up and smiling at me.
...''all over the night, he said he wanted to go to the city p, to meet someone neng", while looking down....
^^^''continue what to do with neng, anyone is free to come to this city''.^^^
...''he just said, want to fight for his love, yes Allah neng, as hurt it feels to clap one hand....
^^^''in that case, fight for your love, showing that you deserve to be her companion''.^^^
...''neng not angry, if alfiza likes the same menstruation''....
^^^''why to be angry, not just said, the feeling of like it has disappeared by itself''.^^^
...''thanks neng, alfiza just wanted to say, if indeed someday neng receive menstruation, I sincere''....
"at least neng never expected the same menstruation".take a pat on his shoulder.
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^^^''neng hope you think positively, have not struggled to give up, so you do not go home, why mother is not angry and anyways you will have to go to college''.^^^
..."they care about neng as much as I, want there or not that important money is still in their hands, unless the money has been thinned, then in need of my signature to take the money, for college I took a week off".while removing the tears that fell on her cheeks ...
^^^"your friend from here how, is he still working there".^^^
..."no more neng, he opened a small business in the suburbs while looking after his sister"....
^^^"keep your plans going".^^^
..."now neng, I'm confused, the attitude of the mother changed since we moved to the city m, what else now the family from the village all gathered at home, the mother is now easily very angry, according to neng how, what should I do, how if neng holds the garden again, I'm afraid the mother and her brothers control the neng garden?"...
^^^"you take it easy, they will not be able to do more, let them enjoy first all, because all assets are still the name of abah".^^^
..."so"...
^^^"you are patient first, do not misunderstand, listen to the talk, the garden is still the name abah, so even if you want to master, it will not be able to, do not, meanwhile the garden is already neng for two for you and haika, for the letters are in the safe, later if it's time it will be packed into you, all already on behalf of the two of you".^^^
..."continue the letters that were curtailed at that time"....
^^^"that's fake, you must think neng will master all right, the answer is no, because neng already knew the girly mother before you moved to the city of M, just anticipation just in case, just in case,that's your right, so only you have the right".^^^
..."pardon alfiza neng"....
^^^"you need not apologize, it is your duty to look after you, remember the deck, do not ever hate your mother, let however she is your biological mother".^^^
..."but neng"...
^^^"if your business is done go home, if there is time neng will come to your house later".^^^
..."good neng, but what about menstruation, keep fighting but he does not respond to how neng"....
^^^"fight first, if he still does not respond, then you must be willing and breastfed with the decisions he makes, because love cannot be forced".^^^
..."iya neng, I hope neng will help bring me closer with menstruation neng, from the moment I met him at the boarding school I already like him"....
^^^"Pray to those who make everything, if Allah allows it, everything will be possible".^^^
"thank you neng, have heard my curses, you want to confide in haikal, alfiza shy".
"that's what brothers are for, we can be friends and sisters".
