The Wives Injured

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my heart kept on fidgeting erratically.

I miss my soul even though it was just this morning when I left but I felt my life was empty..

even so, I do not want to neglect my duties.

I have a desire that I still keep in my heart I plan to buy a house around the housing of mother and father..

but I still think about it because I have to raise more money for it.

I finally went to work and said goodbye to my mother.

"loh said earlier did not want to go to the food stall first, he wanted to rest sajah?" said mother.

"yes it was so anyway ma'am but marni better fill marni's mind at the makn sajah stall," I smile and say goodbye to mother.

when I arrived at work, as usual the employees worked with razzin and excited I entered my room and checked finances..

"alhamdulillah more and more people are eating here" I said..

after checking the bookkeeping I came out just a breath of fresh air and again I thought about raka..

may mas damar take good care of raka and love her.

after I got out and breathed in the fresh air I felt better and went back to work..

I went home and subconsciously called Raka..

"Mom's gone home" I said

but I forgot that raka wasn't home.

I feel lonely if there is no raka.

though just this morning raka was brought mas damar but I was trying to miss the raka again.

I don't know what to do, be careful it feels restless if you don't see the raka that is around me every day may be a habit that makes me feel lost raka..

I took whudu water to perform worship..

finished praying I pray at ALLA SWT.

"god may the raka there be good and soon return to the clutches of the servant again, amiin".

finish praying I immediately rest and who knows tomorrow morning raka back..

to the next day, apparently raka has not returned maybe raka at home stay with her father but when atu will go to work arrived2 my cellphone rings..

how happy when I picked up the phone I heard an adorable roar.

"*acallamualaikun mother! aka kangen cama mother" he said.

"wa'alaikumsallam dear, mom is also very kangen the same raka, raka when to go home na?".

"you want to go home, but you're also coming home, right, bu*?".

I was silent to hear the words of raka, how many times should I tell raka that I and mas damar will not be together especially now mas damar will marry amelia..

and I'm not ready yet and I don't plan to open this heart for anyone, I just want to focus on looking after the raka and watching it grow.

I don't even have any thoughts of rebuilding the household.

I also ended the conversation with Raka and I am happy that I still remember to contact her mother, she is indeed a smart and very funny child..

"as soon as the 4th anniversary of raka, how never did time pass" I said.

I think I just gave birth to raka yesterday and carried her where.

I was thinking of giving thanks at home and praying with anak2 and the mother of the school..

I'm looking forward to that..

*to be continued*