The Sun is sinking

Chapter 07_Not Playboy

This morning, I wasn't as excited as usual, I wanted this bus to go slow. Today, I was afraid to go to school, I was afraid of their eyes. Then Aaron's confession yesterday?? How did my classmates react? Ah never mind, no need to think about what they think about me, just go for it, everything will definitely go as it should. Huff I just have to thicken my ears and my heart more.

"Hai Bi..," a voice startled me, I immediately turned my head. Alan, I don't know since when he sat next to me, I didn't even notice it at all.

"Hey... Alan," I said hello to him, my voice trembling slightly from groggy.

"From that daydreaming" he commented.

"Ah, not really," I grinned. Did I look dreamy?

"Bie... I'm sorry," he said, looking at me. Ahh those eyes... God, I can't afford to pay it back.

"For what?" ask me slowly.

"I know what happened yesterday. When your class mates blame you for me and Marsha breaking up" he said, still staring back at me. Turns out he knew about the accident, then... does he also know that Aaron claimed to be my girlfriend?? Pimply.

"Ah is okay, they are not wrong, they assume based on what they see not what they know, as well as the events of yesterday, not as seen by people," obviously I wish he knew that what happened yesterday, Aaron's confession wasn't true. I want him to know that. I glanced at.

"Emm, then that means Aaron's not your girlfriend?" tanyakanya. Yess, thank goodness she realized that, thank goodness she asked me that and not only did she miss what she saw was the truth.

"No" I replied immediately.

"Ahh thankurlaaahhh," she replied. Thank goodness??

"Emm Alan..," call me slowly. "I'm sorry, maybe for now, we shouldn't have met."

"Why? Did I make you feel uncomfortable?"

"Not so, I just don't want my friends getting me wrong."

"Okay if that's what you want."

To be honest, I was very hard on Alan, we were just close, and I was able to walk with him. It turns out that it is true what Auntie said, that wanting something that others have had is a mistake. Nilam and Chita were right.

"Bi. once again I'm sorry for making you uncomfortable in class."

"No Alan, it's not your fault."

Their eyes were stranger than yesterday, they whispered.

"Star of Aaron's girlfriend? Not wrong?"

"Maybe he's one of Aaron's toys."

"Haha yes really. yesterday I saw Aaron walking along with Sherly. Poor thing, at most soon also dumped."

"But the face of the actor is like he's easy to find a replacement."

"Hahaaa. yes really," and many more whispers that I don't want to hear, it feels like school is no longer fun.

"Bin. don't be horrified by their talk, they just envy you," Jhuly calmed me down.

"Yes Jhul, I don't mind it."

"Everyone knows that Alan's a playboy, they shouldn't blame you."

"Alan's not Jhul's playboy," I cut. "He just hasn't found the right one yet."

"Why are you defending Alan? because of him, you're the target of anger."

"I don't know, but I don't think Alan's a playboy."

"It's up to you. Oh yeah,." Jhuly shifted her seat closer to mine. "Is Aaron's confession yesterday correct??" she whispered, I smiled at her question.

"No" I replied in a whisper.

"Huff thank goodness..," he said with a relieved face. "I actually have a crush on Aaron Bin." he whispered again. I'm nodding.

"Aaron's a cool new guy," he praised.

"Yes, yeah, Aaron's cool," I said. "But Aaron playboy you know," I continued. Jhuly looked me in the eye.

"Not a playboy, but haven't found the right one" she replied mimicking me. We laughed. I finally didn't feel tense anymore.