The Sun is sinking

Chapter 19_My Decision

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And finally this is what I decided, this is my choice. I lowered my breath, gave myself courage and courage. I lifted my face and looked at him, he who stood before me.

I asked her to meet up at the place she used to give me the ring.

"Alan's... I'm sorry," I said. Alan was silent and kept looking at me sharply. A word he might have guessed.

"It turns out I was wrong... To think that liking you is love. I'm sorry" I said confidently and calmly. Alan was still staring at me. "It turns out that love belongs to someone else...,"

"Aaron?" he said cut me off. I'm nodding.

Plok, plok, plok.... He clapped his hands regularly. I looked at him confused.

"Haha... You finally turned away from me for her. Ah but it's okay, at least I've managed to hurt him," he said which further confused me. "I knew from the beginning that Aaron liked you, so I was very interested in having you." ohh. I looked at him cynically.

"Did you see his face when we were in the cafe?? Hahhaaaa is pathetic, I like to see it. Ohh what else happened to Valentine when he hit me. You know the stars." he now looks me in the eye, lifting my chin with the tip of his index.

"I really liked that scene, I really enjoyed the punch, really enjoyed the anger in his chest. Hahhaaa.., she must have been really angry back then, funny and pathetic." PLAKK....

I slapped him hard, his hand is no longer on my chin.

"Oh... So is it?!! you know, the saddest person in the world is you Alan. You who never really feel love and receive love from anyone. You know Alan... That your heart is actually hurting over all your behavior is just that you don't want to condone it, you're just busy thinking about how to hurt the heart of others," I said and still looked at him sharply and cynically

"Maybe you can't even feel the love of your parents... Your life is really sad, "I told her that. He looked at me sharply but said nothing.

I immediately left but then I immediately turned around, stepped back towards him, something I had forgotten. I saw him still standing in his place, I immediately grabbed his hand and returned what he had once given me. She stayed quiet and I left her again. Did my words hurt her? Hhhh let it be, he deserves it. I didn't think he was approaching me because of Aaron, why? What made him hate Aaron.

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"Tante. I've misinterpreted love as love" I said, leaning on Aunt's shoulder, wiping my hair.

"I don't know what this feeling is, I'm afraid of misrepresenting it again so I don't intend to admit it."

"Yeah.m so serious..," Auntie pinched my cheek again, this time harder to make me grimace in pain.

"Tante.. hurts," I said, stroking my cheek.

"The owner of the jacket?"

"Ron Aunt... Aaron's."

"Yes.. yes Aaron, is he the one who finally won your heart?"

"Tante. I didn't say I loved Ron, I'm honestly still worried. I'm gonna go to sleep. Tonight I'm sleeping in Aunt's room." I immediately pulled out the blanket and closed my eyes.

"You know. every morning, Aunt Aaron is at the end of the alley" said Auntie who made me open my eyes again. "He was wearing a jacket and wearing a mask, I thought he had evil intentions but it turns out that he was just watching you, he'll be gone after you leave school." continued Auntie.

"Tante don't make up stories" I said and closed my eyes again.

"Emang you think Aunty is a novelist?? pinter made up the story, Auntie has a picture of her, "I immediately opened my eyes again and sat down and took Hp in Aunt's hand. This is Aaron, even though he's wearing a jacket and a mask but I know that this is Aaron.

"How does Auntie know that this is Ron?? didn't Auntie just meet her once?"

"Hahaaa... You think Auntie has a bad memory??

"Yes, the name of Ron alone Aunty often forget."

"Hahaa..it seems like you really like to say his name so Auntie just pretend," replied Auntie who made me immediately hide behind the blanket.

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