The Sun is sinking
Chapter 36_The Sun is Drowning
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What do I have to do now?? Without you... I looked up at the sky, there were no stars, there was no moon just cloudy then followed by a speck of rain that slowly drenched my face... It was cold, but still it couldn't cool my heart. Then the rain gets heavier... I closed my eyes and tried to feel the touch of his hand that was holding my finger, bringing me running...
I ran.... Like I used to be with him, then stopped under the lights, silently watching the rain.... I'm spinning around feeling the rain getting heavier, I keep spinning like I used to and he's spinning here with the rain. Then I ran back... Trying to get rid of my sadness, I kept running, I ignored the heavy rain, I just wanted to run with him... Until now I have arrived in front of the house. My feet feel so weak...
I feel so silly, shouldn't I forget about it? But why do I miss him so much. I hate myself.
Aunty came over and grabbed me when I opened the door, picked me up in the chair and immediately dried my hair, Aunty must have known that my heart was in turmoil.
"Tante.today I am grateful to know that his condition is improving," I hung the tip of my lips, Aunty looked at me and held my hand.
"Today he went abroad. You know Tan.. he gave me a silly letter," I laughed. Yes I laughed at his stupidity, I immediately looked up hoping my tears would not fall.
"He said he didn't want me to wait for him, he said he didn't want me to remember, was stupid and the stupidest thing was that he wished I'd found another man and lived happily, he's so stupid, isn't he Tan??" I looked back down, I was already very seducing my eyes not to cry but really I could not hold back my tears. Aunt hugged me.
"How could he say that, how could he tell me to equate our togetherness like twilight. Aaron is the dumbest person I've ever met, the selfishest person I've ever known. Tan... how did I forget about it? How could I not remember him? How's it?" I cried in Aunt's arms.
"Darling... Aaron may not have intended to break your expectations, maybe he just didn't want to tie you up with an uncertain end of hope. He just wants you to be happy. You can wait for him and you can not wait for him, he only gives you freedom. Maybe it's also hard for her" I wiped my tears, looking at Auntie.
"Tomorrow the exam, right?? learning yuuk" said Aunt rubbing my hair, I nodded.
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Ron.. I am currently passing through the security guard post and I see your shadow there waiting for me secretly. I forced a smile on my lips.
You want me to not remember you, even now on the bus you have your shadow, laugh and occasionally pinch my cheek. At school, on the street, in a cafe, under the lights, in the middle of heavy rain and on the beach where I like the most there is you. How do I forget you? how can I not remember you.
Time... will it really help me forget you? even though you wish I could forget you and not wait for you but in my heart I still remember you and still wait for you until there is no hope for me. I go to the beach every day watching dusk and waiting for the sun to set. That's how I waited for you... The sun didn't really leave me, did it? He'll come again tomorrow.
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