
*For you, Alvino Bagaskara
The owner of the shady gaze that always looked at me warmly. The man who had allowed me to be a piece of his love story and the man who would soon be making a sacred promise with Tiara, my friend
At first I was confused as to how when I heard it, my world felt like it was losing its axis to spin
Disappointment and fear become a feeling that never willing to let go of me. I'm too scared, brother, afraid I can't face it all
This story was too painful for me to accept, I never thought it would be this way. It seems to hurt a lot
Sis. Brother Alvin. Can I tell you a little?
When I heard the news of Sister's proposal to Tiara, I wanted to say that I still love you, I wanted to scream in front of you that I would not be able to recap everything that happened
My heart has been frozen since that day. There was no longer any sense I could maintain other than the disappointment and fear that overshadowed my dark day
I even thought, Brother, that everything that happened to me is so unfair. I suffered too much at the time
But I understand now, that this is the path that God has given to all the restlessness that I have been carrying alone
Sis. Your invitation I've received, it's monochrome. Very pretty, definitely Tiara's wish. He loved that color combination
Excuse me. I can't come on your happy day. My heart is not that strong, I fear it will shatter formless if I visit you
I'm afraid I'll ruin your happy day when my heart is already darkened, I'm afraid that it will be harder to let you go
But do not be afraid, along with the very beautiful Tiara stepped onto your wedding altar today. Along with your smile that is still as warm
Accompanied by a cry I still cannot endure, I let you down
Even though I knew you would definitely do it, I still wanted to say this as Tiara's best friend. Take care of her, she's a good woman with a unique nature, love Tiara with all the love you have
Thank you for the twilight story I've ever felt
Happy life Brother
Signed, Arafah Eliza
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Slowly, he folded the white paper that was filled with black ink. Turn it into a small part
Arafah stood up. Put the letter in a small box. Put on the top of Alvin's bracelet
He never intended to send the letter to Alvin. Just want to make it a small point in the story they once lived
Arafah was not strong, he fell down. Crying with both hands hugging the knees
Very painful, felt hit by a load that immediately turns on the heart. His chest felt very tight, difficulty breathing
The issue's getting louder out. It was so painful, it was too painful to remember everything that had happened
Arafah. Arafah explained everything that had happened
His story and Alvin have really ended. No more laughter and happiness for that twilight love
Everything has been shapelessly destroyed
He wanted to make his cry today the last wound he would feel
The eyes were staring at a laptop screen that showed a scene of Alvin kissing the bride's forehead
Turning to the monochrome invitation lying on the pillow, displaying the name of the couple that never crossed his mind at all
ALVINO BAGASKARA'S
AND
ANGELINA TIARA CROWN RAZAK