
“Alvin, Juno. Let's eat” shouted Gisel from the kitchen
Alvin who holds Juna in his right hand comes while smiling sumringah “Enak really smells, Mama cook what” asked Alvin
“Same stone balado wood crispy” replied Gisel ketus
“BWAHAHAHA. Mama cook or again doubles as a builder” Alvin laughs satisfied to make his face flushed
Mama who was upset, hit Alvin softly on the head using a soup spoon she had just taken “Rasain. Hurt right? That's not how much pain Arafah you gotuin” Mama's reflection when she saw Alvin's pouty face
He put Juna on a chair and sat beside the round-eyed boy. Before long, Mbo Inem came with quite a lot of menus. Put it neatly on the table
“Mommy wants to eat what baby?” Mama asked softly when she met Juna's round eyes that looked at her innocently
“Nasi same chicken Mama” replied he who was folding his hands on the table
Mama scoops the rice and side dishes that Juna wants onto her plate then sits right in front of the pouting Alvin
Alvin increasingly snatched in place “Alvin not asked Ma?”
“Sorry. Who are you, dad? How can I sit at my same table?”
Alvin staring in Gisel “Mama angry same Alvin?”
Mama's gaze looked on Alvin “Yes, you think? Mama should be happy about it, listen to you already cry Arafah. Basic mangy sakep”
“Hhh” he wasted a rough breath “Feelings, yesterday someone said he would always support any decision Alvin” quipped who immediately found a change in facial water from Mama
“Support anyway support. But Adit said the most cute stepdaughter of mama, you always make Arafah cry. It's a real man what became-jasan” said Mama defending herself who was inserted hard insinuation
“Since when did Mama lift Adit as a foster child?” Alvin snatched an upset, not accepting
“Since he followed you from London. Mama likes Adit, she never hurt a girl's feelings. Not rich this is a”
“Yes, I've never hurt a girl's heart. He never had a girl. Who does he want to hurt? Yes time to nyakitin liver ayam”
Immediately, a sharp unsheathed gaze was fixed on Alvin. Mama looked at him fiercely as if she wanted to put Alvin in her stomach again
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“My most beautiful Mama” Alvin yelled as he just came down the stairs
Mama raises her head from the side garden, I don't know what she is doing there “Yes it is the most beautiful. La wong mama you're just a cynical” Mama who looks still harbor frustration at breakfast earlier
“Ngapain call, want to pay the debt?”
Alvin walked closer to Mama. It rests on the glass door that borders between the kitchen and the side garden “This most handsome boy mama wants to leave” said Alvin confidently
“Where? Very neat, rich want to go to kondangan” Mama observed the appearance of Alvin. White cloth pants and white shirt
“Custom. Want to go there first” said he who immediately got a nod from Mama
He patted his hands cleaning the former soil, the former tidying up his favorite plants
“Mama temenin yah?”
Alvin shook his head gently “No need Ma. Juna no one wants to stay at home if Mama is with Alvin”
“Iya” Alvin nodded steadily “Alvin pamit yah Ma” he said who then kissed Mama's right cheek
“Be careful darling. Bring the car don't speed. Remember, you are not married. Kasian your future wife later, not married yet already a widow ting-ting”
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There will come a time when everything has changed. Disputing the fate that always makes him silent is not struggling
He didn't want to be stuck in this feeling any longer. Alvin hopes this is a good time to let go of all his fatigue
The car that Alvin was wearing split open the streets with a mind that branched everywhere. He stopped his vehicle when he was right in front of a simple florist
Shortly after, he walked to his destination. Looking straight at the many bumps there
The foot stepped into Alula's resting place. He brought a different bouquet of flowers from the previous days. Lilies bouquet
“Siang Pa” said to the tomb guard there
“Siang son. Tumbens these days are rarely coming. Usually also a month there must be twice her her hernya” which is only answered by a thin smile from Alvin
He stood firmly beside Alula's tomb, smiling in shade
“Hai La. Sorry I rarely come here. Just this time there's a chance”
“How are you? It's okay there, right?” it sounded like he was talking directly
Alvin took a deep breath “Sorry me. I've missed you as long as Arafah is by my side”
Her shadow was directed at the hijab girl, she smiled bitterly. Imagine the face of Arafah's ayu who is flushed but not because of shame, but the tightness will be sad
This time Alvin changed his position to sit, dropping his gaze on the tombstone Alula “Udah really long it turns out you left me” said Alvin when observing the goals of the date listed there
“There are still a lot of permission I've made to have the same taste of you. Thanks for not leaving me after you know all my bra and thank you you still want to be my best friend even though I can not return my feelings” said Alvin slowly
The story of a few years ago was re-engraved nicely in Alvin's mind. The rhymes when fate still let them together, this not cruel time to separate them
Alvin only once knew gray when with Alula, when the girl could not accept his feelings gently
Gentle that shuts down Alvin's hopes for a few weeks
Only then. The rest they passed with a variety of colors that Alula always gave for him when the problems of the Alvin family was struck
Suddenly the clear liquid from Alvin's eye flowed down. Unable to withstand the pain that hit back, the tightness is immeasurable
He closed his eyes using his palms with trembling shoulders “I'm sorry La. Sorry I was late at that time” said Alvin full of biggest regretters
“If I had come early, we would still be based on the same world. You will not first leave Me and Om Hans” so Alvin fill the void there, he is really weak at this time
As his feelings begin to get under control, Alvin erases the trail of tears on his cheeks. He stood up, throwing a smile at Alula's grave
He put a bouquet of lilies that had been grasped earlier “Sorry La. I'm aware of what I feel right now. Everything is no longer about my tribe to you, it is no longer about that. I realized, all this time I was stuck in regret. Not caught in love that can not be released”
“I said La. Sorry, I brought a different flower”