
His smile looked very happy, paying close attention to the photos of those he cared about. The phone in his hand displayed an image of two people smiling broadly, embracing each other
Contrasting with Arafah's smile, tears suddenly burst out from her eye sockets. The crying and jealousy
He should have also been wearing a toga, standing between a complete Tiara and Gita dressed in graduation attire. Laugh happily together and listen to the silly things from Tiara, take as many photos as possible and start planning for the future together
Instead of being alone in a room with a laptop that just died when all three completed a video call for nearly two hours
In her tears, Arafah was very proud. Tiara and Gita have successfully completed one stage in their lives
Unlike him who is still struggling in the world of lectures, fighting with student tasks that always attract a lot of time
But he never felt sorry for all the decisions he made for his life. Repeating the lecture period from the initial semester since his move to London also includes
When you see the comment column on Tiara's post on Instagram. His gaze fell on a username
@Alvino.Bagaskara: Congrats Country
@Tiaraaaa: Thank You Sis
He smiled thinly. Pressing Alvin's name and starting to see the man's account, it's still the same. Without posting even though his followers reached the number 30K
Two years have passed, Arafah who is still trying to make things happen. He gave no room to anyone who tried to fill his heart
Let the place be filled with the remains of memories of him with Alvin.
“How is the man doing now? Is he okay?” Inner Arafah
His hands had already been itching to see Alvin's insta story. But he did not want just because of one story, making all his defenses destroyed
Alvin is living well. At his age now, of course the man is already working now. Enter into a new world
Not wanting to think about it any longer, Arafah immediately put his phone and laptop next to the pillow. Then choose to take a short nap, preparing the energy to stay up late and complete the tasks
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Arafah's hand continues to move to write a business plan which is the final task that must be completed for this semester
Occasionally he tapped the pen to the table, then began to design plan bussines on a large enough paper. After it was felt that there was clarity from what he was aiming for, Arafah threw his body on the carpet
Sighing in relief, a task that is quite time consuming. His hand moves origin to look for a cellphone, time has shown at 4 am
Arafah took a pause from the top of the dressing table and then plucked the origin of her long hair. Seeing his face that looks very not fresh, too long looking at a laptop with high radiation
Soon he took ablution water and intended to perform tahajjud prayer. Something that almost every day has become part of the routine
In the final prostration on his throne, Arafah prayed long enough. Before rising up with a reddened face and full of traces of tears
*Assalamualakium warahmatullah
Assalamualaikum warahmatullah*
His hand is moved upward, honoring the creator. Without being able to prevent it, Arafah cried again
Feeling tired from his escape all this time. Arafah was lonely, he felt alone. Like a loss of direction for the future he has planned well
“Yes Allah. Give me a way to let go, give me a reason to let go of everything that has happened”
Too crowded to imagine his escape that had been far away, he wanted to return. But Arafah was too afraid to fall for the same story
With a long breath “I want to let go of everything Oh God, I can't if I have to continue like this. Run somehow until when” adunya to the creator
“Give me the way Yes Allah” his prayer is ended by rubbing his face slowly, leaving his face a little inert because it has to sweep the scars
A notification rang out from Arafah's phone, he stood up. Grab the square object and sit at the end of the mattress
One direct message is logged in from your Tiara account. It opened quickly, wondering why the girl had sent him this early morning message
Ahh he forgot, Indonesia is already this morning. Arafah's forehead frowned in wonder, feeling that there was something strange with Arafah's message that was quite foreign
@Tiaraaaa : Arafah I'm sorry. I never imagined that it would be rich gini, sorry I Fa
@Arafah.Eliza : What's wrong? Don't scare me, Skype. Now”
Without waiting for a reply from Tiara who immediately read Arafah's message, he immediately opened his laptop and sat in front of him
Before long, Tiara's face appears in the screen “Lo face why? Crying?” he panicked
Tiara wait there, rubbing rough tear marks on her cheeks “Lo out crying too?”
“OK. My question has been answered” Arafah interrupts quickly “Lo why?”
For some reason, Tiara really looked chaotic, crying again. He covered his face using both palms “Sorry I Fa, I'm sorry. I was wrong to lo”
Arafah gave the girl some time before speaking up
“Do not scare me myself Ra. It's still midnight here. Wh why? Here story”
Tiara shook her head “Lo my best friend. I love lo”
Suddenly Arafah's feeling was not strange, feeling that there was an incongruity that was happening. Arafah tried to get those strange thoughts out of his mind
“Iya I know. But lo why?” arafah asked, trying to calm down
“She came Fa this morning to my house, bring her Mama. I don't know if he wants to come all of a sudden, we're not that close. Until I told Papa if I wanted to apply I”
Arafah laughed loudly, even hugging his own stomach. If only Tiara was beside him, it would definitely be Arafah's pinch
Feel very funny about Tiara's attitude like this “Ciee. Some will soon be the wife of the people” began to launch his god action
Not paying attention to Tiara's face that looks pias there, very anxious “Araf..”.
“Gue guess what. You-you've already asked, kirain what? Make panic aja lo” he said relaxed, breaking the talk of Tiara
Arafah fixed his sitting position, strapping. Staring at Tiara's very strange goals
“Who's the crazy guy who wants to lamar chick bar-bar rich lo?”
Tiara was silent, not responding to Arafah's words. Makes the girl cluck pissed “Jesus Tiara, sneak. Curious l”
“Alvin Fa's. He proposed to me this morning”